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S for Scherzando

2009-04-21T19:48:00.001+08:00

click on them and kachang puteh yay! gold with honors, phew yay rawr!

make the line clear, chalk the board

2009-03-02T20:51:00.005+08:00

Firstly, yes I did aim for an MSG of below 1.5 yes i did
but i can't now, and i'm not emoing - I'm not even gonna try

retarded people, i don't really care and I'm not even hurt
you just like to pick on people and can't get a grup on yourself, and see: physics anyway i get better than you what. still come here ....

We discussed about your boring life anyway

as one whole group and we feel that you are damned pathetic anyway, and so anyway just let you be pathetic all your life.

jay yay. (:

2009-02-27T21:12:00.004+08:00

I want to sleep
i swear i ain't getting enough sleep
tomorrow's the ipst test, sigh.

and anyway everyone loves jay.

on a side note: those people who like to niao me for physics by using tagboards are retarded, and so childish. I don't really care, in anycase i still get better EM-ASS-G than you.

yay and i can't believe my chinese compo beat PRCs. pwn your asses.
bye.

I might let this blog rot seiously.

headstrong, a hero lies in you

2009-02-06T19:52:00.004+08:00

just to say something fair.
if you can't shut your efffing mouth.

HEADSTRONG.

You can't pull me down.

not anymore, a hero lies in me.

silhouetteskies: valentine's day special

2009-02-05T18:06:00.002+08:00

quote from the peacemaker

2009-02-04T22:40:00.004+08:00

FEVER

but there's still homework my dear.

if you don't hand up tomorrow I'm gonna call your parents.
those who know me, i love to live in peace so I don't need to call your father and mother.

sigh, it's very stressful you know.

exhausted, pffft.

2009-02-03T21:55:00.005+08:00

I feel so done over with the homework.

Pinch me in assemblies again tomorrow. Thanks derborne!

and elbow me too! oh today's bio practical was okay and bio was relatively easy.
me wants sandra tan to teach. so sad :'(
(p.s. our teacher's notes ph-ail)

and I'm so gonna blast my clarinet cause 'mr leng says' and i think i'm inheriting the liuzhen "hand" syndrome, the tutor keep niaoing me :( so sad! I'm so gonna die now. My eye lids keep closing and I keep trying to be awake. Sush. My traffic of my blog has gone down since I've stopped blogskinning :( so sad.

I HATE obnoxious National Cadet Corps. they call themselves the zilian NCCs. Let them be.
I CAN'T get along with totally akbk people.

I THINK I suck in clarinet :(

I BELIEVE I can be a better player/the best player. (qifann LOL haha I'm gonna pwn you soon -kinda-mentality)

I AM gonna host someone soon

I AM gonna change layout for misterdeejay.net after next week
I HATE 6 tests in 5 days for next week
I THINK might be more tests in the next week.

I FEEL like I can't do anything as a friend to help those who are weak / don't mug and scores sucks

What the hell, what's wrong with my heart
It keeps stopping at this part. :(

you're my brand of heroin

2009-01-31T22:17:00.004+08:00

MY SILHOUETTESKIES GRAPHIC COMMUNITY
proudly presents this stack of twilight icons, join the fad.

(silhouetteskies | join here now, be a member )

i can't fake it, like the way i could before

2009-01-30T22:32:00.001+08:00

I'm in the festive mood still, but my heart isn't. I'm so desperate for like ace. arghs. I Bruise Easily, and that's the rocking soul :P haha. I found a really nice song that is ages ago. During P6, I remembered I heard I'm Not Missing You- By Stacie Orrico over MTV before, and so today I went researching on Stacie Orrico and I love her songs again though she looks like some bimbo, or acts bimbotic in any sense. (don't mean to offend) I went youtubing for the songs then, since I'm so connected to that video site. *winks*

I'm still doing my icons (currently have about 10 in hand) out of the normal post of 21 Icons each time I'd post on silhouetteskies! Yay be a member before you see the icons, or even get the icons haha I'd not give them for free, be a member already. What are you waiting for : )

She sings quite good, I'm like hooked on her songs like I'm Not Missing You and Stuck as well. I'd show you the youtube video later! In any case, this week was bombastically crazy. I'd tell you the truth- my heart's quavering.

I'd admit the truth, I don't mug THAT much as you think, but yeah i do mug. I scored so low for IHC is due to the links not being obvious and stuff like that. She wrote on my paper that I'm a L4 at least if I have my linkages done correctly, that is. Today is really sad and happy too, I don't know my heart but I'm gonna go emo and pessimistic again just like my old self. It's like every year I'd have this so called PMS period (but no, I don't have PMS in actual fact).

In anycase, I'm quite happy that someone praised me that I look handsome without my spectacles and plus it's a stranger-to-me person, he told me in real life. I can see he ain't faking... haha. LOL I'm becoming so thickskinned like like qifann LOL! :P Maths Homework is making me like die now grah! and what's the problem with the timetable man, MATHS everyday I'm gonna faint and die anytime lah. grrrrrh. I somehow detest lessons that are really more than 5 times a week kinda-thing. Especially life in chinese with that Ywz. I can't write that full name out otherwise google then oops, page on top of the search find -.- It's getting into me, onto me I think maybe I need to let my hair down, unwind grah!

this ain't hollywood, this is a small town

2009-01-24T20:29:00.003+08:00

I'm pissed off at some people
but I keep my conscience clear, from all evil

and Sorry People. I promised to give you a wallpaper by 8PM but I still haven't found time to. I've successfully completed my wallpaper to give you a really beautiful Taylor Swift. If you want the wallpaper at it's wonderful zenith, just go onto silhouetteskies. Here, we have 50 current existing members and we are still targeting at a larger group with our new batches of cookies (icons) we serve up the table daily, probably 21 each time at least. We would try our best, along with "friends only" banners and like this case: wallpapers at 1028x768. I love Taylor Swift so much :P

I serve you all with a preview of my current desktop! I heart taylor swift more than i heart britney spears though. I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT. it's a love story, baby just say yes.

it's a love story, baby just say yes

2009-01-24T16:05:00.005+08:00

Listening to: Love Story- Taylor Swift

I feel quite sad actually though I got another Skin of The Day. I have not visited my gmail of darkdegree account since ages and now I see that they sent a message telling me to change the place I put my nuffnang ads in... and I delayed this for more than a month. zzz. sigh I hope I can get advertisements coming in soon anyway, now that I realigned all my posts, my blog layout, picture, color combinations, codes and really, spent quite a while doing this.

I'm in the Taylor-Swift Mood now (is there actually such a mood... gotta ask her myself) and equates to me gonna be a graphic goodies santa clause later with all her icons + wallpapers! So you'd better hope I am always in my taylor-swift mood, so those who love taylor swift will always come to me :P for graphics haha.

And and after the debut appearance of the Last Summer Competition last year in 2008, I've decided to come back with another Version II of Last Summer Competition w/ a circus-themed sub-competition within, shiok right? haha :P click on the competition banners to enter the thread for this competition, it awaits you

Chinese New Year's coming and I've recieved my first hong bao yesterday already, actually. and I've done all the homework (left with ACES + P'Day) omgosh! haha. and I've tried out xanga which I totally hate ALOT. so xanga is a no no for me :) I have a layout in xanga if you want and just tell me cause it's produced by me

(you can expectantly wait for taylor swift's graphics here or silhouetteskies)

iheartbritney

2009-01-23T16:58:00.005+08:00

People apa ini? I did a skin yo! (i heart britney) cause of her songs haha it just gets me in the mood. Click on the image for the link and tadah! :P I heart this

And I'm a person with Integrity, if you wanna say I didn't leave credits, look at the site on misterdeejay.net I DID CREDIT OKAY. AND YOU WANT TO COME AND KPKB ME. I'M PISSED OFF OKAY. KNN. IF YOU WANT CREDITS HERE FINE. AND NOTE; I DON'T NEED PEOPLE TO REMIND ME TO CREDIT LIKE _ _ _ _ _

2009: Warming Up the Earth

2009-01-10T21:37:00.005+08:00

I'm freakingly tired,
(sometimes, simple language can still express the most)

What could be worse, mugging till like 1AM in the morning and hoping to score good grades in term one and trying to get into CSE in the next term.

Sigh.

I'm losing my motivation to carry on any longer, someone save me.

Pinch me in assemblies to keep me awake, sing britneys in class to stay clear and focused, slapping myself in chinese just to linger in the class. I feel like a ghost this week.

Pfft.

A week of working worse than a buffalo has ended, just the start of secondary 3 and I'm MUGGING that much into my tiny brains. Trying to bond in with the class, with the CG (China Gang), slowly one by one. I'm trying to focus on my target of a 1.4 for term 1 and what. I think I should be aiming 1. That sucks, my mind's driving me crazy. I felt like I was a dried-up withering fruit that's like continuing to zombie-like attend school.

It's always such a drag. I'm turning from happy to pessimistic and + Band! Oh my god, seriously- I can't do that well for Machu Picchu though I can hit like most of the notes, expect for like horn melody and we go like CBC GCG EDE CBC ... i wonder how i'm supposed to pass the audition round, am i that useless? I keep asking myself, pondering- I'm like having inferior complex, right. yeah.

I keep feeling like an extra, lingering there like some ghost that refuses to stop badgering...

I'm tired, really tired.
But I will not give up, 9 more weeks to go.

I'd say my main aims for band:

- Finish all the notes for Overture Two at original speed given on the score
- Machu Picchu; Obviously all my notes, coming in on time for A with qifan and stuff like that to be done by next week (Wednesday)

And I hope I won't keep thinking i'm a calefe anymore, I shall inject more and more self-confidence within myself, I shall be the next one to finish all the notes and rhythm for machu picchu in woodwinds, clarinets.

I shall... It's just so not just lip-servicing but I'd really go ahead and do it. SYF 'o9 here I come, I need to pass the audition rounds. God, I feel pathetic.

the new me at misterdeejay.net

2008-12-31T17:58:00.004+08:00

misterdeejay.net (meet me there soon) I seriously had the time of my life. These were the most happiest 2 days of my life despite of the fact of the dragging of "weary deejay" body around, and all thanks to clarinet section actually. I really admired the sax section for being quite bonded i mean in terms of brandon and huiyao. The Camp was the love! (♥)

(like this, how do you love the saxaphones?)

(qifan and me- yay clarinet 1 players)

(brandom, omg have you just made a new poem?)

(qifan's baked rice at pastamania haha omg)

the young infidels eating at 7-11 (supper)
HCI clarinet section is the new sex!

let's now rewind our minds back to a few days back, like the sec 4 farewell party and then the Japanese Band Concert which was so zhai can! I wonder, actually how I have became so happy these few days, and like I think I've got a pocketful of sunshine, I've, I've, got a pocketful of sunshine oh!

(♥)

(qifan writing on the ball - sounds sick omg)

(qifan loves the ball)

(let's hope jiahong is correct)

(random haha! bryan with clar section outing omg!) haha
(check this angle, see the clar that qifan drew haha o.O)

(Let's just hope it comes true)
(damned bored, went seeing the lame Maple Story Event)

(zx + hy)

(qifan: Huiyao let's take a photo together lah
huiyao: Eee, I Don't Want)

(qifan: just take lah- snap)

(the grandmUM teezhuo + hy)
the conversation: the sec 4s are like so urgh, if you wanna talk to them if you have to talk about sick stuff.
(pause in the number of peas eaten, waiting for the desert)

OhMyGod, the ZHAI JAPAN BAND DAY i can't believe what i heard lah and they cried when the concert ended, so sad, someone was like extra there: Don't cry (shout so loud) and the encores were like more than 5 songs :P haha and I really liked it (♥)

(qifan and his toy boy, Jay- they were like omg let's change one shoe each)
(qifan and his dear Jay, saxophonist again sush
i think clars♥sax and sax♥clars)

(omg where was I looking- maybe at jiexuan who was making a bunny's head on brandon)

(dang it haha clar + sax again, we never seem to runaway from them)

loves,

all eyes on me in the center of the ring, just like a circus.

caught in the in between of beautiful disaster

2008-12-20T11:51:00.004+08:00

I've successfully designed a really nice banner with photo i took at the not-so-amazing sydney, and for the record, today has an update of silhouetteskies as well, which I think my icons were imba for the first time, didn't use much fancy stuff, normal icons without any textures only like maybe a glow here and there in the little icons, and which I also designed a banner for silhouetteskies :P haha I'd put these two banners, all linked up with the website yeah :P

i went the wrong way with my heart,

2008-12-07T19:49:00.002+08:00

I'm at Changi Airport Terminal 3 Lounge now YAY! oh my, okay but anyway what crap my EARPHONES died on me today just before the flight. I hate it so much, it's like jinxed lah. I completed this layout on like yesterday and today did some more modifications to it. and the keyboard here is so darn noisy cannn. Oh my god, 8:00's the boarding time and I have to quickly type this finish lor. These few days were cool let's say:

Band Concert! Qifan!- I love your solo in the 7th Night of July and thank you for letting me play the solo for Celebrate :D Oh my and unfortunately I squeaked on my clarinet I CAN"T BELIEVE IT in like 6 months and playing during like the easiest song: Blue Ridge Saga. Oh shit I gotta go now. Bye people. I know it's a really short post!

I'm going australia soon and yay! I am probably gonna meet up with my sister and stuff I hope I can though :P and anyway just quickly end everything off: Can People know how to navigate? Oh No! HAHA, leave a tag to comment on my blogskin layout I updated and yay! hurray to mrdeejay.co.nr!

At the lounge, actually there's nothing much to munch on but I only love it's MASHED POTATOES oh my, fattening, sinful but what can you say? haha the Chicken Breast was hard like -.- can. anw I'd see if I can still blog these few days, using my father's handphone to connect to the web and anyway i won't bother cause his company pays it right? haha In any case does anyone have the recording of us playing celebrate in Noel '08, tag me, give me through email. D-uh you know my email, it's like at the top :D and hoho! let's be christmasy. In any case of my tentative return from Australia, I'd like to wish Derborne a Happy Birthday in case i miss it (touched?) haha

Puts on my coat, Contact Lens Checked. Retainers Oh My! they are still in my bag and I have to rush off my GOD! goodness gracious haha bye!

hold your breath for a bullet passing by

2008-11-27T20:35:00.004+08:00

I haven't posted since like a long time, time to move on to a new layout i guess... but i'd move on with that new layout for my like ---- portfolio first cause I think I want it cool and up and done. And it to be really lovely, glamorous and stuff. I'd be like contributing layouts that are never avaliable in the (market) before haha. No lah it's like new concept then I wanna try out or something but should be damned cool. I wanna post on ELJAY but haven't got the time leh. I've finished reading my sisters' keepers and onto finishing The Guardian then the dog die leh (so sad) omg imagine a dog saving me from a bullet (calls out to elwin) hahah.

I'm also damned sad that I like bought 6 tickets, sold two. and those who ordered are like so -.- never come one leh lol. Anyway, like one to nick ( reserve alr) haha and 2 to Dezhong omg. and then one more to gerald for violin, I can get like 3 tickets off my 6 by 29th November. I dunno when I can pass to Dezhong lor -.- LOL! i think i'm gonna meet up with him now... Omg I just forgotten, I left my whole file in school (my tickets omg)

Oh my gosh and yay I've got my iTouch haha. omg omg omg I play the screen damned nice can and my sis is leaving for melbourne on day of my violin concert, can't see her off AGAIN. Taking braces out tomorrow and I thank it so damned much. Yay I'm gonna wear contacts for the concert(s) and so omg omg omg. haha like o.O makeover like omg contacts and braces removed and my pearly white teeth (i don't know it will be that white after taking out or not) haha. on 7th Dec I'd be leaving for Sydney and Melbourne yay and hopefully see my sis omg have to go meet dezhong bye!

aint any other can take the place of you

2008-11-23T12:25:00.004+08:00

Omg! THE DENTIST LIED TO ME! Okay, but he said i'd take out braces next week instead (28/11) -4PM :D I have to say that for the week later (on tuesday and thursday- i cannot play warm-ups) really, otherwise my teeth will go out of shape and that it will protude out. I'd get my retainers like on 5 Dec 08. A few more things about last night. It was damned damned, unpleasant.

I called the police. Woohoo! for my neighbour having a slumber party at like 12:50 to about 2AM like that lah -.- All the music blast like what shit, and then the police take like more than 30 minutes to arrive and didn't stop them cause it was "celebration". Angry, I called the police like 3 times, and complained to even the supervisor at 2AM like that. I didn't know how my neighbours could sleep with that loud bass. I was shouting like "turn down the bass can"...

Last Night's Violin Rehearsal was like okay... I feel kinda crapped up when the conductor asked our violin desk to play only but haha I think it was well, so he was like never ask us to repeat or something haha.

I went on MSN Messenger, came in was a flock of 4 people invitations to their contact list again -.- then I checked the amount of contacts I had there and I was totally shocked to see 327 contacts, omg lah. No wonder my laptop always hangs on my MSN!

Last thing- I HATE FACEBOOK'S EMAILS!

concert advertising

2008-11-23T12:05:00.004+08:00

Hwa Chong High School & Junior College x Nanyang Girls' High School Concert

(Noel 08)

Venue: Hwa Chong JC Auditorium
Date: 4th December 2008, Thursday
Time: 7PM
Price: $6 only

haha, get your tickets through me if you want and leave a tag yay! I'd get back to you, through email lah dia-.-

devastate: leave your heart out in the open

2008-11-21T01:57:00.006+08:00

I really think someone is a darn loser, so long never visit his blog and let's see: a retard talking about how he has an msg of XXX (higher than mine) and thinks that I should give up going to CSE Science SMTP and should go HP. and think about it. I don't need to appeal you sxxxker. and just because he can just try to blend in with friends, and just because they are just too kind- they just let him blend but he is always out of that picture and a flirt. You think I'm a loser just because the OBS boat I had was with my partner who can't even xxx properly, and you come call that boat a crapped-up shit. I knew it was a crapped-up shit that cause of the change in water dynamics, one single slight strength on any side = new direction.

Next, a second dumbo- who knows he is better in everything he does, but does he ever, ever will ever get to understand the threat and danger of computer games, especially MMPORG. Now, you come, thinking you are so great, please think about it- is comp games better than reading novels and mugging in holidays, xxx? huh?

Thirdly, some xxx who thinks that "i suggest" are good reasons, are good assesible reasons for you to do whatever you like. so what?

Consectutively, I have this urge in me to kill a bitch, slice his tongue- burn his throat, break his nose, clip his ears, dig out his eyeballs, mince one toe off each leg, soak his body in crude oil (petroleum) cause he thinks he is THAT great and just because he is xxxx, and more xxxxxx than me, he thinks that whatever lah, he is totally more baised to me and xxxxxxx and we never complained until now. I think the best way is to do all those listed above to him. I'd then cook him in fuel and gasoline, with flames yay! and his xxxxxxxxx together with him as well? right? and maybe a few xxxxxx and xxxxxx book and a xxxxxxxxx xxxxxx. He'd be so glad and he can act as bitchy as he likes and cause he's totally a biatch, slut and whore.

(Note: Each Paragraph is a different person)

i gotta go my own way- vanessa hudgens

2008-11-15T18:41:00.002+08:00

I've changed the layout, though it looks uglier than the previous one, i think both look about the same lah :) couldn't find better pictures, and so I'm feeling damned sad. and Really, I love this song lor :) MUAHAHA omg i can't believe I like so long then I did a blogskin for this song that I like. It's not that I like Vanessa Hudgens' voice but haha it's like the song groove, lyrics are worth listening and mainly the groove. Some other people could help sing as well and it'd be much much better. Too bad, Vanessa Hudgens is the main cast of High School Musical.

And let's just say that I didn't buy much at Raffles there and yeah anyway it was like woah haha I have lots of photos (pictures) but no link up yet and I haven't hosted them so wait... you know i'm very slow one haha. You know the toilet was so darn nice like lolwtfbbq haha! and during my absence, some people like (elissa) never read my post and say i dao -.- LOL haha you arh haha. and i wonder if I can make it for your concert in anyway haha. cause it's 15 Dec... I may leave Singapore to Melbourne at like 4 Dec 11:59 PM just after the band concert haha LOL.

and omg 29th November- my Violin Orchestra at Victoria Concert Hall, Come support okay I tell you must haha :) LOL! I really ~~have to need desire~~ want to go bathe and i shall go MAKAN first muahaha okay Bye! and remember to visit mrdeejay.co.nr hor! get it more hot and fresh and off the press (i wonder what i'm typing haha)

daily bandwidth exceeded for mrdeejay.co.nr

2008-11-14T11:18:00.003+08:00

I've not been called up for any SMTP science interviews so i think I got in anyway. and now i'm setting off to go to THE STAMFORD the hotel or something. You know, one thing about staying in Hotels in your own country is that you can shop all day omg. haha. Care to join me, just sms me (if you know me that well lah) haha :D

And I'm still wondering if I should buy Identified- Vanessa Hudgens and so I may buy there later haha :) I bought my books already and Imagine that I just need to spend $7.30 haha cause I got all the books beforehand (passed down from my sis LOL) this includes the whole year kinda-thing like cause 3A, 3B textbooks. I don't have much time left and omg who used my ripway account and now it's like daily bandwidth exceed OMG! OMG! OMG!

i'd save it tomorrow haha :)

so far, we are so close

2008-11-12T21:17:00.002+08:00

I finished the website intro only lah, please haha, visit and then tag on my blog haha :P yay! I spent like a few hours on it. like 3 hours too omg LOL! so long lorh haha. I love the song So Close, I won't tell you it's from which artiste, you'd never hear before cause haha yeah he is not that famous yet. and visit muahaha!

(going off to practise clarinet again, cause i missed today's test and imagine seeing elliot as you go to Plaza Singapura when buying reeds for your section haha LOLS)

MRDEEJAY.CO.NR

you are the music in me

2008-11-10T13:42:00.004+08:00

yeah ok fine, I know that song's so once upon a time. and my sister hates it, but anyway (shakes and waves my hands in the air) I am gonna finish the CD/ with derborne and nick and someone else, i need help otherwise we all die like !$%^& haha. let's just analyze somethings I have randomly on my mind, cause I'm listening to some random song that people hates like siao and it's deemed as children song -.- so okay. I'd be honest...

Vanessa Hudgens- Say Ok
It's a song produced in like 2004 or something like that but after listening to it, I found that really, omg I like the song. and let's do a simple comparison between Vanessa Hudgens and Ashley Tisdale in terms of everything. Let's start with the vocals...

Vocals

Vanessa Hudgens
She has a baby-like voice which is quite disgusting, her pronunciation of words are quite okay, and when she tries to make an impact in the song like to make emphasis "strong" it has feel, but something is always, always lacking... Her voice is really quite for kids, that's why they call her "Baby V" and then let's talk about her harmonizing with a lot of people/ even just Zac Efron, her expressions are accurate and yes, that is what I like everytime, here expressions are all suitable for the song/ part of the lyrics. Vanessa Hudgens is quite well of an artiste but really, if her voice was not that babyish I think she'd be a damned good singer superstar. But I think overall, she is still kinda well-groomed in terms of vocal singer.

Ashley Tisdale
She has a nasal voice but style of articulation are better than Vanessa Hudgens, she always lacks the impact/ more suitable for those songs like reference: Suddenly by her, that's her style that she is best at. Her nasal voice just makes me erk the songs actually but that's about all for her, cause really to me, she is those kinda get famous because of HSM kind of stars... Let's just say her song: Suddenly which is really slow and classic typo kinda songs which drags on and on though she can really get impactful for the part of the song/ or stuff, she eludes a type of (how do i say it) that there is a blockage before the emphasising part, that always is recorded (those nasal type of sounds)

Beauty

Vanessa Hudgens
She is quite a star as I always say yay. I think she is pretty and let's not talk about the part she put up her nude photos online or something... That's like I wonder why she did that. But yay okay, she is one-of-a-beauty. She looks simple and babyish just comptabile to her baby voice. LOL

Ashley Tisdale
I think the nasal voice is also due to the fact that she thinks that she is imperfect and goes for a nose job and thus i have a feeling she is artificial, and her beauty's somewhat artificial too. and so let's go to overall: I'd only give a 4/5 but she really can act into someone glamorous.

I'd continue later (tatas for now, shall I go eat something now - lol haven't eaten lunch haha :P ) haha i go liao bye. and for the fact that my co.nr(s) have been one of the top hits for those coming to my blog, I have done up a newer co.nr which is http://mrdeejay.co.nr yay!

we're together, this is the last chance to get it right

2008-10-28T20:47:00.003+08:00

it's now or never :P okay, really the starting was weird that weird High School Musical. It was much better much much better than HSM2 and 1 :D I won't post much about this movie yet, in case some people haven't watched it at all haha.

Damned fun, with two couples at my side sleeping and then handphone ringing like a few times and then yibin who lost his specs in OBS Capsize Drill taking out my spectacles and putting it on himself on and off. -.- haha LOL! and then damned nice! Ivan and Nick were all flaming High School Musical. haha :) and some people who act like STINGRAYS. I hate them lah whatever, they only sting temporary but they suck toad-ally. Not as if it's nice eating them lah and only sambal make them nice. that's how perverted it is.

and I have to go tatas! :P

the drops of jupiter in her hair

2008-10-27T21:28:00.005+08:00

Drops of Jupiter- Train

(did you fall for a shooting star, one without a permanent scar)

back from OBS and you know what: I will tell only one day (kayaking day) and half of that day only... what I really want to say is just a few words that can represent my agony and stuff -.- You know how sucky it is to be in the same kayak as benji heng and cause of that all the good impressions of each other was tarred la. I was screaming my head off like a mad monkey after 2 hours of kayaking.

Factor One: Kayak was leaking till 3/4 of my shoe level. I was scooping water out like mad

Factor Two: Once I scoop water out, I will stop kayaking, and We can't clear all the water out

Factor Three: When I'm Scooping water out, I ain't peddling and so ben heng is just there sprinkling water all over me and into my mouth

Factor Four: Our dynamics of the boat was totally different when we had a kayak with leakage -.- and so little strength towards the left or right will make it move in random direction.
Factor Five: Imagine doing all that against currents -.-

and then I'm like what the slut, I kept using "slut" in every word I kept screaming at him. I felt bad, I turned from like "Hey, let's go right in front, we can do it" and then turned to pessimistic like "Move it lah, slut, dun be a slut like that peddle so slow" I felt so bad lah really. I became like emo -.- and then I screaming at those kayaks moving horizontally until then we were like HELP! (goes to ezor and perry) and really lah it's totally OH MY GOD!

then safety boat came and cut the bottle (meant to have water one) and then yeap. very sian... these words are totally honest: WTF! 5 HOURS OF SOLO-ING IN THE FREAKING LEAKING KAYAK

that's damned sian -.- I got scolded too by ezor and perry when they didn't know about the kayak and I was emoing and scolding them like crap. and we had to change partners eventually and yeah. Won't elaborate on that. I think it's time to xsefire but really now it's all up to him. and our obs instructor Jackie, aka Jacqueline Phillips was like hero-ine like that lah sit at the safety boat like niao us like that -.- and finally reached at 2:30pm... when we like woke up at 4:30AM and had to kayak from 7AM onwards like urghs.

Seriously I was damned lucky to go into Campsite 1 for OBS lor. It's the cleanest thing you can ever find there. You compare Campsite 2 like sai like that. Don't even have lights for showering....

I really think some people like think they are almighty and by getting a 1.86 and want to go in HP see, now I am in dilemma already lah kaninah confuse me like so crazily. First is Mr Hon make me confuse between CSE and Normal IP then Now after Exams made choice of CSE and HP and now some kns person confuse me with HP and SMTP Science.

arghs, i have to make decision by tmr and 29th morning submit my application. I think it's more of a SMTP for me :'( haha I'd try I think, first term screw up but should be okay :P

watching High School Musical 3 TMR with Yibin, Ivan, Nick, Hong Seng and Bryan and bryan is asking the whole band lah -.- zzz. sian. Dunno :P anyway okay off I go and prepare for tmr's stuff like band, return library books and my shirt to change after band and okay already.

and let it be cause i'm really leaving now and here's a simple retarded poster done in like less than 20 minutes. I know it's sucks but bear with it okay. "our spirit shall remain, though we are apart, listen to your heart". and Yahoo! Top Model Class Award for Teamwork and Overall!

seeing the best in life, obs and i'm gone

2008-10-19T16:12:00.003+08:00

I'm thinking of changing my blogskin now, hmmmm... or even submit that blogskin onto blogskins.com since i'm so inactive now, which yeah I'm mugging. If you think that's no life, yea-- you are spot on. I'm mugging biology, can you believe it, it is like so after exams! And it seems like I can't reset my normal mode and go back into the lively, springy kind of life and which is like -.- what the hell, can you even imagine. I'm becoming so iSpark-ish like Zheng Xiang who apparently like me is mugging Secondary 3 Syllabus for Sciences...

Well, talking about results and stuff, I'm really keen on HP (Humanities Programme) and I really think it has a lot of opportunities that will be provided to us :D and I'm going to go pack my OBS bag now and tatas people and I'd be off, and make sure you turn on your radio, cause dejun's not coming back he's closing the door, I used to be tripping over missin you but I am not anymore, I got your picture fall, baby, your picture's gone cause it's over.

and I'd be off to OBS (Ubin Island - i hope we go to Chek Jawa- I'm a geog person)
haha :P gone from 20/10-24/10 :D

thank those who formed my memories

2008-10-15T21:48:00.007+08:00

Now Playing: Better In Time / Leona Lewis

Thought i couldn't live without you. It's gonna hurt when it heals too

updated executemurder.livejournal and now for a change of skin. It is more recommended to be in Mozilla Firefox yo! and hope you all like it! LOL (i need tags) and I've officially quit blogskins and so I go like what do I do at home? I slept like 11 hours yesterday again :( and I wanna thank a lot of people for joy they have given me, even though it was just by sending a simple small file of song/ simple picture to cheer my day up!

These two days were like BORING. watch like 十万个为什么 in class which was like omg! Mrs Chu LOL! you choose so boring and childish thing for us to watch... and Miss Zhang (Teo) letting us do a test after all the EOY Exams LOL! haha I was pretty freaked out. answered 39 questions out of 50 questions I think for cheng yu haha xD

(Especially) Thank You to:
Miss Ngo/ for her constant help and support + encouragement for these two years

Yibin/ Thank you for even buying a shirt for me in Cameron Highlands and those songs I was desperate for, when I haven't bought them. Sharing of Music with me was all I needed, and watching movies with me and stuff.

Yongda/ for giving me help in exams for chinese. My compo did well, but not Paper II. But I still thank you so much :P

Ms Tong/ for blending with us and being such a good form teacher and has led us to such great heights in challenging ourselves and sort of encouraging us everytime.

Elissa/ Helping me make right decisions in life and make me know that actually there's more in life to cherish

Hong Seng/ for being with me when I'm down (once) and so I really thank you and like going out for movies and stuff etc.

Derborne/ For being such a good friend of mine, trying to help me by letting me bully you and executemurder-ing you :P For being such a 开心果

Ray Yan/ For telling me my mistakes and helping me in my C++ IT LOL. i was like ZOMG! I hope I would go to same programme as you :D

Brandon/ Bringing Joy and sticking with me through lots of emo-ness and yea, being with Brandom was really in your random kind of position :P

Actuality I don't know what I am writing LOL! I am thankful for these memories, these people especially. Thank you for those memories though.

this crush ain't going away,

2008-10-08T10:03:00.006+08:00

I keep keep bleeding love. oh well, all i ever think about is you. You got me mesmerized, hypnotized. (lyrics from crush- David Archuleta) well, from the other part. Ah! I'm bleeding from my nose in the computer lab, when i never see any obsence stuff though. I don't know why like that -.- Like WTH! I can feel blood going down my throat, omg haha. Went KAP with Yibin just now after Physics paper check which ended like at 8AM. and LIKE OMG! @#%^&( ) i minus so much marks for physics. I hope my chem will be better lets say maybe 27 PLEASE :P

okay, well people just love digging their own grave, don't they, in this competitive business world, knowledge is everything, mannerism, ettiqute, have you got even any? Try acting, but your maturity, you know your mentality isn't matured yet, who are you kidding, yourself?

-.- Well, Okay I'm hooked on that song --- YAY! ohkay so I have like another hour to go cause i got exempted from maths so don't have to check maths paper. then after which is LT4 at 11AM to go for a chemistry paper check.

*goes crossing fingers together*
*then goes left elbow, right elbow, forehead and my chest*

wishes good luck for myself muahah :D and yesterday stay up till 1AM again, then my dog was supposed to sleep on my matress but he woke up at 1.20AM then started barking, so put him down. And i watched movie online lol, spiderwick chronicles yesterday haha. and with an hours time i just randomly did something like:

HAHA :P :P and JIAYOU FOR TESTS (to my sis and nygh people that i know) and haha elissa LOL! I know you zhai la, just jiayou lor o.0 haha and I'm gonna go to watch Eagle Eye later MUAHAHA! (with my bleeding nose) and i am telling you i'm gonna watch almost all the movies in the cinemas mann! haha watched like MAMAMIA (same plot as musical) which now i have watched both already haha :D + now gonna watch Eagle Eye :D then i wanna watch painted skin and wonders if i should watch High School Musical 3 when it comes out haha, that's about all the nice movies...

And I am so bored (yawns) haha should I go get the maths paper too when they are checking and niao them MUAHAHA! lol okay, rayyan says not to go haha they might have gone by then...

this crush ain't goin' away, going away

(and my mind's coming to a standstill, i still think of you)

Cause I'm not coming back, I'm closing the door

2008-10-07T14:35:00.005+08:00

It's Over- Jesse McCartney / So Sick- Ne-yo
(I still wake up every mornin' quarter to ten, I still eat my cereal at the kitchen table)

Back from a gruelling trying to get a new fridge syndrome kinda-thing. And aiyo, Ye Ling, don't dao my smses leh; and yuubin is gonna go for a movie with me and we will go like diff movies though ahha. and I tell you something, the geography paper I knew it was free frag and duh, I got 48/50. and that's like I've gotta just get a 20.5/50 for History for my A1 :D Bleargh :P too bad. But i doubt anyone failed for history. I just have to scrape that, yeah :D

Yea, who was the one huh? who said people who do hardcore mugging are nerds, muggers and achieve nothing in life yea? Oh, the person who got a nice score of 3x.5 and still goes to ms yap for more marks -.- I can't believe, so what? victory in what- your VIRTUAL world yo! (psst. I'm scared) whatever la, those comments are crap :)

Results are not everything, and you can even lose to me in a like 2.4 km run, oh continue being obssesed with yourself :D Yea so after watching a nice movie of Mama Mia, which was the same plot as the musical I saw at esplanade like 2004 or something, Yea I have to admit It's damned NICE :D

Next Movie: Eagle Eye, I've got my eyes on you and yea :P going for it muahaha. Yongda you grrrrh go watch all in the johor movie theater o.o so bad, pangseh me :'( Nevermind

to end off. (random lyrics)
And I'm so sad of love songs, so tired of tears,

So done with wishing you were still here. So why can't I turn off the radio.

the knock on your head, unconsciously

2008-10-05T19:48:00.002+08:00

my 100 over plus post! yay for me and whatever, not an event to celebrate, exams are a drag, agree with me and just be silent or even tag lols

Mrs Chu LOL. with yiren k-poing

Our Punishment (i was exempted from this)

Kay fine let's see sms conversation w/ Mrs Chu :D

De Jun: Hello Mrs Chu, Just curious: are you in charge of marking ALL the chem papers?
Mrs Chu: Yes. Why? Paper too easy har?
De Jun: No. Ah Yes. I mean like really? It's like 400 papers to mark... The paper (one question) i suddenly brain juice malfunction
Mrs Chu: It is so easy! I have people scoring 29.5
De Jun: okay. and OMG, you finished marking all 400 scripts
Mrs Chu: Only Ortus Class Left.
De Jun: Er so that means aphelion did well? Just concluding though...
Mrs Chu: Better than proed, cannot compare. You all did chem in term 3, they did it in term 1.
De Jun: -compares the number of papers she has to mark (left) to mine i have to sit left- 122:1

---

ends of sms-es :D

stop, wait, pause, think for a moment

2008-10-05T11:17:00.003+08:00

I know this set of recordings of my own sucked, just because I haven't done my homework for these two songs on my blog here. i won't really care about your comments, cause these two recordings were done all by myself, and was hard to control the technical functions and grasp your voice at the same time. I'm fresh at recording myself.

Too bad, without the technical functions that made me lose my sense of focus for my vocals, I sound good. My vocal teacher tells me so after these 4 times of training. I believe my vocal teacher and my ears can fill me without.

xoxo.

apologies

2008-10-03T15:17:00.003+08:00

Back to blogging YAY. of course i do blog at executemurder for super high quality pictures to be found there. Mostly our class lol, that's why I've been taking pictures of the class now and then. I won't talk further about egoistic freaks.

Yeah. Firstly, I apologise for scolding the whole dota community, but firstly let me explain. I have said in class that for the past one week before telling that to yongda on his tagboard. and people came flaming next, just because I called the whole class that. I sure know that's the class bonding spirit but hey, I was only targetting him. Hello.

I trust everyone does well, and really, I hate egoistic people. Wonder why I sent that sms to yangyi, oh yangyi- don't feel so in power, though you got that message. I wasn't really speaking from my heart.

Listen, to those who hated me because of this: I was only trying to help yongda, I'm afraid of him getting hooked onto dota I want to help Yongda, and just because I ain't a help to him I feel useless as a friend of his. I cherish friendships. I don't wanna make the whole class unhappy cause I was anti-dota. Sure I have those feelings, I am one that has the strongest feelings against it, but try to understand. I'm sure you all do, you all have a friend.

I didn't close my blog due to those flamings, I was just really planning to hiatus and that was my aim. So don't get the wrong idea.

Back to this: over it | unconsciously,

suddenly, | darkdegree

and bye people. Sorry for all those stuff but I hope you all really do understand. No one fails their chinese tests actually, only one person. so yea, you should know who I am referring to for the dota stuff. I hope you all will think about it, and maybe try to control yourself. If you can control your time limits for playing dota, I know for sure you won't find yourself dug in your own grave. xoxo, i'd be relieved.

staying up all night, to wait for your calls

2008-09-21T05:33:00.004+08:00

i'm fine. I'm seriously fine with tea, to keep me up the whole night just to finish studying Lord of the Flies. I'm fine. Seriously. Nope, i'm not gonna share notes this time. (my back hurts. Finishing Chapter 11 now) goes to literature forum and sees stuff and reference and types out my own notes. My geog is like 3/4 revision done and Literature is like LOTF gonna finish, going on to my dear shit crap effing Emily of Emerald Hill and then -.- our seen poetry and analysing of unseen poetry. arh crap, my whole body hurts, but my eyes are wide open. Help me- goes back to mugging again. I knew it, yea I'm fine.

9AM later tuition science (that's my only tuition) and that I'm not gonna sleep. ahs xD haha. I need to catch some sleep after my tuition teacher goes yea haha. lols :D goes back to mugging, with my handy dandy notebook and still lay here on the bed using the laptop to mug. I love mugging through internet, no i don't surf porn not like ahem and i just keep mugging. Although sometimes a little visit to some other sites like mintyapple.livejournal yay! haha it's like the cooliest livejournal layout place to get blogger layout creations. I'm gonna do one, for myself that is, cause i'm quitting blogskinning.

I'm gonna see you soon, with my back sore, feet ache and too two black eyelids. Bush bang boom! and i'm gone to mug again.

and goodbye again, heartbreaker.

2008-09-19T09:43:00.000+08:00

People do listen to my song yay, but will be editing them soon for their better good, and achieve better standards in my music composing, the background will be added soon by yours truly after the End of Years. This is supposed to be my internet surfing time to find information about the different types of forest and note: I'm on executemurder.livejournal and it's for friends only :D I love my banner and leave a tag if you want me to add you and read my "joyful" posts there (i mean it's a really no more emo posts) and so wanna read, then just tag here with your livejournal username otherwise comment on my livejournal post on "friends only"

I need you tonight, to stay beside

2008-09-16T18:09:00.000+08:00

Please listen to my songs i've posted on Imeem. Oh even if you don't like cause i didn't add the background music, I'm too lazy haha. These songs are self-composed. Hey and if you need the lyrics like yibin wanted, ask me okay! and my handwriting has to change, goes haha-ing and bye :D tmr chinese test.

Mugging Time again!

i'm gone with disturbia

2008-09-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

I did a hiatus skin but loved this layout more :D and i'm gone, hiatusing for EOY. but I may come back la. 99% yes, that i'm come back before EOY! i love blogging.

And dejun's gone with disturbia.
my mind's in disturbia, disturbia.

on the extreme verge of breaking down

2008-09-12T22:54:00.003+08:00

How many 'best friends' have i lost in my life. How many are stolen away from this innocent person here, without a certain reason. How many times have I felt 'stabbed' by this friends.

Wrong, it's feeling worse than being stabbed. Try that yourself, it hurts more than just cutting yourself. It's true that friendships weighted more than affairs of love. My mind's in disturbia, it's like the darkness inside. Disturbia, i'm scaring you tonight.

Bum bum bi dum bi dum bum.

'There's a thief in the night- to come and grab you' W O A H! it's utterly wrong. it's supposed to be 'there's a thief in the night to come and take away your friends (that's everything i have)' I realised, I share almost everything with everyone. I share about more than half of everything with others, and i feel like i have nothing. I'm probably going crazy in my mind, just like disturbia.

I hate myself for sharing friends, I hate myself for being so selfish at the same time. Someone guide me (i don't need god- please i ain't christian) and so what. I'm supposed to make myself an angel/ I'm supposed to make myself into someone who shares everything (about friends?)/ I'm supposed to paint myself invisble (and i'm so totally good at that).

Invisibility.
At times I really feel very invisble, no one cares about me. Sees me as a total complete ghost silhouette, turn away, walk away. I just stay at my original position in melodrama incidents, then asking myself (what have i done wrong, nothing.) comes to my mind. gets into position to walk (and another invisibility action occurs). It hurts to be too invisible, i understand i can be invisible to everyone. But why doesn't the teacher think you as invisible when you don't do your homework? (one surprising fact)

Being cloaked in as-if invisble, try it out yourself.

I guess there are some broken-hearted people staying out there, with friends just leaving them too. Yibin, thanks for the smses, I really appreciate them and I almost cried. I've not got such concerns from my friends for a long time, ever since Yongda. Now Ray Yan, has never once picked up my calls, I never share such things with him.

I need a comfort zone, I'm putting up masquerades everyday.

I'm too tired, I'm showing them all- all the colors of my feelings. I don't have to put so many facades, I'm seriously gonna break down if i continue putting up such fronts. Stop breaking my fronts, Ryuto. You know how i feel but you don't have to come with your rough attitudes to break my front.

cherishing a friendship, that's broken.

2008-09-02T23:06:00.005+08:00

current music: 六月的雨-胡歌
current mood: nostalgic

Ew, i hated that song. Everytime I pick up my iPod, shuffling through songs, though the starting arrangement rocked but i still skipped it. Let me share that nostalgia within me. (psst. i'm back here for a while, i'm still gonna go back to my temporary blog and then hiatus for a while after the person i'm dedicating this post sees it)

The iPod lay in my hands, with stacks of biology notes placed all over the bed. I stay there, blasting rock and emo music through my ears. I kinda hated the immense change of type of music- english rock alternatives that went on to a slow chinese song. But I heard it, reluctantly after a long period of 8 and the half months. The wound hasn't healed completely (maybe partly the reason why i've been going crazy and insane).

Closely related to this person, Hu Yongda- I've been best of best friends with him after exams last year (when i didn't even know Ray Yan) and see what it got me. Yongda, you knew it well that we shared this song as the best of friends, and we would sing to it almost each time we saw each other every other day. You had given up on Jiang Shen who stuck so close to Ray Yan. Yongda and I would spend the last of the days of the year talking, chatting and so much fun together.

The term closes, school ends for the year. The next year when i look at you, still smiling and i thought "yea, my best friend and i can proudly announce that". I stood at a distance away, Yang Yi seemed to take that title of mine. I went silent, always forcing a smile on myself though. You never understood that I wanted to be your best friend (still). But it seemed as if you gave up on everything you had.

You came with Yang Yi as a pair about discussing results, competing muscle strength, becoming more self-obessed like him, more egoistic like the classic him. You morphed, changed, took out your heart and turned it to steel. What's about fame, money, pride (same logic, ain't it).

I came to realise, you thought i was inferior. Yang Yi had low low zhai msg, and you too- perfect scorer. You deemed me an outcast of your life, threw me away just like useless toys. I guess you have to touch your heart, feel it and ask yourself, why you even did this. It hurt so much.

I was alone, so much alone.

I fought so hard to keep myself from delusions, "face the real world". Throw upon the harsh, cold fact that i'm just ordinary or even a grade lower, or even more lower graded in your life. Yang Yi took you away like that, brought himself some fame and face in the councillor places of Aphelion, and then jumped- going on to high positions within limited time.

Listen, I don't know if Yang Yi is true (in my baised view). I don't know since when i have became so selfish. Maybe i learnt it from you, I don't EVER WANNA share a best friend. It was a fact, i had to face it. You can't expect a "best friend" to only give a remaining 1/4 of his heart. and even less.

I never expected this to happen, I still lay here- I still want to be best of best friends with Yongda, but time's running out. And I still lay here. I don't know what to do is best.

I hope you understand that as your "true" friend, i'd always be there for you. and i'm here too. and this post is truly dedicated to you, my dear "untrue-to-me-friend", Hu Yongda.

and i still lay here, hello heartbreaker.

2008-08-21T22:50:00.005+08:00

currently listening: I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing- Aerosmith

current mood: creative, happy

And So... after the cancelling of the emo post, let's get back to blogging. Clarinet yo! haha. mugging for it (hopefully i can be better and hopefully get into whatever mr leng said about the philyouth i think) o.O haha i wanted to ask the solo from qifan, but didn't dare to ask in the end. I wanted to try (well i know i'm lame -.-)

AH! forgotten to return qifan's hymn to the sun score for so long. why i keep forgetting ya?) aiyo - ask someone to remind me :D haha elissa has moved to a personal blog lol. She don't dare tell anyone muahha lols. and the concert tomorrow actually might be crap, but still we shall play at our best. for the winners (FTW) lol. I know i'm random and crapping but these few days are really seriously crazy. i'm being a irritable source of crap (that's what i think) and i think so too. I need myself back- where am i? lol i'm lost in the ocean.

LOL! reminds me of a song: Relient K- Who Am I Hates Who I've Been! haha :D I love that song, ain't it? actually i'm glad that i've got many friends from alot of sources like blogskins community (joseph, yeah-ling, bolong, kailin, jeremy, slyvia- then afterwards shawn teo). Next, moving on to closing in friendships with (yibin, ivan, hong seng). Derborne - yaya my best friend who daos me everyday. then going on to strengthing relationships with band members (brandom, qifan, teezhuo, zhengxiang, jiahong, kangming, zhengyu-clarsec1, bryan, walter...) WHICH I TREASURE ALL OF THESE AND I CHERISH THESE SO MUCH!

I hope you do cherish them as well. and oh yea and dear me how forgetful can i be, hello heartbreaker. (trying to be random) haha.

...unaware of every little thing you do, for me

2008-08-21T22:39:00.004+08:00

practising clarinet, how pain can that be when you are putting on braces. DAMNED PAIN. (bear with it everyday, every hour, every minute) can tahan, who says i can't. Not like some people who just can't do things well. Ray Yan. Face it - You've changed; I've changed. I need time to get to know you again. I just find you scary, like a whole 180 degrees change and now you look for fame, pride, glory. You're not the Ray Yan I knew before. I need time, sorry if i ever hurt you.

And Shengyang still pisses me of. Whatever. I thought i wanted to change my mindset of him (oh WHATEVER) can't bother about you. I hate emo posts.

a little more luck than a little bit

2008-08-19T13:06:00.003+08:00

SILENCE. EXECUTE. MURDER

(find another way to kill myself, whatever) however, contradictorily-- I'm not feeling emo today though both projects only got A. but what the heck. Ray Yan became damned emo since term 3, now i completely DON'T KNOW HIM. but what the hell. I CARE LESS. care about myself. Sunyu (saying "your mother") in the computer lab one now. Elwin's getting fustrated, threatening to make Nicholas and SunYu "breathless" (nono, not with his love for them, but dog auras) whatever. end of test! (i can at least breathe alittle) I somehow like my hiatus skin so maybe i'm gonna use it soon.

Boredom of IDS (rush out a proposal in 3 days) like what the HELL! business proposal. (that's sick) but i care less. i'm gonna code now. (oh yea, i'm gonna code and code and code) whatever :D WHATEVER! RANDOM mood swings (adapted from yuubin and yiren) so let's photoshop and code now.

/unless the sky turns to grey,

bright cold silver moon, alone here.

2008-08-17T12:20:00.009+08:00

YO!

some people just can't code themselves and stuff
and don't code from scratch and firstly, let's say some people are just blind.

I DON'T BRUSH SPAM

I DO CODING SKINS, JUST THAT YOU DON'T KNOW
I DO EVERYTHING I LIKE, NOT AS IF I CARE ABOUT YOU

I just can't take it can, such hypocrites and ugly people behind their screen saying that he is pretty. Oh contradictory. Maybe: it is pretty. I just can't fathom how people bootlick and is not disgraced or ashamed of itself. Damned low can. so low. arghs. can't take it. and that noisy class beside ours.

以牙还牙 / 以德报怨

yea yea. we have to compromise cause we always do the thing in bold and though we wanted to do the "unbold" stuff. Our teacher preaches that let them, let them. OH well, maths test for you all- we make noise then teacher come scold. Our Maths Test You all SO noisy, we never ask the teacher to go over.

anyway just to say, brandon- my posts are not long, there are more paragraphs like you know the literature way of one point and prove per para. ahah! lala. let the shit die. oh maybe there are taboos in my dictionary.

/ I'm not prejudiced,

strike a match on all my wasted time

2008-08-09T22:47:00.010+08:00

Currently Listening: Told You So, Leavin' -Jesse McCartney
Current Mood: Mix of Emo and Happy

I'm getting more time, well that's what i think. Lyric Booklet Finished! left with dvd printing and rushing out of the last scenes for Needless to Say !MV (which i thank Nicholas so much for acting spastic for us, Derborne for his immense effort being "Maria" and "Fatimah", Nick for being late-sacarsm, and my parents).

Let me recount the person who sung for us "Missin' You" was like at first, crap "no, i think he is just playing- he will sing better later" this was what i initially thought at 6:25PM. then he had lots of pronunciation errors which i was like okay o.O then after which at 6:55PM i asked Nick - "eh how is the singer ah" - precisely I can't take it. he replied "Not that good, eh. Then how, should we tell" then i smsed Yanxi though we were in the same room (scared of hurting the singer's pride and hurting him). so we paid him $15 and let him go. and the vocal guide, Koo Cheng Liang was damned nice to us, we didn't have to pay him and so Mr Jay Lim is gonna sing for us for this song instead. we will save like much more money (as what Cheng Liang said) omg his name is Chen Liang or Cheng Liang lols o.O" now for a photopost!

Yang Yi and Zheng Jie (listening to the bitchy song Girlfriend worh) . Zheng Jie! (haha oooh baby it's raining raining) umbrella at the tip of your tongue

Derborne and Nicque at Recording Studio (lols so cute). yay Projects Day (let's jiayou for A* and Grand Finals) i don't care muahaha!

Singapore city skyline on 130608! haha holidays went there for something. damned cool! and Nicholas went there with us yesterday as well! (:

Shuji! omg so cute with his toy that is history already lols (his birthday is 6 days later) 15 Aug! yeah- so cute right :D

ah Ivan who ask you move like so violently like your trash metal music o.O now you look like hamster (hamtaro!)

4 Told You So by Jesse McCartney

Looking at you now I can tell
That you in your new relationship ain't going well.
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell.
Unless your unhappy, but that shouldn't be the case.
Cause you said, said he was the one baby yes you said,
Said you were in love, cause...
When you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Coming back remember that, but I never agreed.
I hate to say it but I told you so,
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable.
Cause he don't do it like me,
Or else you wouldn't be
Running back to the past
It was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you run you're comin for me late at night.
But right now you ain't got me.
Tell me where you're gonna be,
Cause I can't take you back,
No, my heart won't let me.
Girl, you know he can't touch like I do,
I don't see you trippin or flippin over his moves.
It don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude.
But you let him back,
You don't know what you was on when you said,
Said he was the one, baby yes you said,
Said you were in love, cause...
When you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Coming back remember that, but I never agreed.
I hate to say it but I told you so,
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable.
Cause he don't do it like me,
Or else you wouldn't be
Running back to the past
It was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you run you're comin for me late at night.
But right now you ain't got me.
Tell me where you're gonna be,
Cause I can't take you back,
No, my heart won't let me.
If there are hard times it seems,
But you ain't gettin no sympathy,
No baby not from me,
Cause I told you you should never leave.
See you chose this road
So you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so.
I hate to say it but I told you so,
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable.
Cause he don't do it like me,
Or else you wouldn't be
Running back to the past
It was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you run you're comin for me late at night.
But right now you ain't got me.
Tell me where you're gonna be,
Cause I can't take you back,
No, my heart won't let me.
I can't take you back, noo.

singing my last breath away

2008-08-08T01:15:00.006+08:00

I need to catch a breath.

It's mornin' 1AM (doing chinese Ace), when tomorrow i have to reach school by 6:30AM for band and stuff (rehearsal [last minute]) like what the crap. I'm tired, but I still have to continue. The Music Video for Needless to Say is gonna be filmed tomorrow (i'm exuberant now) yay! haha. I wanna quickly finish these stuff and get on to mugging chemistry and do more practise on Mathematics which is like (omg i can't get B3 and below) to have my subject exempted this time. High chance= high possibilty.

I really need to chill, I was wondering why there are so many unanswered questions in my mind, that seem not to end, like it just serves to kill time. oh yes, thank you for everyone who helped me in my mv !style project. haha (printing of lyric booklets) and dvd left. (which should be able to finish within this deadline of Monday)

Music Video for Needless to Say arghs! I need to edit them by like this weekend or something by Tuesday. So I'd have time to settle stuff. website also uploaded already so is like haha I'm dying soon anyway.

Cheers for us to being in finals (for being such a unique project group with new idea influx into this category) first time heh (: and we are considered quite a successful group already, so let us just get into Grand Finals shall we otherwise get an A* (who says we can't eh?) we rock oh-so-badly. Just because some people can't they just like haha i can't care more about them then.

Just some dedications (randomly)

Brandon (cheer up please. you must be like liberating gases e.g. huiyao)

Elissa (eh dao-er, eee so bad one hey hey: Mr TREVOR Sze)

Sarah;paperlove (i was saying about the trombones- don't need being so emotional what)

Yibin (of course i do listen to those songs- then what i listen to crap metal music?)

Ray Yan (stop acting like you hate everyone in the world. what happened to you after history test, you like changed a personality)
Yongda (huzi mei huzi! haha lols i know you are the smartest la but you are like o.O a slacker -thanks for the birthday dedication post as well!)
Yang Yi (thank you for the birthday dedication post)

oh gosh, i'm a flower quickly fading.

2008-08-03T20:26:00.005+08:00

and they believed it was true, it was going to end
just like what they read about the story, but no
i still stand strong on my feet.

MACHU PICCHU.
arghs. okay nevermind I feel damned sick. sick of work, sick of just doing simple things. I love Machu Picchu but today my post isn't about it.

--- next subject---

i know it's about projects. It's about 2 projects in the finals and that i have 14 days left. (the second just keep passing by) I know I'm really like (i can't take it) omg i can't finish it in time la. kanasai really lor. (kinda) yea o.O it's like help me so many test and so many things on hand. How am I gonna finally finish them all. Never mind My lyric booklet design is left with just ONE PAGE. how lucky. Left with just the song (unsung only) the arrangement is being rushed out. and the printing of the DVD design, and the lyric booklet printing is left only. AND SO i'm dying. one thing to say, I'm under lots of pressure and stress now. Sorry if i ever offend you in anyway. I'm really very pressurised and maybe just kill someone suddenly. (oh gosh)

Let's just say on Saturday (mugging for history) and so I was screaming and shouting answers at my mum for no apparent reasons and I was like omg? i did. maybe i'm deaf. then I was like don't know what happen. Saturday Night I went out for like eating sushi then I was filling up the cups of tea and I don't really know what happen. Nothing caught my attention I just seemed to be in a daze. Gazing at something, and I feel like i'm thinking of nothing. Maybe subconsciously. Oh well. The hot water almost spill till my mum like shout shout shout. ah, it's really stressing. But nevermind at least I have the chance of being in the finals. Some people can't even get into the finals and wants to keep screaming about whatever crap. Listen: I'm telling you this "I don't give a shit about you". Stop harrasing my life.

Finished, over and done with. Let me get on with the Music Video. I hope the Spastic Children Society will let me film some footages. Oh I hope so. Please. (p.s. haha the admin is called Melissa as well o.O oh lols Mentor: Melissa Ngo?) ok nevermind. I really dunno know Ms Ngo knows that i'm under a lot of stress for just my single actions (she just maybe lucky) or something then she told my mum that i improved in lit.

oh term 3 i handed in nothing to her except for the test. Don't tell me i got much better marks for my test! (: OH not! it's (tell me i got better marks for my test please)

momentarily down-side of life;

2008-07-27T15:40:00.006+08:00

What Is Your Nerd Type?
Your Result: Musician -- 90%

Doo doo de doo waaaa doo de doo! ( That's you playing something.) Everyone appreciates the band/orchestra geeks and the pretty voices. Whether you sing in the choir, participate in a school/local band, or sit at home writing music, you contribute a joy to society that everyone can agree on. Yay! Welcome to actually doing something for poor, pathetic human souls. (Just kidding.)

- was thinking that i was a music nerd. haha yay bye, and support here (blogskin: starry starry night darkdegree) and do PLEASE HELP ME WITH TWO SURVEYS PLEASE:

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xoxo.
no you're shit out of your luck. it's my heart.

un- "happy-birthday"

2008-07-26T21:06:00.005+08:00

what is it about birthdays and what is it about happiness being placed in front of the word. What's the whole point when it is meant to be "happy- birthday" when it was always the case of unhappy, sad birthdays.

I'm really sure I didn't plan for such a thing to happen, I swear- involving myself in all these things that i didn't want. I wasn't hungry for anything and I keep trying with all my might to prove that I didn't cause it- i'm not black hearted. But I just seem to decay with each try. What's the use of being that. I just want to be assigned something- I look for each try to prove my responsibility, sensibility and now i'm losing sanity.

Everytime others will try to take a look, glance, steal. and that's crude but that's the world; I wonder why everyone tries to do things to harm others, plot, scheme, scold, rant. I feel depressed just because of one person saying something against me and said it right in my face. What's the feeling of being a birthday boy when everything seems to go so wrong and bad. and It is just so lonely having birthdays on saturday and no presents though everyone remembers your birthday and my sister is away in China. What could be worst, not seeing your sister off when she goes overseas for a week.

Oh Needless to Say, Birthdays Suck so BADLY. Stop hatred within me, but why? why- AM I always in the wrong. and you guys seem to be correct, well politically. I just want to stand up against my rights. and others help others with fighting for their rights- it's so confusing, contradictory, contraversy. (i'm not talking about band here by the way). I know I should make things more clear, but i wish not to hurt anyone here. furthermore, I don't wish to dirty my blog.

I just seem to keep deluding myself "no way something's gonna be better" "no way I would be soon" "I can prove that I can and I will be chosen" "Be Positive" NOTHING WORKS. I'm telling you that this sucks. Nothing can be salvaged. Just slash your wrist, dude. I keep trying each time, and there's no rainbow after this storm it just seem to get worse, worse and worse.

I'm not prepared and i'm prepared. I wonder if I am or not. I'm doubting myself, my heart is shaking- be still, my heart. I'm not crying, not shedding a tear- but i'm finding a reason to prove myself. CLEAR CUT proving, CHALLENGE proving, or just SITTING STILL BUT TAKING ACTION proving. Needless to say, I'm going to cease within this. I'm fading in everything. Help me please.

What's the use of a birthday when everything sucks so badly. I feel like ending stuff, get out and get a life, stop walking in cubes that can never end. I try to get out and each time I get out, I get into another one. NO. Miracles don't happen even if I believe in them.

I know you care, brandon--- but I'm really tired, for trying so hard each time. Just because there are politics for everything, I don't want to go into them already. I hate this. Brandon, thank you yet again.

and hongseng, joseph, yeling, elissa (esp.), zhengjie, zhenyang, sarah (paperlove), yibin, ivan, jiahong (:

happy birthday brandon!

2008-07-21T17:37:00.006+08:00

MV !Style Project- oh my, please let's jiayou cause i feel like i'm the only one doing most of it y'know. HELP! So after finishing the first song and first MV let us see what i Have left to do within less than a month

Needless to Say Song
Needless to Say MV
Bonus Track Song
Lyric Booklet (6 pages)
CD Design
Community Service at Autism Society

ARGHS! HELP, time is a bomb that's gonna explode soon. I can't afford to lose time and think (that idiotic Racial Harmony Cup that never went on) wasted 1 hour 30 mins of my time trying to be a decent person who gets out of school without trouble. And I could finish at least 2 pages of photoshopping the lyric booklet. Arghs! OHMYGAWD okay.

Elissa! I love your blogskin yo! clean cut. let's just say i Love the feeling of the cleanliness. Some people aim to have clean cut skins but often get such yucks from me. oh that's too bad.
Brandon! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Jiamin! don't bully elissa lah zzz -.-

I'm not gonna emo, not gonna cry, not gonna leave another stone unturned. Watch me, i'm gonna try with all my might to get into grand finals for projects day. oh i know that twit will say "immature" but who cares about him anyway. right? (ask around, maybe it's oh-so-superficially) not on the whole. These two projects in finals, i'm gonna do the best i can out of them.

anyway. I'm gonna post some pictures later. for now, i shall design my lyric booklets! Yibin wanted to buy me a movie ticket today to watch the dark knight. sorry for pangseh-ing you. i know you wanted to treat me cause it's my birthday. Awww! But I'm really tired anyway and stressed up, I feel pain in my shoulders now.

It's 2 Projects in Finals, yet so many tests now. I'm gonna flunk the tests anyway, I don't really care if the idiot comes to my face and laugh. whatever. Losers do that. oh yea. and to you : BRANDON!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-07-10T20:24:00.002+08:00

we are just sprouting adoloscents. too ambitious, too immature. But thinking is believing, immaturity is fine if we work towards this dream. we will succeed. Band, put in our best, and finish this off- don't tire ourselves too much too! and if jiahong you are here! Spring March Part A- remember to put in air/tongue to make the note come out on time. but not too significant! i think as long as everyone puts in their best, listen out for each other, we can climb greater heights and the band will be better under these new leaders and of course, new conductor.

Do our best, i'd do mine too, and together i hope we can work as one to be able to hear a heart-warming:

TOP BAND!

let's be good kids and follow what Mr Leng wants from us, and his hopes, expectations and everything. (you know what) listen to No Air by Jordin Sparks feat. Chris Brown to know! (:

xoxo.

take one step at a time; find the reasons why

2008-06-30T22:47:00.006+08:00

uh hello. er hello. there's a post coming up just be excited! yay! (scream) again and again- adapted from brandon s. man(: (sounds just like Bryan S. Wang) lols. nevermind let it die down cause i'm really busy man (can't you see) omg you can't see through that screen and perhaps spectacles of yours. and oh ya just take one step at a time, there's no need to rush. whatever this song is getting me hooked on as well. and thanks elissa for putting up my favourite song on your blog -.-" shall not say the name of the song here in case some random idiots from you-know-where will "lame loser whatever" again which is damned irritating. pssst. subscribe to the blog updates here at the column beside.

/ ONE STEP AT A TIME

there's no need to rush. arghs i'm repeating myself. whatever, yo! the photoshop (IS) rep finished his work (and just to ask- have you?) haha. lols 3 ACES, here I come. haha. i'm youtubing now. haha and doing web report for "MV!Style" oh yea. Hurry Up but wait; it's like learning to fly while falling in love, supposed to happen, we find the reasons why. One Step at a time. I really love the bass a lot alot. actually i just like the tune for the chorus only and the background music is damned simple BUT addictive and that's why; i dunno why. arghs lols ok nick calling on my handphone now and rushing for the group leader me to finish the document for him to edit and so i'm gonna do the web report first. ya so (: oh ya (p.s. this word "negative cohesion" is from kaihong", and i had these batch of pictures beforehand, oh and kaihong's words can sometimes be inspiring, right nerd?) lols toa cah soh you do beforehand arhhh (damned zhai) first time yep first time; find the reasons why one step at a time. my feathering skills in photoshop (looks at image above) lols. okok gotta go. hurry up! and wait. so close but so far away. everything that you always dream of. (:

unconsciously, xoxo.

Can't Breathe Without You, Can't Live Without;

2008-06-29T22:51:00.003+08:00

arghs (finally completed the skin) uh huh uh huh i love it uh huh uh huh. that's the way uh huh uh huh. lols (: i spent like 5 hours planning and doing it out, sorting out where is what whatever. urghs. tiring but i love it. (hobby neh) lols you all like "wth, designing whatever la" then derborne was like now then came to me with one of my blogskin creations "hello i am a plate of chicken rice" or something then I remembered I used that "e.g." phrase in one of my blogskins (mainly here) then. he was like "hmmm, darkdegree" oh ya it's dejun right/ then was like omg omg your skins so popular meh. then i was like seriously, wtf -.-" oh nevermind i'm really crippling myself with stuff and i bought a reed (seriously) and i really wanna play the new arrangement of school song tomorrow it's SUPER cool!

It's so hard for me to breathe. Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air/ If you ain't here, I just can't breathe there's no air, no air. It's damned addictive can, the song NO AIR! haha (just replay it over once, twice and multiply again and again. over and over) it's really like nicotine dork, trust me haha. I knew this song for quite a while but paused and ponder whether i should buy her CD. and so my sister did in the end, so "share" lols. and typing in "caps lock" in conversation with elissa now. arghs oh well, i shall go now (: tatas.

/ two hearts beat in syncopations;

2008-06-26T23:09:00.004+08:00

aiyoh, sorry really damned busy and i can't post right now but well, here's a post. be excited (Lame. Loser What-eva) lols (: ok ok back to practising the running notes on 7th Night of July. (remember the band talentime and jiahong acted as the "bastard" and zhengxiang as the "zhi nv" lols.) it was quite gay lols and very funny. (jiahong -.- good acting skills worh)

have to get cracking with MV !Style project, really no time, and also the Are Singaporeans nowadays Social-Minded or not? that thing like (arghs no time) Joseph, Ye Ling, Bolong and Slyvia Pangseh me and like went for sakae sushi and movie together. got ask me la but i no time :'( ok nevermind -.-" haha. goes back to doing work.

band camp

2008-06-07T20:19:00.004+08:00

i've like went for two camps. i've reviewed my camp.
oh and yes. band camp is the love! :D eeee. okok :D

band camp recount!

oh sorry i'm tired today i will hopefully recount it soon.
or maybe when i recount it you all would have died. lols!

2C'08 !MPACT CLASS CAMP

2008-05-28T19:25:00.006+08:00

well, maybe one more last post to my end of blogging thing cause i'm like after the camp. (lost interest in these crap, what's there to just keep blogging and crapping around). well this time is with a story (camp) class camp duh and but wait no pictures to show though. Friday was like everyone had EOTA ( i call it OTAH, if you speak it all-connectedtogether) kind of thing. then we had dready lessons on. then here's it!

FIRST DAY

let's attack the first day yo! Saturday APMOPS. We were like zzz. okay lor (change of plans and stuff like that) registration was fun for me :D group 13 okay and 5 participants, 3 korean 2 hongkees. and one of the hongkee was like jap? like RYUTO i mean her name was MISTUMOTO REOMA. like something like that haha, i'm like wth. invigilation took place in my room with 5 invigilators (actually 3) 2 translators, for these 5 participants. they look so smart like omg not like someone who trys pretending as "xx" is like what's the formula? wengsiang still owes us camp money -.-" but i don't really care now. so anyway LUNCH. we paid like price of 33 of the food and only less than 17 came to eat and the consellors had worse-off food. they were complaining larh. then yay! started the camp with elwin shouting at derborne and roaring though i'm like okay (chill). so i got the bus to debbie's house and debbie was like "happy" maybe you can say that. lols. they pitched the tents with zls (zhang lao shi) and she's like soooo much more experienced. Barbeque started without us 16 of us that were still in school. and I went there at 6PM to fetch people. and they were watching numbers. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT LAH! and then we took like approx 1 hour with ms tong and the others to reach pasir ris MRT. lols. it was darn tiring kays. and if you know fyi we waited more than 30 minutes before elwin and pek jie jie came okay (you vegetarians). -.-" googoogaga zzz (sausages and fishballs) were left for us okay. I gave them to miss tong and said omg "they seem wrong" and ms tong was like "er -.- and laughed or something" ended the day without NIGHT trail i was so darn angry kays and like everyone asked me to cool down. 2 casualties on that day : marcus goh (fever) and yiren who fell. omg la

SECOND DAY

i call it just the second day cause we stayed up overnight (over-the-next-day) and yiren was beside me when we were doing admin stuff for tomorrow's big trail and i trusted yiren cause he was sleeping anyway. yikes, everyone has grown smarter, in order to stay overnight, they just like bought a packet of fries and ate and ate right then stop and (make it seem a lot) and then sleep :X and they succeeded. and i slept 3 hours in the tent, without shirt for like 20 minutes cause i was so hot and then after which put on cause it became super cold. YES! morning, moving on from area 1 of pasir ris park to area 3 now. and then it rained like what's the problem manzx. following which, we took a shuttle bus and derborne almost lost us. -.- ryuto saved him like (saving a lady in distress). anyway then we took 403 and went on to area 3. everyone complained like tired exhausted fatigue and later "free time" and no lan (so far away) and they were full of vigour. and so i was screaming like wth we came here to do the night trail that's became the morning trail and such then shouted and everyone just did. ( casualties: shengyang, his glasses, ryuto almost. ivan yibin elwin) like okay derborne was wearing this black shirt and we had this flour activity. I know the t** flour tasted weird, but haha it was cheapo-est. haha. derborne's hair turned grey perpetually and shirt as well. isaac never changed color i think lols. fun trail finished. and then waiting to get into chalet. yays and so wait for like until 2 and then check-in-ed and zhang lao shi had to shout at the class and sort =.= and miss tong came later. :/ and en ming as well. so the trail started without a proper briefing by the head OT (me) and so everything was quite in a mess though. and yes. we got some groups with good progress and elwin fell again like wttoot. and so i was like (omg i never once had got on a two wheel bike before) and so i tried taking 15 minutes to balancing and go correct directions and omg can leh o.0 yay! to deijunei (and derborneii) haha lols. that's what debbie calls me. so the trail unsucessful and we will do the worksheets in class staying back or something for your (you shouldn't say activities) so the other classes won't copy our original idea since last year. okay :D PIZZA and then i fell sick bushbomcrash , lols was like nevermind shall not say i loved the camp. did you?

yes and "loveyoulots" "that's what you think" "i don't really care" "li liang" "mei you li liang"; quotes from our class belonging to our class, 2C'08 let's continue shining. with first term cleanliness 1st, second term for 1st in academics for aphelion (shall purposely spell it : elfieion). and let's just continue this legacy :P shall we?

unless time fails,

2008-05-21T20:24:00.002+08:00

didn't know so many people read my blog o.o
-.-' quite freaked out at the number of unique visitor's statistics.
well. anyway talking about this, some people hate ceasefire.
and disregard it, fine. (be that way)

anyway, BAND is like perpetually the only thing revolving around me now. well. band is. okay i've been polishing my instrument for around 2 hours like o.o and it still isn't as shiny as a prestige. it's like omg i can't do anything to it to improve its condition already.

conducted the band yesterday for warm ups and it was quite a failure. well that's my take. But at least i tried. (no one wanted to try) so i might as well :D haha. (sorry to those i targetted about the "unclear tonguing") haha. yays. lols

today was BAND ELECTIONS for DM. (and expect the unexpected) i guess it's kinda the reverse/ anyway Jie Xuan is the next DM :D woohoo! lols. then followed by BMs qifan and jiasheng, formerly UMs, so they named themselves BUMS lols :D i thought it was funny hahas. Teezhuo, being our new UM well i think should be UGM? or UG? like uniform grandmother, uniform granny? haha.

tired. exhausted. fatigue. any more words to describe?

Thank You Mr Leng,

2008-05-16T19:45:00.006+08:00

(if you are reading my blog now) haha.

maybe it's all built not to last.
maybe it's the timing, that's beating our hearts.

maybe we're torn apart, we're empty

maybe it's the passion, in a moment so quick
maybe it's my perception.

my heart's pumping blood, my passion is lit,
you can't do anything to stop it.

let us break the war.

2008-05-16T13:36:00.003+08:00

you're tired. everyone's tired of each other's facade.
let's break the war.
i started this initiative to break it.
but you are still a person living in thousands of masquerades

(not from band) :D

Even Angels Fall

2008-05-14T20:43:00.006+08:00

You've found hope
You've found faith,
Found how fast she could take it away.
Found true love,
Lost your heart.
Now you don't know who you are.

She made it easy,
Made it free,
Made you hurt til you couldn't see.
Sometimes it stops,
Sometimes it flows,
But baby that is how love goes.

You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.

It's a secret no one tells;
One day it's heaven, one day it's hell.
It's no fairy tale;
Take it from me,
That's the way it's supposed to be.

You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.

You laugh, you cry, no one knows why
Behold the thrill of it all...
You're on the ride
You might as well
Open your eyes

You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.
Even angels fall
Even angels fall

page of laughter

2008-05-08T17:36:00.007+08:00

random as you are. -.- i know you are reading. random in the wrong way. oh wells, such tai jians. don't look around you know who i'm talking about.

oh if you have a guilty heart, you know it yourself.

i don't want any party to get hurt in your "identity crisis" and i don't intend to hurt you or your pride, i'd withold pride in myself, to abstain from low-class identity. maybe he needs an attitude alignment (like braces). another one left to laugh

first on my list, second on your notebook

2008-05-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

TOP BAND. i can't seem to stop looking at that video, stop and rewind then play over and over again, and laugh at the flute behind. (BINGKUN) fell down at the first kneeling down part. and hanquan for dropping the instrument. and edwin was like niao and suan me. Open House then 6 hours CIP yay. went back with hong seng, yuuji and jia hong. then jiahong was like emo and angry at us. then he say : "i want to pangseh you all" then after that: "we pangseh him" then really he never care about us and like emo at one corner. before i got off the MRT, i advised them to go find jiahong.

Friday- Discussion for Chinese thing then was like Wei Khong, me and Andrew gave Elwin 0 CPs :X i think it was fair. muahaha. then "Where is WEIKHONG" in middle of chinese discussion... Nick was like "even if weikhong goes to the toilet and cuts himself, no one cares lah". (erps) then during Infocomm Studies. Weikhong was shouting. "let's take a knife to cut our wrists." got A1 for IS. and Yang Yi was so darn emo about his marks. After Geog Test was our Lit Test so we were like rushing for Lit Test like 5 floor then run to second floor then the next block then was like wth. so nevermind, Ms Tong was looking at us can. lol she was pretty amazed by our speed that we were running to catch a test. lol.

With one idiot spasmic person that feels like jeopardizing my life, it's not worth talking about at all . he is just a stinky tin can. "hear that empty vessel" (ya duh) "it produces the most noise"

if you are offended, just get a life, or cut your wrist

four 700x150 banners

2008-04-25T23:08:00.009+08:00

+1 San Fransisco Banner
+2 London Banners
+1 New York City Banner

all picture graphics are from moargh.de and are modified by me (so credit me and moargh both if you use any). I love the graphics so much (haha) yes. I love it so much. Variety is the trend, so it wouldn't hurt to share these below.

exhausted monochrome

2008-04-25T22:54:00.003+08:00

yo. people (today's band was nice) and rehearsal for drama was pretty (breathless) i mean it sucked but it exhausted my whole ability. oh wells, i got drained of all my "memorising" for drama script. and tomorrow we'd rehearse in school again. notice the picture quality is better now ohmygod. yes. anyway, the "easiest thing became the hardest" -quote from edwin. yes our outdoors just got so much more disastrous. i was like ohmygod- it is my turn to move. (lag lag lag then i move) like wth. though today was rainbow i felt it was rather monochromatic. (yes. you won't understand me y'know unless you ask people who really knows me) which are 1 out of maybe a million. [that's your transitional period] i think i'm getting over it soon. firstly, address about the issue of Sufiah Yushof Case Study about prodigy turned prostitute. (i was like omg "addressing" myself as her, about how she (i) recited maths equations during having (whatever intercourse with).... like so whatever. haha (I guess people will exploit the use of this information and talk BAD about people. like (ahem- looks at edwin- and speaks in a "whatever" manner- -.- whatever.) I was laughing thorughout the whole thing can. Yes and off to mugging all my stuff for Chinese Drama which will make me lose out on maybe 2 hours of outdoors on Tuesday (which i admit i suck at outdoors) but too bad - haha (i'm the main character. beacuse Jie Hui QUIT) omg.

some people have evolved and changed too much, they are just wearing another mask over themselves to find a better purpose a better level, when they don't know what their identity will truly be (they are finding one). Don't you find it tiring to carry so many facades, yes you. You know who truly if you are alone looking into the mirror and reflecting. you will know your own true self, each time there is a depressing feeling. But you're still hiding in your mask, and i don't care if it's you.

xoxo. mask of great beauty
and she shall hide admist the crowd.

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2008-04-24T20:23:00.002+08:00

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xoxo.

reopen of cloudmythoughts

2008-04-24T18:10:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS THE REOPEN CEREMONY OF MY BLOG!

i know this skin sucks, but anyway i think it's okay bah just that if i delete away the top image it will look so livejournal and xanga-ish. UNHIATUSED. Want to know the reason for the hiatus, let me tell you a simple reason. (exams) but there are other things as well :D just so you know, i'm changing my style of blogging now. I'm having a split personality / here and today is the end of physics and english test. I can't believe it. they were talking about vegetarian (jiehui!) wow! lol, i've quit blogskins since yesterday and i'm not planning to skin anymore (so edwin, let me see if i really can curb my interest back, it makes me want to puke each time i code already) so that's what i tell myself to. since the last, last post or so, i have improved to a number of six Skin Of the Days at blogskins.com in my darkdegree account :D and i'm just so moving on and burn down the highway, let's do it that way! and by the way i have linked people who wanted me to link, and yay to HCIMB for achieving Distinction for SYF. though bingkun lost his balance at R&L and fell. Han Quan, for spinning till his instrument flew (the whole thing) mind you! so anyway :D jiayou!

we're burning down the highway skyline,
xoxo.

2008-03-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

i believe that things are going well.

clear these misconceptions up and throw them into the well.

2008-02-08T01:36:00.001+08:00

hello and goodbyes ;D paradox statement, is that. I wonder, we get bored in liteature lessons. and i seriously don't know what Ms Ngo was rambling about lar. I was like o.- i get half alseep in liteature lessons and I keep taking to Yongda and so I was determined not to talk so mcuh anyway and sit with a Liteature Pro, YIBIN at the back and so I can learn more while he sits there talking talking talking talkign and I know what happens, i mean talking means raising his hands up and talk and give opinons in class. Acutually I am so slack In Oral Participation, I think the Chiense Teacher won't give me any OP lar this term haha. I did tlak a lot in ltiteature Lessons and typing this, I suddenly have this urge to really push myself to talk more in class. but hellos, I don't know what they are deriving at, it's like going around the merry-go-round or bush and in circles then OH! I know liao. then jiangshen will surely have lots of OP for this term in Chiense lor. haha. I am seriously out of breath. bufan sent me out for clarinet training scales, cause I played wrongly. How do you expect me to play well udner pressure and the whole band is looking at me and 2 other clarinetist and worse still you sent them out, and pressure me about the fact that the whole band was hearing wad i was playing can, i was like shaking, tze han saw it. and this caused the ruined 2 first notes of the scales, I played well after that lor, but you didn't care adn so later mr leng came and was like loving tee zhuo's tone, haha I loved it as well, it gave a riot of colors feel you know ;D and the texture is like yepp extracted from Mr Leng "VELETY"! I intend to ask tee zhuo to teach me or I record that tone and play it again and again and under the infulence of the record I think i can do better tone as well. I got my tone from listening , so tze han don't be jealous, the new sec 2 tongue like superb but I do good tone. we can learn from each other :D so don't think we are enemies, i asked and advied him to come for band lor and suddenly he comes and yay :D I think he will continue doing well and maybe better than me :D and so clarinet will be a better section next time; and effing things come when i talk about section. whatever. no use getting angry Tomorrow is chinese new year and yesterday I asked Mr Leng whether I could join the main band for the CNY River AngPao or not, and he agreed and so joseph(ine) thought it was so bleah that i was there kays. sory lar, but that was a screw up of one mistake and you define me as "lan" i will kpkb in your face lor. and so I suddenly was like so happy cause mr leng let me play for the performance and joseph will go in as well caues tze han helped him asked and josephine wanted me to thank tze han on his behalf. and zong xian : Dun bully josephine lar. let him join lor, he is much more proded. haha ;D and I was like amazed at today and was curious about today; why things happen and so much for that. disclaims that the concert turned out to be better than last year though now it has extended its time. kaihong and yiren ran away at 9 plus and went back to their old school not go back to computer to play or what. it's meaningful, more meaningful rather than staying there. and the lion dance thing was like uberly long and that time our band thought their noise was so like o.0 that our music could not overpower them so we had this kind of system that after they play then we play the songs. and everytime when we played halfway then they would "dong dong qiang" and disrupt our music. Rehab is like so loved, it's the one by Rhihanna ;D maybe I shall create an ICON on it ;D and my mum's checking I forgotten what i wanted to write. yepp today at afternoon period time, after school's concert my sister wanted to by things for her PROM night event. haha i intend to write out the hilarious part. the morning started out fine and whatsoeber we were like only waiting for the results for CNY decorations to come out and when they said the winner for blah bah is 2C the whole class was like hands up in the air, Ms tong was laughing at how hilarous we were lar. so zhengjie was councilor and was holding packets of the gold chocolates and he was forced to be with 2C and later he got bulied till 2 ends of the chocolate plastic bag broke and of course all fell ... on hongseng. I went to stand with yongda and he was like so serious and o.0 and i confirm the fact that ZHONGHUI has the highest excessive growth hormones now i stand side by side I feel so small blah. dammit. so went to NYGH to fetch my sister and I saw AUDREY which i haven't seen her for more than a year. and now she reappears, huh- and later we family went to wisma to shop and i was blogskinning the last night and till like so late (normal time) then my father was lik ordered a coffee at starbucks. and he didn't put sugar. and I drank half of it with bittery taste and i was really OWW! woke up but was tired then i leaned on the pillar to emo for a while. then at the corner of my eyes i see Amanda and Audrey, not the amanda lee but audrey's sister haha. they were gossipping about me X: kinda felt that way. suay, ran into her 2 times in a day. then later I saw my junior then i completely forgotten his name. NOw he is like so much taller and darker not like in Primary 5 when he was much siss"y"-er, we were queuing up at the prawn noodle stall, which I saw lard added in. I took them out like ._. ew. before that raashidah (my sister's friend and the group) was spotted by my mum "isn't that YUNYI" and from my angle what i saw was zongxian only. THEN I WAS LIKE WHAT THE CRAP! OMG! arghhhs. raashidah was so emotional actually, hugged my sister and ruffled her hair. and zongxian was like so bad, not affectionate cries* he hit my head haha but it was not pain that kind ;D was like OMG! why so suay today haha/ the ran away/ yepp and talking about the CHinese Orchestra Perforamce, it was like baised, it promoted the CO only and tak about what Indeed blah blah blah CO is worth blah blah. BAnd leh-- puh lease add band in and we will become like Mordern influxed into Oldies bleah haha. it's like haha. I am random, but i am gonna hit my senior back ;D after band otherwise they say "disrespect to seniors" and it's okay if you do it on them outside of band's context bleah :P i am gonna get him for that haha. muahaha evil smerks. I am really losing my childishness, maybe I'm turning from a crazy person into a senile, demented yet quiet person and emo emo emo like my sister said that her friend really cut her wrist. OUCH! and sunyu was at the chinese Orchestra and I COULD CLEARLY see him and when he was lost in the middle of the song haha. I really can see lor. I couldn't see cute weikhong! so cute one, but couldn't see him play the sheng at all. and derborne and hongseng and isaac and kaihogn that gang is together due to one word. "RACISM" i won't write about that in case I get sued or they get sued. so anyway, I was like NO wAY i am gonna lend my pen to racist people when isaac took my pen to write the greetings on the CNY cards, I was like so furious, and yiren asked me to cool down and lend them pens. SO in the end there was a mssing-owned pen which was at jared bag (jared was sitting in front of me) so i lent he pen to them hah ;D BLEAH . I am trying a new style of posting. Love my style haha I dunno what I am writing lar really. The English Teacher was going through the "BE LOST IN PARADISE" and she was like opera like that lar. so i got the inspiration to create BROADWAY PARADISE . and i loved the named lots, the HTML webpage tutorial will take up most of my Chinese New Year Time cause since my grandma passed away not long ago, i can't visit lest i pass the bad luck onto them- that's so superstituous, and my mum insists. So fine, no hongbaos. Just give the money but no hongbaos. cause red brings joy and happiness and there is not white or black packet right. anyway i love the red packet Ms Tong gave us, I was like OMG! so cute the mickey mouse. i forgotten it was still in my bag on Chinese New Year day. It was like haha so blur. =.=" so anway this will really be a long mesage lor in your context. I think it is relatively short but cause of the picture that will make it look longer haha but anyway I have linked all of you who wants to be linked ARGGHS! i keep forgetting about jiahong eh. the one who got pwned by the seniors, he was seriously "ten feet off the ground" haha. { It's too late to apologize. X: I seriosuly don't know what i am rambling about and my ICONS will soon be finished and I will post it on threemoresteps' livejournal community. and jamie sorry that i did not go to Tao Nan School, I felt so tired, the coffee seriously worked on me lar. haha. and remembering that I drew SUNYU in the art lesson, I think I drew a futuristic him, like maybe 20 years later for the original, i Made him a ROCKSTAR which was pretty ugly but i tried my best. I only had 1 lesson to finish the comic you arghs. marcus yeo drew wei khong so nice and derborne was drawn by hongseng looking from a perspective of racist, and i really hate that. can you fanthom what racist does to the whole of Singapore.

2008-02-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

stop your idiotic remarks about the things the bible says. like we believe ._. and so anyway don't talk about spastic people. haha today jiahong was gang banged in sectionals, and his clothes were about to be taken off but i asked zheng xiang to stop it cause form my angle aikhwee, jichao and all fo them were like carrying him "ten feet off the ground" and his brieves were like showing already lar, and jiahong was struggling to free himself. that was sick okay but yepp. i just can't find any words to say anymore, stoping putting on that masquerade in front, if you want a temper just throw it, I'd fire your butt. too bad. some people are just bleah bleah bleah. haha just randomed tze han just now with a sms of tse tse fly. I didn't know what i was typing. lol. just submitted a frikking skin yesterday and now it's loved. i did not post it in either accounts. find it your own if you want. I have done the picture for yangyi's blogskin! this blog post will be known as "without any embrace" talking about that has anyone ever felt suicidal yep many people do, they feel tired, exasperated and just about anything in life some people are just without any embrace. not that they don't want or refuse to have any, it just that they don't ever deserve it and thus at the tip of your tounge it's just like a mediocre or calefe/extra trying to make a name for him/herself and thus dousing within some momentarily lovely politics. that make some sudden outbreak of love around you. and when that happens, some people just think that they are oh-so-great after those little wind that blasts onto their face for a temp. that's so crude. like maybe i'm saying it right in his face. oh sorry i think i'm wrong. her face. oh i think i am again, wrong. maybe gender crisis. er- huhe-lo. puhlease. just get rants off my head. without any embrace, some just deserves this title, maybe like we should have them pasting some stickers on their forehead. and arggh forgotten to write out score for the aphelion night. i think i'd just print for them, yea finish dicussing on aphelion night things with joseph and the conversation ended with my phone offing itself due to no more battery, and had to like try to inspire myself with more lovely pictures to start more icons which jamie loves it like o.0, so i was like =.=" and jamie pleads me to go back to tao nan school and so I can see how pervertic she looks now. and zhong hui is so tall. can't believe it lar, will die if i can't get any taller. Jamie is only one CM shorter than me and she thinks i have excessive growth hormones. haha no way. and i offically announce that i have got photoshop CS3 Extended. shall not tell who gave it to me otherwise the person and zongxian is like funny. we still love him, cause he is so chubby cuter than the teddy bears on the bed. and i really can't write much today so i will write some short things and make my blog posts shorter than before and break the trend, i can't bear to do so, but time is really not a factor tha goes well with me. ARGHS! can't possibly rewind thigns and the clock hands right? X; maybe it's an undecidable factor in our lifes. aiyoh. pulls roots of hairs out, turning into a white raddish soon. nevermind. but anyway I like submit lots of blogskins and karen: I don't submit much blgoskins anymore, i submit it once a week but It is not under darkdegree account ;D i have a new account that i have not posted haha. der-h haha. I know i am very long winded but it is just leos that are like that liek blah blah ablah balh abalh. and me and edwin sees thigns from different poitns and perspective, I was like "HEY! I AM LOOKING HERE (at this patch of cold blood)" but he goes "IT's HERE lah (looks at the blood" -- "IT's RIBENA" not scary, and our poitns contradicts and pessimistic and optimistic is like worlds apart. and I was like so frikked up as I was like so sad you know that day and i almost wanted to quit. BUt zongxian just made me try harder again ;D he feels that I can do it, though i did not "in your face" that "you are lame. spastic . retard" hey it's not edwin. it's someone else. can you feel that blade that i will poke through your eyes, gouge them out and cut your ears. oh wow. that's gruesome, somehow rather freaked out. I can't kill someone blood makes me puke and faint and i will feel somewhere somepart suddenly no blood one lor, and I am like ouch. haha i remember that time the biology teacher known as Jennifer Ting was like amused when she was cutting the celery, marcus goh in our class exclaimed ouch! and thus she thought that his sexual preference was vegetables and she said something that we should be homophobic not homosexuals haha. she talked something about "gaydar" we were like o.0 haha dunno what she talking about but we somehow or rather guessed the meaning. I love "teardrops on my guitar" and I hope you love that song as well but it's random to talk about song-loving in a message. haha. I know I'm random, yepp I WAS SO random these few days. I went to sms tze han "tse tse fly" i did not know what i was talking about//= and nick is like cannot meet up for projects one and i am only free on sundays so we have like only a few hours to do the projects like we have lined up so many too many to fill up ._. haha. lol I am going crazy. really. I will keep things really short yeh. Just wait for a few more lines. Chancing upon many people who made website tutorials for HTML i did one my own and I really haven't thought of the webpage internet name. haha But please help me promote it when it is set up. Flag raising is surreal, many of them are like never come never come, then when band trainings suddenly re-appear. it's like magic or what :X haha. I still love flag-raisings and I agree with seniors that It is a good opportunity to play our instruments everyday and so we will strive to better standards. and I so intend to change a blogskin soon cause it is like so old and vintagee already, so i will have to like change it to something new ;D something fresh. I have to learn some photoshop skills and look out for really nice backgrounds for my future skins to come. yeh, and I am like uberly random lor I really don't wish to go back to Tao Nan School, why go back- it's like 20 years go back to open treasure chest is enough already lar, and rememberance of the past is like wow. should i remember. kicks off nostlagia with attitude. new year, new life, new things to remember. why drag on the past like never ending- haaha Chinese New Year is soon, everyone is getting livelier I wonder how our class will do the decorations, I feel we are gonna screw up again like last year. 2C is like so uncooperative but unlikely that I'd ever know the future, cause now the new form teacher Ms Tong keeps emphasising on the fact that she is the new form teacher and everything will change for the better. We got continously good results for our cleanliness like yay ;D we are like yay :D really lor. I was uberly happy, and ms tong took away my money , aww. she dhould have given me some, now we should get a response from the customer's mobile phone. please try again later =/ copied and modified into real life context, I wonder why I hate that voice of the SingTel line thing. It's like so effing idiotic and maybe I hate waiting. MY eye bags are getting darker and darker each day >, can't continue like this doing these weird projects I have on hand. History Mock Test, i think i am gonna fail it. I think the whole class will lar I am like please. We have forgotten what we have learnt and un-learnt the skills, how are we gonna pass. and the sabbtical is like dunno what to do lar. Mr Chew thinks there is no more place for next term and Ms Roselind scolds me cause I was the only one visiting her for the sabbatical, Yongda and WeiYang we have to visit her together bleah x) haha. cause she will be like scold me again. haha, and the sabbatical i doubt can do for first term, there seems to be a confusion among DEANS that i am doing the same coverage of HTML that the school teaches but in fact I teach style type ="text/css" lor. it's like so bad. haha. I wonder why there is a fad where everyone changes their clothes in the band room. zongxian wears white underwear. walter as well, at least on the days when we see it. and jiahong wore white underwear today. I am not gay it's just like o.0 and elliot was ahem before by the seniors and he always wear boxers, when he shouts "HELP" to the fellow flute section people, then derborne will be like I will help you ... ahem take off your glasses before you get blah =.= so bad to elliot right haha. and this is how short a post is. it's considered short in my terms, this is long for you X: i need to get the definition right, seriously haha. I'm a random pecker. PECK PECK PECK haha. i feel we should not keep on eating Prostitue Rice (chicken rice) cause it's seriously making people's breast bigger. ROFL. and some people are named after that. i can't believe it!

2008-01-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

sorry that i haven't been updating was like so tired can? cause of the outdoor SYF which is taking it's toll on me and it's totally sucking all my energy out of it's roots, i'd go crazy one day soon. i went abit crazy after the weekeneds. i used jenny's way of BLEAH, neh ni neh ni poo poo and liar liar pants on fire. and i commented that zong xian looked uberly cute and yepp he is lor. his cheeks can pulls sideways. and bufan which is well renown for his pedo actions and pedo love for children =D like us small little juniors haha, so we are like so rmor spreading and shocked that bufan actualyl hooked up a girl today while teaching Bing Kun how to march or drill. then this girl suddenly, as bufan deemed act cute in front of him then we asked bufan to ask for her phone number then he really did lor. passed the handphone to her. we were like a-gape. haha i plan to make this quick as i am uber uberly tired really. zhihong was lionel's chinese name now that i realise. i thought zhi hong was such a better name than each common name like lionel in fact. cause i know like too many lionels. i love zhihong =D thank him like crazy haha. like i'd go mad if i didn't keep a control =D haha thank you like i'd even praise you as Jesus. Haha. new name for Quarter Master - which is Nicholas , also known as Jesus, thus everything he does is holy =D learnt it from bufan. haha zong xian is jsut absolutely cute as how raash says as well =D shall continue blogging tomorrow =/ and some retarded biatches and random ones are like just popping into my life and disrupting my way of living. HAHA and they are retarded lar. and so teh teacher gives lots and lots of homework till we are going todie. and the tests are comign up so we should just throw the homework aside. HAHA no, the teachers will kill us, put our heads on the walls like pig heads, and hang there till it rots. i know i am talking things that are nonscensical, and where are we gonna head next year. and the blog posts are just about everythign we do in these 3 weeks of school =D and okay first week. derborne and hongseng and trumpet bryan(i) and i were like ._. where is the class , where do we find them after playign the national anthemn and school song. I was like ._. dots dots diao diao diao. and so we just follow follow and POOF! we reached 2C class room. though i found it like sickening ot walk 5 stories up, the classroom was nice lar. DER-H and so i am like so pleased that we have MS TONG as the class form teacher and our mathematics teacher. we pity 2B for not getting Ms tong for Mathematics. so the first days were slacking periods. LIKE =D hello i am limdejun. and i love ~~dying~~ composing songs. it was like retarded abit lar. and some people were like I love "sleeping" oh. how do you die and be alive again and hate that fair bit where people are jsut so hypocritical. oh. so hippopotamus like i belive -.- some people are just so thickskinned. and so on the first day OF school had band. like i can believe lor. it was true. oh. i was like wtf. so anyway i was like love love love having the projects but was like so stressing ot finish 3 projects at one go. so at the first week was like starting with wednesday i did a ms ngo about liteature ace and thus stayed up on friday night and finished at least 2 LITEATURE ACE. and so anyway i was like oh. fell sick at the next week. Next week was really tiring like ._. and had band on tuesday, wednesday and friday and i was really falling into an abyss of never ending work and pressure and stress, and wad, we're supposed to love school like HELLO do you all even give us lesser pressure at all. ROLF. roll on the floor laughing and ms tong introduced us to the new S.H.I.T way of speaking which i found it really lovely. Sugar Honey Ice Tea. take the first letter of each word. YEPP: E.G. that idiotic retard is just a total piece of Sugar honey ice tea. and I wonder what will Sugar and Honey and Ice and Tea become. I think it will really be that der-h. it'd taste like so disgusting. true lor. yipees. then we had ms ting as biology teacher. =D then it was like chinese introduced spelling to us. then we were like we so big already still need spelling meh. we have out own initatives that can prove that we study lor. and so we had the lesson of science with ms ting and everyone was beaming with a new biology teacher. I was complaining why Mrs Teo Chin Chew did not teach us =/ and thus band came indoors and Mr Leng was unhappy with Secondary 2 performances. I mean like he's so general. so abd. and he praises people which was me last time and now without thinking praises others. and now i find out that it was teh reed that i was using that day that made my tone like ._. so now i use my indoor reed cause itwas not chewed off like the outdoor one, then my tone returned back to being as good as jichao =D haha jichao i win you lor remember last time. yepp and so on this week we had the surreal chiense spelling and i got full marks. =D elwin wanted to gang bang me cause i got full marks. and kaihong again aiyoh. keep not comign to school then so anyway i got myself a headache then i was in english lesson like OMG! so pain my head then was like aiyoh yoh. then it was liteature lesson, Ms ngo then i was like serious headache and so i went down to the general office and they said sorry it is against the MOE rules to give the pupils panadol then i was like ett. ew. so bad. people having headache lor cannot study then it's worse. so i was like os unsure whether i had a fever or not; went back home was like 36.5 then i was like CANNOT BE, cause i was in the aircon room. then i put the thermomether into my mouth and it turned out 37.8 so contradictory. so i tried it again yepp so i had fever. but still had to finish homework first. if i was not wrong it was a tuesday and so wednesday abdn outdoors, weiyang, and lionel tan zhihong also got the flu cause we juniors are so weak =/ thus we were not as fit to do outdoors at that time x: so walter fell down hit his leg and so he was like ._. could not do outdoors with us there. i was like okay so we talked about things and whatsoever. and weiyang threw a tissue paper into walter's trumpet and it could not come out haha =D so later then it came out i think. so anyway we were like talking about our geog teachers. then was like haha. SO ANYWAY I WON'T TALK ABOUT THE WEEK 3. AND NOW i hate this idtioic person who just goes about bragging and still believes that he is so good being in the part where we all believe it is "prestige" and "high up" so waht about that. you keep naioing people and give off weray expressions say that your life is so hard and you work hard for your god or whatsoever crap. like i believe and you spent me like idiotic 15 minutes doing that thing for you and what response did you show. still so cold, so crpapish and i hope he dies sooner. sorry i think he (i mean she) has an identity crisis. I know he's a she, she believes he's a she and We believe that she is wrong that she's a he. get waht i mean =D muahaa. i really can't take it anymore believe that OR NOT. i can change my attidude towards you like 180 degrees. I will be vicious now, so watch out for me. I won't go around helping you patriotic retarded, brainwashed heshe human being. maybe hate should just carry on, i'd put arson on you, EXTRA. you know what is known as calefe. that is you patriotic retarded bitch. don't think i don't ever say the F word to anyone, you make me so boiled up inside that i want to chew you up say many many f words. and i'd jsut let histroy repaeat again. I'd organize petitions and riots and yepp tomorow will start the petitions. the notebook will be going round and petition against that retarded bitch to get out of our class-group. retarded, sparstically sugar honey ice teahead, wow you are weary with the attitude we give but did you ever feel how we felt? and please to that effing sugar honey ice tea, go find a life you you don't have any passion just get out from our place our group where passion is like so alive. how can you like things when you hate things. contradictory people and unsetteled inside out. wow yu from one EP3 to another then from this EP3 sub group to another sub group and keep trying to prove that wow you are "humble" and you are "doing it for god" what makes you think so. that's so RETARDED, you are like so peacock. think about it reflect. cry all you want. I have cried enough, it's my turn i cannot take it lying down anymore. so complain, hate me, AND I'D HATE YOU MORE. get more petitions. i hate unsettled people. like you, if you are reading you spastic retard, just get out of our lives, it's like so much better. AND for the better good of the others like us as well. stop talking about that reatrd, that's totally true. go reflect before pitying and acting in disdian. I have suffered enough, plastered enough, so what if you have had more wounds that can't ever possibly plaster- it's what you wanted and you will have it. enough of ranting for the time bing i CAN POST one whole post of retardedness of this rubbish. so anyway taking about blogskins: visit my new blogskin account darkdegree.blogskins and remember to vist my icon stash blog at darkdegree.livejournal. and i love all of you expect for 2 retarded peeeps. haha =D

loves you all =D

07Jan08; MyTouchIsOnYourMind

2008-01-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

last post was like so many man many thousand light years ago. sorry people not that I forget I was trying to get more ace before anything and everything starts out. to have more work :/ I have a photo that some people might get angry IF I really posted it up, I hope the teacher doesn't say anything as well :D I made it so nice and it is animated like :D last year's photo, with memories thrusted inside. HAHA trying to be yuzhenish. my desktop cannot be used now and I am like cry cause like the interent for that one cannot be used then have to use the laptop then so ma fan, need to do ACE still need like so much time to do finish. lol 3 minutes wasted to on the computer. LOL. my dog's license it gonna expire like pretty soon so i will have to ask my mum to renew his license. so cute neh :D i keep on cannot find LICHAN. i want to kill him leh. and the photobucket is not working again. my internet can work on other sites, but I think it doesn't want me to post up this picture. LOL. cries, I HATE THEM. my dog doesn't want to sleep but instead wants to play with his new new toy toy which is like orangy, cause his red pillow died. and this pillow is dying soon. oh yes uploaded. one senior not to specify I think other people can recognise the baggies. haha. LOL. I AM LIKE SO BAD, he asked me to erase. then I SAID there was nothing can? So last week's sectionals and My porject day thing is like 7788 only. I haven;t call up the thingies but have asked my sis how I should go about doing them. I AM NOT GONNA CHANGE BLOGSKIN LIKE how my treasurer post is not changed. :D yeahhh I like updated the 2C blog but no one goes there to check and instead wasted yesterday's time typing out and today's 1 minute in class hearing things I have told them already. I WAS LIKE SO PISSED OKAY. ALL MY HARD WORK GONE TO WASTE. SO i did Liteature ACE. so I hope I can get at least a 4 ACE POINTS for it. cause ALL MY EFFORT PUT ON IT FOR 1 DAY :D only leh haha, my dog just ran away haha, lol :D He is too bored. he loves his toy toy still more than us :D I reall y dunno wat to post lor. JIAHONG has reached his 52nd post cause some of them are like so short. I was like wtf. I am at my 62nd POST only cause i TYPE quanitity not quality haha, sometimes i really dunno what TALKING ME ABOUT :X and the clarinet sections have no nice working clarinets at all. APART from the zhai instrument care-taker no lar. haha. lol. Today Sec 1 Band Trials? I was like really, do we have to stay back- then i was like lol lol lol and then LIONEL commanded me to go home lol. niao him next time then he know :D so maybe I should join the YOYO sabbaticals since it is AIK HWEE organizing so i hope he gives me science ace, i mean more science ACE i THink I am getting more and more despo for ACE you know. oh heck I forgotten that everyone is. and haha i STILL REMEMBER THE MR CHAN LESSON in P6 that Mr CHan was like But then Mr CHan. Why does blah blah lol. i can remember that incidents that occurred as well. Life is back on track AND i THINK it is not that as BORING as holidays, yongda still does not feel like coming to school. BUT IT'S A DRAG and a rumor says that Mrs TEo Chin Chew that is, is now teaching HISTORY. i was like really ._. then anyway Weng Siang keep kicking my chair lar today then i was like very very very adgi (adgitated) SORRY IT IS NOT WRONG SPELLING just the way I PRONOUNCE as adgi :/ so anyway I hope that you are as alive and kicking like me which I LOVE this whole thing like lots. :D I love Paris Overnight Skin that i DID but too bad some people don't appreciate. I am like so dead. My creative flair has been use to brush too much things already my brush head is like no ink and it is plit apart, NEED days to recover one lor and I was like tlaking to myseld in dreams okay. cause i realised that YONGDA seems to be like more cold these few days cause he was in holiday mood and i was always the one talk talk talk and talk and he like clears throat then talk yes no yeah :D haha. lol it's really like haha. I need someone to coach me but he doesn't have time LOL. i need coaches, aidoh. haha. AND I DECLARE LIKE HOW MANY TIME i may look EMO but defintely NOT ANGST. gettit lame porks in class. yes and lichan sill holds my pHOTOSHOP CD cause my coms revamped they have no photoshop at all. LOL. AH DOI I think i chao say about the basic thing I think i can do leh :D haha of the clarinet thingy, I that day try like super easy. haha. I thnk I remain in Clarinet bah Bassoon is like my sis advice not to, JICHAO won't let me as well so yeah let me try getting clar 1 and finish it once and for all :X for four years in a row that is and when it is 2010 it will be like outdoors again. i cry worhh. not that I GO AGAINST OUTDOOR it is I REALLY HATE OUTDOORS... I Still have like geography Homework today HAHA. But I think iwill postpone to tomorrow bah. so tired already larh today so I post lor. Cause really ont eh first day of school right I was like in BAND THERE standing then I forgotten the National ANthemn how to play lor. THen i was like fingering only no one will know then my face shape to like blowing the clarinet can liao. It worked then fiish then after that then school song. I still wished I was the Sec 1s then gong gong confused little elves. haha. THis is part of my homework UPDATE BLOGS. i am like so dead. and I AM STILL TREASURER yeah. I am like love. thank you class. wo ai ni men worh. yong da I nominated you, correctly wad See you are Secretary. CIP for Outdoors SYF, lol Edwin said that repeat and repeat again. BUT i sitll don't believe leh. CIP? what for.today's discord in childhood is like wtf. I really very hard then understand it lor oh yes did I tellyou that JIAHONG use that Florscent skin then inspire me to do nicer skins. haha funnei right. and i might just die pretty soon cause i can't breathe through my nose. The SIghness from Afternoon till now I DIE. GILA already also cause my auntie is like oh oh oh. keep talking then on hte first day of school so tired and i HAD A HEADACHE ALREADY THEN I WAS LIKE SHUDDUP! then today about the Ms Ting, THen iw as like forgotten then I called her Miss Teng okay. then TOday entered into wrong class after band. I was like 2D then i thought it was my class then a stepped in like 5 stpes then backwards 1, then oh. realise it was not my class, then i like walked away. lol then Mr Koh Kim Tian was blocking my way :D quickly type quickly sleep quickly post and die. so i can't get onto MSN Messenger and talk to my seniros like Bu Fan, Liu Zhen or even Jenny at Blogskins lar, stop niaoing lor. anyway i love her designs haha. but she is like so fierce, I like so scared of her. She has a Girl GANG. i AM LIKE ._. huh. lol i htought not so, she was like EH otherwise I call my gang to tao you ar. I think she did not use TAO she use another thing then I corrected her cause she really did not know how to use the word. LOL. so teaching is good for health: Wen gu zhi xin :D it is like wow. lol. stop acting un-cheem here. Let's act cheem. Barney was a dinosaur, whose skin is whie as winter's snow, with hearts so cold and bitter soul, they hugged the trees for comfort :D at the tune of barney song. LOL. THis is more fu qian and you zhi and i don't know why some people in our class still love pokemon, itis like natural but why POKEMON not something not as CHILDISH like catch this pokemon and YEAHHHH and Razor Leaf. lol it is like made-believe only lar. and saturday our clarinet thing was like quite shi bai cause i was luaghing, trying to that is. "leng xiao" cold laughter have you heard of that before. If you haven't that is DJ's term lol. and i was like gazing at my dog's seiral no. THen iT was like D122somethingJ then I was like DJ yeah it proves that it is my dog it is like so qiao he. :D conicidence :D and I think i really don't have much to blog anyway the what CDC CCC thing me and ray yan recieved is like so long still haven't have any news on it. anyway Bu Fan dunno can be our MTV Model or not lar. And DUnno If Lionel or Him is best candidate or otherwise ask liu Zhen X: but I think the singer we would rather pay them :S instead or getting whatsoever free singer from our chior. weir if I just go up Say: WAnna sing? lol. THey will be like I sang already wad. And We need audition for the MTV Modelling thing. I will do the directing and Fliming myself. HAHA. relax Bu Fan, be a model lar. But I think your hairstyle can change then errrr near perfect? and need to find girls as well for the love part of them. Don't get angry ar. Just example example only. I will ask around. so those who can will be auditioned. ANd I want my Lord Of the FLies Book I can't like live iwthout it. cause I want to read it, I am like so depo to read it. Cause it is like something we have to read. And take exams with. LOL. So anyawy I think i will end my post about here :D talk to you in school tomorrow those who see this message on Sunday, MOnday or Tuesday or Wednesday or Thursday. and Those who see this post on Friday and whatsoever ANYWAY HAVE A NICE DAY EH EH. HAVE A NICE DAY. lol. BON JOVI. i don't like their songs. lol let me like finish up everything and crap crap crap like I am doing NOw i am like week 5 is alreayd exam and test, I am not prepared, CRIES in desperation and cries for help argghhh SILENT AGONY, and i AM GONNG POST IT UP ALREADY so anyway love you guys, love band love everything around you. Love yourself haha But don';t be EGOISITIC like ahem. DL. deonnn LIIMM lol? haha. okay BYE :D

12Dec07;SoNearYetSoFar

2007-12-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

okay i submitted a skin yesterday and it felt good and the response was good =D and I bought the CD that I wanted so long ago and jsut did not have the time and when i had the time i did not bring my wallet. so oh wells. THE CLICK FIVE! Morden Minds and Pastimes. I best song ever- JENNY but haha, not talking about col0rblind though. haha. and i;ve got another lovely picture of a calm sea so enchanting, i'd make a blogskin out of it soon. and haha it's so FUNNY that melinda found her way to my blog though. ._. and she forgotten to give me her blog url and email though. haha. i commented that she looks like TZE HAN LOTS. and she was like nevermind. haha. so what, haha she's the pro at finding blogs while tze han's the pro at mugging and he loves mugging right, and you mugged clarinet till you are so good. And RUIYI is like haha '-' very funny. Let me just like make somethign out in 3 minutes, a poem though i did it and ruiyi was like i was like tryign to tell ruiyi in between the meanings thing but he was like oh. nice poem then i was like -.-" hey i think i'm gonna upload all the songs of this CD into my iPOD cause all of the songs are love. xD haha, i found out a way and i found richard's girlfriend's blog. and we shall bad talk about him horrr. =D correct, melinda? LOL he is like so pangseh people one lar. i shall complain to Pei Shan and richard know how to use photoshop meh. he seems like ._. haha. lol and his gf was like "its like a fantasy or fairy tale where there's actually someone who actually noes so many instruments and skills" so i think it is like -violin and whatosever 2 or 3 more instruments then later photoshop, swimming (and cause he learnt that to look at girls) lol he is . REALLY despo. lol and he is like ._. about it, that he finds out i know her blog that haha. lovely couple with ahem kids lol. =.=" nevermind though. NOw i wanna talk about yesterday's dinner. was like absolutely fantabulous was like korean barbeque cause we could not find kimchis then my mum went to buy udon and cabbage and carrots with dunno whatsoever sauce then mix together, was like OMG! so nice- then we bought the sushis and everything was like too much to eat. and i've not showered yet ya know and it's 6:39 PM and my sister has gone out for her Japanese lessons and on Friday i have an appointment with the dentist cause my braces the wire at the bottom like went out of place so i have to get them to put the wires at the right place. and so loving my happy life now. oh yah then when i was jsut like uploading the new songs into my iPOD the whole thing suddenly hang liao, i was like OMG! then tried to solve it then EH finally can solve, panick for nothing though. I thought like hey if it is like spoilt they will like give me a new one though wishful thinking. lol so anyway, bufan asked me to join him and jiasheng and maybe nicholas to some whatsoever anime thing but i think i have something on Saturday though. anyway- just write it here cause in case i cannot tell him later if I login to MSN Messenger cause i am like so pissed at MSN messenger. haha. jenny's phone (of col0rblind/ RIOTSQUAD) went to the washing machine for 40 minutes and is like OMG! like spoilt. so anyway, so sorry to hear that her phone died, so it must R.I.P otherwise, it may haunt the owner for forgetting, haha but shall not add salt to the wound anymore, you'd scream. Hey i jsut got the invitation by melinda i think her email is like ._. so weird. green girl. why would people what to be green xD just beats me anyway, i am really sorry that i never posted yesterday lar, i was like so cooped up in making the whole blogskin of mine in PAINT and it almost screwed up cause my photoshop died along with my computer when it recovered, but it's alright LARH! this is just confusion, i found some blogskins that are so random and so COLLAGE that i even hate it at first look but nevermind, some of those are like WOW! speechless! and yu jia bought the iPod video. looked so much like iPod Nano. I'd post like some random poems I make later =D at my poem blog =/ I really love the projects i am working on for next year. Cause I wouldn't give up and all i need is you. Sorry i crapped like /= lots of stuff and ranted like dunno what. I love this picture and i will design my new blogskin for my poem blog soon and later will also post it on blogskins, cause i know this skin will be like so lovely =D i got it from deviantart. and will credit the picture hey lol. i really love crapping so much in my blog post and i shall crap till a LONG LOGN post today. so anyway i have to shower first though, willbe back in like 5 minutes before my father gets back or even my mother gets back and cause my sister is gonna perform her guitar on Sunday at Like a Old Folk's Home. I mean "AN" haha, wrong grammer. it is like vowels haha =/ and she has to make h0oles on the old guitar that is with me so she can play onthe guitar while standing. and hey anyway, today is just like a day to laugh and laugh like hell, i feel estatic though- and next year Designing will be like have to do kind of thing for me, cause for 3 projects I also need to involve designing one =D and so I have to have a shower first, my heater has been on for like million years long, sorry for exaggerating but i mean like 20 minutes, so i shall rush it NONO. i shall stop writing here first. will be back soon, continue reading though! =D (i'm just carpping to save my breath for the last things I can write) and i jsut got a song when i was showering. haha =D inspiration from the last picture I saw with tmy music playing on, so I got this inspiration. ROCK/POP generation Music cause it rocks. anyway, I really had a dream of you the night before, and so please take the wheel - jesus. wait wait a second i don't think i can do the lovely blogskin by today though, i'd spend like whatsoever long hours doing the pictures cause i don't have photoshop, cries out loud. and okay cause i am like doing another blogskin on hand now that i think i have got another inspiration from whatosever and blah blah blah i am creating songs and blogskin, maybe cause i saw this picture that sea looks so calm it in and so maybe i will make it by the end of 11PM and submit at BLOGSKINS cause i am running out of time otherwise it will be tomorrow then i submit. =D i am okayy with anything and my dog's sleepign now and because i did all these thigns and now that it is not finished, i shall watch my facourite show that is broadcasting tonight at 9PM and now is jsut nice 2 minutes to nine, so i shall go first and crap when i get back here again, shall I but my dog's sleeping now =/ how can i bear to wake him up, he has those panda eyes cause he did not sleep much last night i think, so poor thing and he just pooed on the floor of the stairs jsut now and was being beaten by my aunt =D okok got to go! haha. it's so damned cute lar the show and hwatosever the person who wrote the script must be as funny, with those small little puny details so funny and lovely. Portray the cute side of fat Myoile Wu and that Ah Xi turned as fat as FAtty Tian who is Myolie Wu i think her name should be spelt like that. should be lah. I jsut love click five's new songs and jsut loveee. pure love. =D and just let me soul free i wanna let go of everything that clings on to me just like the balloons that stained my hand with trapped bars. haha we aggreed i mean me and melinda agreed that the richard's girlfriend too kua zhang with her comments on the boyfriend haha =D anyway, i think the kid is so like richard's brother, think too much already lar. haha =.=" anyway i loved the dinner i had yestrady and toady's as well everythign is just so nice to eat though at home i got fatter like 1kg i think lar. Anyway, cause my sister went to Japanese Class today at the shaw centre there so i went there for like a little while and went to see if her guitar can poke the holes for the strap; then cannot leh. IT CLOSED the shop was like ._. so my aunt was like at home expecting my father to return at like 8 so 8:30 then she was like papa, not coming home arhh? she was like so hungry cause she finishees dinner at 8:45 then sleeps at 9PM so she is like always getting so much more sleep than us. =/ haha. so i will suffer from sleep deprivation/ lol. i think melinda found out nixon's blog i dunno if it's true or not lar, but i shall ask her to tell me the blog url. oh lol, nixon so RO-MAN-TI-C meh/ the blog url is like o.0 wonder if it portrays the different facade of him. so anyway the protagonist is me and me and me cause this is my life that i lead so what if you are the antagonist of my life; i'd reach higher for the mighty stars & Sky. I love the blogskin i created yesterday and hte one i am creating noe is like WOAH! taken aback at my yet with paint only skills, it is just like wonderful, i love it lots btu i wonder if the others like it too though =/ i mean like today's evenful day with whatsoever funny antics my mum had when shopping for stuff. haha. okok i have to hit the sack soon after posting my blogskin online, so i'm going to say goodbye =D and goodnight, sleep tight don;t let the bed bugs bite-- ahh so cliche. anyway good luck for your enrolling school, jenny and benji and anyone elese who took the PSLE this year. but i'd reserve my blessings for the one who got 294 this year!

10Dec07;Nike+iPod Hear How You Run!

2007-12-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

elwin called me today and said" hey the thinkquest topic hor, is grenhouse effect, i was like ._. he said it yesterday and he is so luo shuo one lor. then of course i start designing right but cause my computer went for repair also so no more photoshop and my CD is still with LICHAN there so I ahve to get it back from him when the school reopens, hopefully I can still get to see him lor. so now is like 8:52 so i cannot type much really cause i have to rush off for my show on every 9PM fei tian xi shi, i always talk about it, i mean like OMG! so cute lar, and yepp i today have nothgin to talk much but i had invented one song in like 3 minutes and is down there as You see. haha. It is sucidial song, EMO as we always say and yapp, the concert I mean sunday's concert hor, that Andre did not go, so pangseh the 19 year old richard ans more information is in yesterday's post though, if you missed it, too BAD, you have to use the logn way go the archives if you are reading it like 10000 years later. haha. so I really am typing ntohgin cause I really have nothgin on my mind, oh yah, the show is getting absolutely exciting so I must not miss it today AT ALL. haha. I love that show, why am i so crazy this few days. ahha. xD so anyway, i promised to blog like almost everday so if I do not then sorry cause I always give up halfway like raashidah my sister's best friend as well as zong xian's friend. haha. lol. My iPod rocks, I am glad I had consulted the expert Ang Ray Yan before I Bought it rocks lar. I mean like so 3D Efffect and got the Cover Flow and is like OMY! so i put a photo inside my iPod incase other people get it and so if he is honest enough he can call my number or email me to inform me that I have lost the iPod and it is with him/her. LOL. i am so amused by my actions but 8GB can stor like my whole storgae of songs still haven't explode lor. Luckily I did not but the 80GB and cause my sistyer was like 80 dollars different to upgarde from 8GB to 80GB think of the difference, maybe cause i did not liek the design, i was displeased with 3rd Gen iPod NANO at first look but the more I look at te it, the more I fall in love with it. and THink THAT I still wanted the 1st gen or 2nd gen if there was stock haha. Lol me. I really go to go cause i have the appointment jsut nice 9PM i have to go first. HEY today the ah Xi so bad to Fei Tian, He HUMILIATED HER to humor his girlfriend, saying that what about he cannot be able to connect with a pig and then Fatty Tian was like so sad, run and went back to philipines in the show then scolded the Xi for one whole week and say that wondering about when Xi will get a car accident, then really happened, then end show, i was like why so little content today i had been waiting for somethign fresh. and so I love the show lots lar, and i wnt the crucial part of To Grow With Love (Fei Tian Xi Shi) to come really soon. and I think that the one acting as Wenjun in the show is a new actor leh. lol. never seen new face. though. lol. anyway i aim to finish this soon as well cause i wanna sleep already. so i am eating MILO with BREAD cause i did not eat fully for dinner not that i am like overly-eating. haha. okay the song lyrics that I made if no one likes it why not i delete it haha. cause i does make sense to me, but maybe not to you though. haha. lol my mum smsed my sister with .....then haha. WhEN I LOOK at it was like, HUH! OMG! my mum know how to use languages that we teenagers do already. lol. okay i really have nothign to talk about today. oh yah my mum was like o.0 cause my sister was like mum, can we have korean style for dinner tonight. then was like simple, KIMCHI and miso soup plus jap/korean style rice. and would be nice. and you can do a korean bbq provided you know how to marinate with pear juice like the koreans do to the chicken or pork. LOL why i have to say so much like what "chicken/pork" just say MEAT lar. funny worhh. then was like, my mum was how to find KIMCHI, got meh. my sister was like - at takashimaya lor. oh so was like cannot tonight lar, maybe tomorrow lor. so maybe tomorrow then go watch golden compass. so the gunshot song was pretty nice for a first time in the EMO classified. let me tell you you will fall in love with the song if you hear the tune. I JUST LOVED IT"S UPBEAT! cause it is jsut a driving like whatsoever, yepp. OH YAH. the piano teacher of mine which I was supposed to have lessons today with her int he afternoon, vomitted so i guess it is like cancelled then my auntie woke up fromt he wrong side of hte matress today and went like super mad, and out of this world started saying that maybe she was pregnant again. PLease she jsut ahd her baby last year. I mean like her husband is so active meh. so lucky can strike toto like that lar. please ask him to use a condom lar. haha._. the world's not going against me. and It rained so lovely today. I woke up with the rain pattering on the window, the 16 degrees of the air conditioner blowing right across the glass. The shattered dreams i had woke me up with disdian, let me tell you how much i missed. haha. YA REMIND ME! I got a dream yesterday like a nightmare. like i was like framed up due to wadsoever reasons and had to be like a fugitive and ran for my dear life haha. i am like super sotong blury today and typing luike so whatsoever absolitelu fast till got so many wrong keys. haha. LOL. i wanna watch somethign and get out of this house otmorrow i am stuffed up the whole day, like WHAT! oh yah made jellies, which i love like SUPER much and will take them out of the fridge tomorrow and eat them in wholes haha. i am listenign to this korean song that was featured in smile again drama of course korean though. and yepp I LOVE THIS SONG that i stole from my sis, not like stole but got from my sis. she knows it already lah. i only like have 74 songs in my iPOd cause i really chose the nice songs that were FIT to be in my iPod and i am like not even using 1GB yet. I am like lol, 270+ MB usage only. and its like so waste. this iPod can combine with that powerful NIKE i love it. the marriage of apple and nike. lol it is like so nice and so unbelievable, hear how you run i mean like so POWERFUL sentence for adverstisement. Elwin wanted me to do something like that for our project and so i was like no photoshop how to do. I dun like using FLASH so much. I use some HTML for the website coding as well, of course put them to use otherwise wasted lor. yepp and i have to fill them up again, like wtf. I have the work to design then they research so i wil be like so free. I finish design then can ask the other designer to desgin as well. cause all of the team members are mostly from like SPORTS EP3 sorry but you know haha. i really wish that time can fly even faster and today everythign is so smooth and it's going my way that i wanted it to be. I was like play the piano with ALOT of effort (effort that was never put into the learning of piano) today but i did it okay, (but cause i hate piano) then today was like jsut so swayyy that we dun need to go piano and i was like HUH! i spent so much time and effort for today's practice at home on the piano. and i wanna wear contacts really soon but i think my degrees have gone up though. i keep staying near the computer and not giving a break and keep doing codings, but i have stopped but i can type without looking for my blog posts but i think there'll be really many mistakes, but hey let me try. HAHA> so what shall i type about, today got any mistakes. this is the way i type jsut like type and feelt eh keys, i think i go the habit from using the compuiter since P5 that i was inspired to cause i won like 2 awardws for my firworks and flash. haha. but many out there are like so much better than me, I WANNA HEAR HOW I RUN so i shall maybe go the nike store and find the small accelerometer and embbed to my shoe that i really like. that i really like and see if can pair up with my iPOd one or not, if cannot then nevermind already. then i dun buy. BUT HEY LAR, it's so cool. you can like measure and record the distance and pace of a walk or run, it is like SUPER COOL! and now i won't beat singapore during christmas and it will be like so lovely,. hey hey see: i got this from the website : Nike and iPod KIT will be able to store information such as the elapsed time of the workout, the distance traveled, pace, or calories burned by the individual wearing the shoes, and display it on the screen or broadcast it through the headphones of an iPod. i am like it is so lovely and well liked, and you can like have like music motivation and can go even further if you like. THis will be like WOW! iPods really rock lots. and i really want to sleep already My father jsut got back from his dinner so he is late haha. and he missed the world's most exciting show ever larh. haha. TO ME that is. and so ANDRE so bad that he pangseh people haha. anyway, it has been like so long sincei have played my clarinet, i wonder if my skills have gone bad, so i shall take it out of it's casing and play it soon in case i am at the losing point again. I wonder actually where i can get the NIKE Sports Kit from lol. THey say any where of the NIKE sports shop also can buy, dunno let me try maybe i ahve to buy a new shoe if i want that, i'd see first. so off i go to my lala dream land, cause i am drama king lol. KING OF HEARTS and QUEEN OF SPADES, no one can triumph between. cause i am in love with you, how can i bear to say goodbye to you at all. My heart is in disdian, save me from it all. haha. i think i can type more if i seriously crap crap crap more. YEAHH! i wanna buy the NEW CLICK FIVE album which i have not bought i love the song "JENNY" lar. lovely rock, and hey maybe i will do that some time at anywhere anytime. HAHA! cause i have to say goodnight- and haha i was like wento the rui yi's blog and ruiyi replied a tag with nope, she's a mystery. then i was like OH! She's a MYSTERY, SHE"S TOO MUCH FOR ME-- haha fromteh Click five Just the Girl lol, then i posted twice AIYOH YOH! okok. have to hit the sack guys, BYE!

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10Dec07;Gunshot!Song

2007-12-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

Gunshot!

--dedicated to gunshotx.blogspot--

by Lim De Jun 1C2007 @ hwa Chong Institution Singapore.

Please Read: Disclaimer: This song is under IPOS and is subjected to copyright. This song is dedicated for a duet, with a mix of upbeat and minor keys to make this song seem little sad but with force and emotion. With this driving beat of the base , this song will be nice to hear if it ever gets published cause this was jsut a rough one. The lyrics within contains like Sucidal Love otherwise why would there be gunshots out of love though. A hard one to write, though i had the rough sketch of the meaning and tune in mind. So Look at the lyrics and maybe you can give some comments at the tagboard. One of the Pop/Rock Songs I have created. Hope that you all do like it. BLUE words are meant for the GIRL and the BLACK words are for the GUY. Bold WHITE are for GUY AND GIRL.

[Intro]
Wait awhile, all this wishes are going down,
press the "stop" button to make it all end,
just hanging by a thread,
this love i had within- oh so beautiful it is.

I know I'd have to let it go,
and why do you not forget off me,
oh cause i just need to breathe,
you are the reality- the oxygen.

[Verse 1]
OH BABY!

When you stepped into my life,
my whole world seemed topsy-turvy,
ALL the misses are dedicated upon,
the gunshots I had heard enough.

All this summer love I know it's gone!
Turn it all around,
for my love will shine it on,
the candle that burns in beat with my heart

[Chorus]
give me the gun,
loaded with bullets,
to end this tide i had to
endure so long.

give me the bullets,
loaded in the gun,
all this are gonna end in
one shot.

Sucidial Love.
Cause i know it is,
Sucidial Love,
Summer is forgotten

... and rememeber i'm gone.
and remember
all it needs is one last
gunshot.

[Verse 2]
OH BABY!

When you ended this love, when you ended
my whole world seemed to collapse, my whole world was collapsed
ALL the love I had given out,
the gunshots I had heard enough.

All this summer love I know it's gone!
Turn it all around,
for my love will shine it on,
the candle that burns in beat with my heart

[Chorus]
give me the gun,
loaded with bullets,
to end this tide i had to
endure so long.

give me the bullets,
loaded in the gun,
all this are gonna end in
one shot.

Sucidial Love.
Cause i know it is,
Sucidial Love,
Summer is forgotten

... and rememeber i'm gone.
and remember
all it needs is one last
gunshot.

[Chorus]
give me the gun,
loaded with bullets,
to end this tide i had to
endure so long.

Give me the GUN!
GIVE ME THE GUN!
oh. one last gunshot.

--[whisper to fade]
cause everything i do,
the worst i ever had,
are going to end,
in one last gunshot.

09Dec07;EDVOXconcertoover!

2007-12-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

Yipee I just finished my concert sorry for not blogging yesterday i was really really busy. Now's 10:06 PM and I have a target to finish typing this in 30 mins and about there or faster. I have to get maybe another time of shower. So yesterday i was out with my father and bought the newe generation iPod NANO! And i loved it. it's so cool compared with the last version. This one can store like even videos. I am like :D I am so loving this life i lead. So maybe TOday was quite cool and idiotic. Let me begin with the start. I woke up at 10 in the morning and afterwards, I went to SHAW center cause my sister studies at IKOMA language Centre for JAPANESE and so I settled my lunch at the movie place we went to with aphelion consortium haha. and had the lag system sitting inside the same cinema with us and nothign LAGGED that day. luckky though. and hey I ordered MEE SIAM that was so spicy but I could take it ya know. I was like so amazed at myself and my sister smsed me about buying a subway sandwich for her lunch. HAM and HONEY whatsoever bread and the sauce honey mustard with mayonaise so it was pretty delicious though. I always go there int eh morning on SUNDAY's SHAW Center's LIDO cinema so you can probably drop by at around 10:30-12:30 cause i'd be around at the top level with my parents, maybe catching a movie or something. I wanna catch the GOLDEN COMPASS MOVIE! HEY wad am i talking about lar, i am supposed to be talking like about today's rehearsal and concert. So 1:30 we rushed to Victoria Concert Hall and had a practice that began only at 2PM. so i was pissed off. then someone came late (rather ALOT of people) then 1 person got scolded ._. then we had the songs like phantom of the opera, all I ask of you, Secret, Dou Qing, Si Shou Lian Tan, Music OF the Night, Wishing you were somehow here again, and angel of music and think of me and whatsoever, got lots more, so i am saying that the rehearsal was alright though not as many wrong notes or tune or whatosever OUT OF PLACE. so I got Richard and Melinda together went to Marina Square and ate. SO we were like walkign halfway then saw this person so LONELY so we were like hey he is from violin 1 so melinda being so super friendly asked richard to join us to eat. So We went to burger King thenI bought it alreadythen they ran away to KFC then i was like ._. so nevermind. I was odd one out. Btu i rememebred i had eaten KFC last week, so I had better change to BURGER KING. so it was settled then We got to know each other more. so melinda was from like PAYA LEBAR METHODIST then now i think in TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC so aged 18 and richard is aged 19 and is working part time at CITY HALL addidas shop and is attending Singapore POly and studies about property developement or whatsoever be that way. and so he goes to diving and had his like lifegaurd job cause he wanted to look at girls in their bikini. he is a despo though he has girlfriend already lar. then SHAWN is one year older than me and is in ACS I and has been kicked out of IP so he has to take O Levels and that he targets his mark of getting avergae of 4.00 for O Levels haha. lol. he had his grade 8 in violin already and he started 6 years ago when edvox had not started yet. Mr FOo went to his house and taught him and so that is why he is so pro and the girl Ke-Er in Violin 3 P2 i think but my EPOH was like sayign that she play so well and wha! so zhai! but leh, only got the guts to go up stage out there to perform BUT her playing sucks, my sis also agrees. It's all out of tune. and then concert was here and I was like jittery then had the junior strings up stage with their ALOT of noise that was SO what HELPFUL. that we were like so pissed. Told them to quieten down their elephant stamping but then still like that. AIYOH. then i was loking at ke-er tryign to flaunt off her skills. THen Gui Pei Feng, The one I wanted to be taught by for violin cause she was in marine parade so cannot. Then Gui Pei Fang my current violin teacher not bad also. But they play the Si SHou Lian Tan quite awesome liddat lar. Then they play Secret that time my mum say that Chris Ho, my sister's guitar teacher was like "bu shuang' face. haha. and my sister play the guitar with 2 other boys, that time the song was like no end and no start so was like funny. and lol-ish. Haha. then we had the orchestra again on stage then we were like and so whatsoever. ANgel Of MUSIC was the 2nd song which was a PIANO SOLO by whatsoever WINSTON then the brother was below the stage : WINSTON KOR KOR! then clap clap clap then he was like maybe after hearing that the brother call him, he is shaken inside and jttery and was like played ALOT of wrong notes not like when rehearsal so smooth. HE WAS LIKE OMG! COMPLETE FLOP- and the girl who played THINK OF ME was like only read from score no expression at all and was like really lar. THE CONCERT was really very bad. I thought so. So i was like lost in The music Of the Night song which was featuring this guy who si really pro in VIolin 2yrs and is grade 6 and is like OH MYY! I liked it though, but ke-er was really like a flop lar but they were like let it get away with it. so today was like really eventful and yesterday when i went to buy iPod then my sis was like OKAY i go to the library and help today so about 5 hours then i will leave 2.5 hours to 30 hours then next year then do then OKAY but then the library person was like sorry today no job for you all to do so thank you go back bah. then my sis was like okay, so she go kinokuniya then wanted to buy outsider chinese book then don't have stock then she was angry very angry then later she bought tako pachi for us then i called her say okay, 20 minutes oaky cause a lot of people in orchard road- scared traffic jam. then after which she waited stand for 20 minutes then was like so unhappy but was okay with that. she resigned to her fate then yepp before she went out my dog PEED on the sofa so we were like DEJUN! XIAOHUI! come down and wash the sofa and the cover okay.... then my sis was like so rush then i went to VIOLIN lesson then was like yeahh, maybe i learnt to like violin more than other instruments already not that the teacher praised me but i regained somethign i had lost in the middle of the course. So i am trying GRADE 4 now and have to aim and target with this confidence I have inside I will have to target to go for exam next year. I will try harder. My sclaes in my violin for grade 4 is like 7788 already so I will have to put in 120% effort to do well like the person who got jumped to grade 6 from grade 3 in half a year and got it. WAS LIKE OMG! so scary. He has like diploma in piano. Then he is in HWA CHONG! OMG- it is like unbelivably ZHAI orr. no one in my life i have seen it before cause i only lived 13 years and had only 3 years to inTERACT with this people i mean like 3 days. out of 3 years. cause the concert is only like once in a year. I have to sleep really soon and i ahve had fun. OH YAH then elwin suddenly called me and said that tyhe title of the thinkquest project was agreed on Greenhouse effect and so it will be harder, much harder lar. I am so going to go crazy I just design for them can already lar. AN di won't give a damned about it any more longer. so anyway, i am happy this whole week and my father and mother was like funny as well cause they wanted to have a good look of me so they changed seat between song to song. haha. i was like HUH! when my mum told me that they did that. so funny lar my mummy so i accompained her to the market on saturday morning and so there was no PRAWNS at all at the stall where she bought her prawns normally from so she was like okay today then come and see if got not. then the uncle sold her a fish that cost 70 dollars. I Think it was a humongous cod fish. then the auntie of the dried food stall was like saw me grow up already then was like this year how old then haha. lol then my mum ask me to take those urksome thigns i mean salted vegetable that was like KIMCHI looking haha. I was quite disgusted. But it is nice la! My sister is like asking me whether she should pick up violin or not cause she will be finishing grade 8 of piano next year then dun wanna join HCJC BAND bassoon anymore and so she will finish 2 insturments so she said she want to join violin and thinks Hawa (Violin Teacher that is so good) teach her then she will learn haha. So hard to even have her lessons and that I think she charges 50 dollars more each month for Senior Teacher I think lar. But she's a good teacher i want to have her as my teacher as well. But nevermind, If Ms Gui Pei Fang sees this, please don't reproach me, not because you are not good as a teacher but there are better teachers i mean cause she is more experienced but i am glad with the current violin teacher already. she Let me skip from grade 2 to grade 4 i am so gan ji! already. so i thank the teachers for being so good. and i want to rove that i can take the violin exam for grade 4 next year august instead of 2009! i know I can! de jun jia you! okay. BUHBYES and good night. just nice lovely 10:34 PM! haha so lovely day and week. haha. i never practice piano for tomorrow OH NO!

07Dec07; FEI TIAN!

2007-12-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

as ruiyi said: it's just 3.5 weeks to BACK TO SCHOOL still have nto got my second part of holidays yet. HAHA, this week was so amazing we went to the best store then my mum bought me a new TEAC radio the bass is super. OH! and so later int he week we were like okay let's go to century square then we caught a movie ._. on wednesday "ENCHANTED" an dafter watching that weird show i was like hey got inspirations after that for my new song. haha. weird people like me have not everything thinking about new things. LOL. have to starte on projects soon. Elwin has not decided till today. and it's a friday and i was lika t my violin rehearsal for my COncert at Victoria Concert Hall then JOSPEHINE called up then i was like telling him later then afterwards at home i called him, then he was like what were you doing. oh violin rehearsal then he was like stunned or maybe even amazed haha. he was like you got so many instruments already then i oh lol-ed him. The new show on channel 55 (W Drama), "fei tian xi shi" is like such a show which is so cute though. That actress has really gone through lots to become so fat to act in this show worhh. "pei fu ta" i mean like who would want to go up 20kg just to get to film one show. that is os cute and she will be like sweating here and there and i was saying that it might be good cause she can get more money if she become the spokesperson of dunno what slimming company though. HAHA. laughs out loud an dnow my cousin from the army get to come home every 2 days, i wonder why the rules has changed. everything revolves- i will not change my blogskin so soon yet. i don't have so much time to spare. so i saw bu fan's japan photo's and yepp he's RED enough not trying to tease or niao him at all. NO intention to do so. so will be performing with the whole violin orchestra at Victoria Concert Hall 09Dec2007 Sunday from 7pm to 9:30pm. as above I will be lovelying around hearing these songs that fill my head. and i just can't live a lie. jsut my cup of tea kinda song. i love that whole CD that is. And I RESTARTED my computer so no more maple that I sometime go to and look at, No more blogskinning so much but hey let me tell you somethign insteresting larr. SHUJI hor has found his EVIL BALL that has gone missing for a long, long time. It's green so it's wicked. It jsut like cast a spell on him so he'll do weird things with it. He'll take the ball in his mouth and do sick things on our leg. IMAGINE this dog that's so undeniably sick. and then he goes to the sofa with that green ball and can't let it off. and like i mean he doesn't do that without the green ball. Yepp and his pillow (red) I threw it away and now it does not sell anymore cause he bite bite and bite till got holes already lar. so now he only has his green ball to play with and so yapp. he will keep finding the green ball even if it's lost. or whatsoever. haha this dog argh. yes and zong xian will come back soon at like after 6 days. yepp so let's countdown to go celebrate on his return :D yeahhh/ fyi i am so happy that the new year will start soon i wanna fly back and plunge into the secondary 2 syllabus which i have been motivated to keep reading up this holidays. and nothing i do ever seems to please you. cause hurtful words are what that we exchange. nevermind i was so random. and dog scratched me cause i stole his ball, owww. so maybe i'd talk about the project's i'd be doing 1.YONGDA & YIREN Entrupenuership 2.NICK Creative Arts 3.ELWIN & CO. Internet Website. and we have to quickly discuss these projects are so darn big and you all expect i can do it in beginning of term. oh wow. stressful though but i think i can take it. DESIGNING for elwin only so i think i'd be okay. Songs i have done up already so jsut choose and change get propposals contract and everythign nice with sugar and spice ahaha. and okok. already designs i have done up and decide on fabrics and whatsoever, a few people know what i would be doing. and blogskin designs are okay but I dunno whether they'll like it or nort. so maybe i'd submit it. i have done one more extra but i think it suck though but it's okay. Nevermind i'm in a deeliiimiia, mamamia! lol. i am trying to be random xD and my dog is so fat already lar. 4.7kg leh and it's just like 1 1/4 yrs old and it's like really LOL. and i love the movie THE GOLDEN COMPASS and that daniel craig act in the Jame Bond one ar, got the Moustache so ugly i was like it is him '-' then haha. i wanna catch it soon will maybe catch it like tomorrow if i can worr. otherwise it will be next week. cause sunday will be the concert rehearsal at 1:30 already so i will be like filled up wtih lsot of things for the whole day and i doubt the concert will even be nice. I dunno if you want a ticket if you see my message and "peng wo de chang" at $15 maybe still can buy on that day otherwise go to EDVOX and call for a Ticket if you want and if you need the website use google! haha. no use blackle! blackle.com saves watts when you are searching for stuff though. it is good and environmentally friendly haha. good creation, i like blackle as well. We were like when making crepes the last few day at home then my aunt, my sis and my mum was like in the kitchen talking lar then we were like cause my auntie was despo and so we were like '-' so maybe she should be like Last Christmas I gave you my heart, the very next day you gave it away it was so much nicer than the opera song she was singing in the kitchen my father was like who's screaming, && that's a scream not an opera show. so we were like humming out in low voices of the PHANTOM OF THE OPERA and so she was like scared scared lol. teasing her and making fun of her personality, one of the most jovial maid we have ever had, the other one was like ran away on the first day of my prelims but i scored well for prelims, i was like HECK CARE. that woman goes to the disco and shakes her head every night and when my mum goes out, she takes the pillow and sleeps on it every day without fail when we horn then she wake up then she run run run (cause she slept) then she fell down the floor we were like staring dunno what so do lar. I just took my doggies ball again anyway prelims was what got me my SHUJI BOO! PEEKA BOO! he very cute lar, sometimes looks like an old man and sometimes like an innocent little fella. I wished he was my didi. so cute and that it's so mischeiveous. he slept 1 hour in the afternoon beside me, and he woke me up later. cause he was like moving here and there cannot sit stll. and my maid today tried cooking our lovely pepper lunch and it succeeded just now we ate that. yepp and i love the korean show "feng da xi" about this person who has a heart problem but she still goes to work as a doctor and before she becomes a good doctor she has to put a mechinal Heart VALVE so she will be unable to work any further. another show is "lian ren" it is like a woman who falls in love iwth the gangster who has been with his girlfriend for 8 years and the girlfriend is the neighbour of this woman who likes the boyfriend eventually. It is enthralling watching them overcoming every obstacle that came their way. a cute show though. I like the shows and "fei tian xi shi" is about this fat fat woman who leaves her home cause her father forces her to marry a man, cause she is fat so no one wants her. She beliveed that her father was standing on her side that fat people can have the right to love but it was not the case so she goes to hongkong and belives that only the person who understand what she painted on the painting would be the only one for her. her first target was wrong and now she would find the 2nd target which is the correct one, her boss who always hated her. But This woman has changed his perspective of things and that she must remain optimistic watch how they develop their realtionship soon when they find out that they are the right ones for each other. so i am like giving a breif intro like promoting these drama serials instead of blogging about mystuff but i am like loving each moment when i watch these drama serials. my mum's making PRAWN CRACKERS that me and my sister loves a lot, rarely we get to eat them though. and my cousin younger one, works at TAKASHIMAYA'S PUMA, Edwin :D haha, two edwins can meet up. my cousin edwin is so 1 year older though. why i keep using "though" in my sentences today, nevermind, i have to check up myself to see got problem or not. lol, and the fact that i talk so much about my concert: i shall promote it at the bottom of the post! and wait for a while while i finish crapping 3 more lines to meet my requirements, haha i shall not piss you off though. I really have nothing to and shall find the LAst Christmas Song Lyrics for my maid cause she wants to sing on christmas day with my EPOH and get mabok (drunk) and haha! so tune in cause i'd be posting more this coming days ahead. I want to watch The SEEKER but it's too late. nevermind. I did not know the dark is rising title change to that, i hate it, why did i not check but nevermind! goodnight and i've gotta go shower now;

28Nov07;Day After CCKSS Band Xchange

2007-11-28T14:05:00.000+08:00

fine it was the CCKSS band excahnge day and yepps. I was not at all happy in the morning. lol, we were like predicting about the dark skinned ppl (not being racist here) but hey the conductor of the band was like those black people move to aside and let those white ppl move the chairs and what does this show, no race-respect no but it was just a joke. see their shirt - black and ours were white. i mean band tee not jsut the normal hci-guy tee. WAIT! we had sectionals with the clarineters before the whole thing and yepp i wasn't aplying well on my clarinet duue to those braces. kept squeaking though. so after which bufan, aikhwee, keng boon, tze han and I :D realise i am the only sec 1// went to coronation and ate seafood hor fun and you know what: KENG BOON was like ._. i wished they gave more prawns after the whole thing. And Aik Hwee and Tze Han were like couple-ing again and were like teasing about the oil content on Tze Han's Face and said about using those blue color pads for oil to make a facial mask shape for tze han to use and ain't that effective. He has really many holes red ones. So I was like laughing all the way and bu fan i thought after the whole incident was the best senior i have encountered yet till this point. and so liuzhen still forgotten my birthday gift and now is like bee-lated already. LOL. then he gave us each something he got from Hong Kong then it was like quite funny ._. haha. SO it was BAND exchange time and the band was supposed to play Best Of Green Day ( featuring When me up when september Ends, American Idiot and BOOLERRRBARF of broken dreams), Accidentally In Love and that thing you do by the wonders! and so it was fantabulous. they arrived and you know what the girls were like all so enthu and were like HI... through the doors and bufan of course blushed ah. lol. tried the bassoon before they even entered the doors and so there was tremendous applause before we started playing. And it was so-so performance. not at all fantabulous yepp. Then the CCKSS performed and you know the problem of our band was clear and definite. The bass of theirs were like so so powerful. ONE TUBA overpower the whole thign and can hear it in the midst. HEY! we have like over 5 tubas, none can produce such solid sounds/ the drummers were like putting their best effort to make a enthralling beat over the whole rooma nd along with the concept of the room, the whole thing was like OMG! so much better than ours, ours is just an oh-so-established name and what has it got to do with nice music, bass. And okay the clarinet sectional of both schools came after the break which had a problem with 1 of the food only- the satay it was so like rock. I was so unable to eat due to the inability to bite with the two front teeth and the alethics had took of their upper shirt and left with like a piece of cloth covering their bottom part and so our room for combined sectionals was just opposite. Heard they were massaging for each other. We were like pondering what the altheltics had been doing inside. Okay so the girls were like so head over toe over BUFAN and cause bufan was so open about talking to them :D haha. Not just saying to spit people and so we gave them a tour around the school with TEEZHUO leading the limelight but bufan was stealing part of the limelight at the back with the girls though. CCKSS was like a school so much greater just that their band had like 85-90% girls and ours are like all boys. so those in clarinet section were all girls as i knew it would be the case. haha all was well after which and so bufan was like excahnging contacts i mean on MSN lar. so bassoon was combined into the whole clarinet section. And the flute section was quite pathetic. derborne and hong seng dunno disappear till where ler. and you just swept me off my feet with the hardest breath you made. i'm waiting been waiting; languishing words are going to up into the skies with the rain that pours with might! and expectant cause i've been loving right back into love. yepp still remembered keng boon was like introing himself and said yepp to "my name is Keng BOon. YOu know Boon Keng MRT station./ ya, my name is just like tobale means opposite. lar turn around." then got one girl was like ya my name is __ and i play the clar, eh if you dun play clar why would you be here. soo funny lar. & my turn wow. i was like what can i intro '-' so i was like left it for my seniors to intro me. so haha. what do you expect. just say my name and that's all di dnot have to say what hobbies or otherwise would I go around saying oh! i create blogskins I am a blogskinner :D yeah and i love photoshop. LOL. it would be so diao lar. those who don't use will be like ._. what is a blogskin .// and so gotsome arguments at the blogskin side but hey i am back to update my blog more frequently. LOL I JSUT GOT SOMETHING TO DO WITH LOGIC AND i dun like the 3rd gen iPod Nano it is like so small and square i hope there's still stock for a 2nd or 1st gen Nano. I love nanos so much. i did not want shuffle or classic. SO i shall go for a shuji playing break first then i come back to type this up. yepp and now that i'm back i shall post some random stuff. you know i am :D i am like lamee. shall i have sushi for my dinner just one small one of that. No lar. did not buy sushi. and later friday have to go for outdoors again and sigh, i hate outdoors, i was burnt okay. LIKE what crab// and told bufan not to get burnt as well but he said "see me. how can i get burnt any further" yepp. and on that day tze han lar we took the bus back to school after eating at coronation then he forgotten to help us press stop at HCI bus stop. then you know what we were like giving him excuses that his hands were too oily that it slipped off the stop button again and again and that his legs were too slippery "full of oil" so he could not get to the stop button and haha. we all sec ones only then learn how to niao people already, too smart. outwitting seniors each year oh so i think my computer is always stuck at the blogger page. beats me why that is so. i'm like i can't post! grrrgggg. so dunno maybe i'd be using a dumb language/ hey i love my song that i just created english one though this time. FLY back into love- debut start & i'm planning to make another one pretty soon so stay tuned and did i tell you that elwin was like trying to ask us to do UNDERAGE sex as the project of THINKquest and we agreed, haha. i gave my vote LOL. NEXT YEAR "you de mang le" i mean like i will be like so busy. !-! i hope nick willl help me do the other project well. doing lovely research and have to do a report after that and have to merchandise stuff with proposals and lovely. i won't be able to cope along! well maybe can maybe not. i will surely see how we go about doing these stuff. though. i love times square though i have gone there like 2 years ago. haha amazing that i can still remember. i have to fill up this headlines with lies. lol/ i ahve done up some blogskins at my darkdegree account hough it is not much but please take a look at them haha. I think it would be so amazing. LOL. some people dun appreciate then nevermind some people say i ripper nevermind. let it pass just like the wind. so wad. some people are too full of (iT) not the IT in the brain but IT stands for EGO. yepp EGOISTIC. i can remember one person was like that lar, but dunno how he has changed. lol deonn liiim :D lol i can still remember that year man. so cute one deon and conan then they were like FULL of prasies for themselves we were like one side =.=" then ted was the person i remembered I followed with cause he was sitting beside me when we were like at the assembly so i was like dunno dunno "sha hu hu" walk then later sit beside who ar. I think i forget. Yi Ting or whatsoever lar then we started talking when she couldn't solve a mathematics problem. Then Miss Ong was like i did not know her name so when i heaRd the class greet was like Ms Chong. oh so I called her Ms Chong for the next 2 days then this lionel was playing a game of chinese thingy then was trying to "help" me so we became friendas after that then P5 ended. then Ted and was so good to me, i was following them then afterward then they let me join them such good friends. awwww. i can go back to P4 if i could i would be so willing mann. Sec 1 is a honeymoon preiod, sec2 is not as sweet , sec 3 will be hard, sec 4 will be tough. so jian chi dao di! zhi qiang bu xi! and lovely school grounds with a lovely environment to study in. OH WOW! no one would ever know how nice it is to be in HWA CHONG compared to the school grounds of RI. so come to hwa chong! almighty hwa chong! yepp; so i behold this mighty power left by the shores, I hope to succeed in the coming year and get a score better than this year's. we shall be more matured and have a independent thinking and not keep seeking for our identitiy. IDENTITY crisis.

31Oct07;Japan

2007-11-27T13:59:00.000+08:00

can't take it any furthermore. NO oNE's helping- i shall not say it explicitly but those i have called up knows. lol. just play a sad song now :D Let's jsut talk about my whole JAP trip. It heals all wounds that give feel. SO jsut about every other one in sec 1, left the school for holidays and embarked to different places. fine. i thought someone whole be meeting with me in JAPAN but in fact NONE. It was perfect; no signs of hatred yepp but i hated the person sitting beside us in the bus lar. haha. so as the date was on 011107; it was between autumn and winter FALL, just nice with perfect weather. i will UPDATE my blog more i promise. ok. just as talking about JAPAN, we specifically went to HOKKAIDO and had like whatever crap. although i had lived through many flights before, i still feel airsick yepp. so i was like ><>i ate toothpaste sorry i know i am random but i ate toothpaste resulting in stomach pain. it was not intentional. i like to blog but jsut did not have the time to.. I shall do some answering stuff to fill my blog when I was absent. Japan's meals were all provided keep eating and eating and eating. fat loh. but yepp I still kept my weight when i came back. We were weird wearing the KIMONO. hah. i've got better photos then award winning ones. :D haha. Day 1 in Jap- We walked out of the airport to the bus and had a 10 minutes drive to the hotel we were supposed to stay in. I was all so sick and feeling unwell- and then we had a 8/9PM dinner, wow we were so hungry yah. Everyone was so quiet in the first day, and we got to know the YAP family and their niece and wow. they spent quite a lot on their journey and their second time in this tour. and the niece was like talking about what. erm breast enlargements. This was due to the fact that she had apples left and could not finish them and wanted to bring abck to the hotel room and so the son of the yap suggested her putting at the chest and then she was like oh. i think i need ______ and we went into the lift later then after that we were like laughing, i mean my sis and I :) haha. so nevermind. I needed to breathe and afterwards in the hotel then sleep worhh. finished chapter of a day. Day 2- Went to Ainu Village then saw their traditional stuff and whatsoever and we were like buying Melon Kit Kats and Melon Pocky Sticks haha. so the Ainu Village was nice, they performed their religious dance to send away the bear's soul after they kill / hunt the bear and LATER I SAW THIS TRANSPARENT UMBRELLA AND remembered Zheng Jie's loved song of Rhihana's Umbrella. So i was like tryign to act stupid and thus went to get it and got a photo with it in my hands and with the background of a forest. haha. acted emo in one of my photos, my mum woudlld have been laughing when she sees the picture and we were already missing our dog so we checked our cameras for SHUJI's photos.lovely and cute ones. so we later went to this bear and wolf village and viewed them so cute. and so we were like ok doneded with the second day and had what hot springs hotel. Day 3 wE WENT SHOPPING and bought like over 30,000 YEN of esquisite glass/what shall i call it. but we also bought some scallops back as well. We loved it. IT is just so fresh. And IMAGINE. tomorrow would be more crab and scallops and whatsoevger BUT food was not a problem/ NOT SALTY and just tasted right and the rice was like so chewy could not spot but took more. so later we got back to the hotel. That day was more of a travelling day Day 4- carrased by the wind, we got to the top of the world no lar. We went to a mountain. got lovely pictures there and threw real snowballs at my sister and she was like screaming haha. i'm so bad as a brother haha. Visited many lakes later in the day got some nice pictures. and i remembered that me and my sis were like singing Xi Jie by JJLIN at there cause we were like BORED to death haha. yepps. Day 5- Visited Lake Akan and ate the lovely beef and live abalones, they were big and different way of cooking and was really lovely though. We ate a full lunch. and took a flight so naturally = unwell to TOKYO AND then had some shopping to do. we were like looking for the GREEN TEA KIT KAT and could not find it at the supermarket near the hotel and so we had some PEACH ICECREAM instead. then at the airport we were like OMG! found the kitkat but it was GREENTEA REDBEAN together and another one with PEACH flavour so we bought LOTS. only one shop had. we did not have much time to spend in TOKYO. so nevermind. LAst day we went home and :D SHUJI was fatter. I hope he stop growing when we go to HongKong otherwise I'm scared to leave him at home alone with my MAID to take care of him and that he grows fat again. OH NO! haha. I'll go up by a few KGs again after going to Hong Kong OMG! haha. did i tell any of you that I have put on Braces, cause i am fine it wasn't even pain but it was pain when the next day only I went to band and play the clarinet. But I hope i can get the tone I once had without Braces. If cannot then after 1 year and 3 months, You know what happens, a MOVIE of "DEJUN & CLARINET STRIKES BACK" haha. lol. I look weirdd with them as my sis says. BOOBOO! My sis was saying that her teacher at the what Hwa CHong ANd Standford thing last week and later next week is very handsome and famous and smart. so my maid arhh, she very flirt one so she was like OMG! and was like went *crazy*gila. she was like what shall i wear tomorrow, what make-up shall I put on.., then she started combing her hair. and we went laughing at her despo-ness. SO always talk about her boyfriend Basheer la, cannot take her. we had so much LOVELY good when we got back. we IMPORTED BIG AND JUICY MELONS and they were "4 li jue zhong" and was lovely and so much cheaper than in SG... cause only in JAP then can grow CHINA could never copy that, they claimed. bought my new year books and my mum was so fussy about me not having enough SCIENCE books have to what like buy O Levels Biology and Physics and Chemmistry. I going crazy I was better off in school then to stay at home. I always had to play piano and violin and clarinet and had to read books. YES. CANNOT PLAY COMPUTER what could have been *better* haha. My father is back with my sis who has gone to the Library to do some work for CIP hours and HAHA, have I told ANYONE i saw Miss Yap with her boyfriend at Plaza Singapura Last SUNDAY! haha. I came out fromt eh toilet that at the corner she almost bumped into me then she was like "hi" then I was like smile then walk off. haha. How rude though. i'm saying myself dun get the wrong idea if you are reading this Ms Yap! Bufan went to Japan on the same dates as me, but how pity we did not meet. He went out of tokyo when i went to tokyo aiyoh yoh. and lalalala. I have to fill up things haha, doubt I can post this message today but I am feelign to HIGH! and feel like spilling all the beans out but I HAVE to leave something for the next post so I can crap around like whatever. I have been getting taller, yeahh yeahh, and haha i love it. BUT in fact it is only ONE pathetic CM! and i am taller than my mum and sis ! yeahhh :D LOSERS. LOl not referring to my mom or sis. But haha. My family is short so i think this i sgoing to very near maximum height bah, but i still wanna grow. LOL. PULL myself. one end of me tie to the top of the room and the other half can stretch to the floor. My bones will break, haha i am OLD. lol, that is what who is. And was like yeahhh, japan, europe+ venice, london, paris, austrialia(perth), Bali, Malaysia, America, Korea, China+ Hongkong, spain, porturgal, forgotten where else but I know there is still many places I have went to. HAHA. But nevermind shall forward the next post about the BAND Exchange with CCKSS. I was like wad school is that guessing and like HEY! I think it is CHueng Cheng (Katong) Sec SChool. Then my sis say I think it is otherwise nothing else then it was like ._. oh. Choa Chu Kang Sec SChool Band. WoW. MY dog's sleeping and maybe I should too. I love my dog and everyone :D Thank YOu for reading. haha. Good Night!

YouZhiFuQian

2007-10-14T10:06:00.000+08:00

sorry guys, I have not been blogging since a really really long time after the exams i was playing, and you may ask what i had been playing haha. I did not really study for the final years but yepps, i scored really well, just up to my expectations :D I was so happy that. so my father says that he's gonna get me a MacBook if I want sooner or later, but I declined :) Save money for a rainy day people ._. yepps i have to change the layout of my blog sooner or later, but since I have photoshop I can do a layout my own :) see my blogskins at djrhapsody or/darkdegree. haha, took zikai's maple name, cause It was really nice though and fitting anything... so i was like composing songs like. Icecream in Summer (Chinese) which no one has heard before, that it is so much better due to immense inspirations. I want to disband the group for 2008 Projekt Day though. then last week was the HIC in the drama centre, and was like "humanities in celebration" how can you very well celebrate humanities and bring it up on stage i was like ><>< "invited" to the party for high clas people who used low-cut languages and the gay was acting so funnily with what "true feelings" for a guy that is married liao, i was like ._. If i was given a chance to rearrange the letters, i would put U and I together, but hey look at your keyboard, isnt U & I put together already... =.=" ok, so hearbeat masquerades are NEW poems I have made. and yes, i am glad it is all over now was one of our english composition to end with, and i screwed that up, but i got better int he other component, at lease i did not fail. i got 16 over 30 in the end, but i was like NVM:D I am just not into card type. so i was like diao-ing when i saw all my friends playing duel masters, yugi-oh cards and pokemon, and hey- still kids issit, play pokemon cards at least play the pokemon Nitendo DS not as "you4 zhi4 & fu1 qian3" haha, this is the tansc style of typing out han yu pin yin lor. anyway, jsut now we were saying about Maggi Mee, so i wonder about the Primary 4 chinese teacher whose hair is maggi mee :D and so irritating but hey, we have survived it. might as well call it an absolute achievement by me . It was an ordeal man. Sorry larr kiddos of 1C, the outing hor, no one assist me, i might as well die. sO I POSTED THE MESSAGE AND FORM up today with no one helping me at all. so anyway, i am like tryign to revive my dead blog :D sorry people if i was so bad to all of you and forgotten to leave a paragraph, sometimes ya know- blogspot just cuts off my message that i typed, so bad right... but nvm lor. i still resign to fate, maybe it was a paragraph destined not to be seen by people. so after telling Edwin about the U & I are on the keyboard and they are stuck together he like OHOH! and i was like diao diao. so nevermind, i missed band and i tell you that what myraid of colors, i tell you not nice at all, then only like 1 min plus short. so anyway, the song is gonna change real soon. but anyway, first i ahve to change blogskin first, that is orginal design by me. how i wish i can make one that suits my own taste. and realised i missed out one whole month in which i have not posted, so tune in, i will continue posting and i shall post like my japan photos, i feel so damned artistic and should photoshop then one day to make a blogskin as well. so as i said about after exams (post exam) period i felt so empty, nothignt o do then too sian but nevermind lor. i might as well tell you that day 23rd October was the before HIC day and i went for dental appointment the doctor said i could like no need to get my teeth out and also can put on braces. yepps. but my sister has problem with her jaw cause its moving out and ya, she needed to wait and do operation on the jaw to move the bottom jaw back, and before that maybe like 2 years or more than go for braces making. so anyway i hope itd be fine :D Do you hear the whisper of the moonlight, do you feel the heat on your back- will this light shine through our hearts and let us be able to fly over the ocean, the breathe in the waters. to make a whole new world that reaches high above. the angel world, we create, the angel bow i behold it, the doors of the seasons are making their way into my life. anyway, i love way back into love song have heard it like million ._. times, haha. not so serious but it is lovely though. haha. i hope i can create one. OH GOD noe is like 9.15 PM and i have not put my pizza into the oven, hey it is still in the fridge. nevermind-- anyway let me tell you that i was so angry at such ridiculous stuff nowadays and keep throwing tantrums, think i ate too much spicy stuff, spiced up too much of me, and haha. i would just crap around and say about how nice the test conditions were, the invigilators are like crazy, all were like scolding and scolding and yepps. scolding. jojosim is going to be head of ortus and not aphelion, he was such a good HOC. but too bad he betrayed us. i've got a photo and i named it purple shade and the other is called crepuscular . haha. such nice names. i wished i could show you them but not today though, i am tired, yes very tired and cause i am like mugging phillip pullman books and quickly finish his dark materials the second time, cuse it love the books lar, it is not my fault. and read finish the deadly or what deathly hallows, but nevermind. anyway, time's comign to a close i shall post this message tomorrow instead due to the time i have been given only to use the net. so buhbyes people and i shall be sleeping. learnt to sleep early and wake up early as well. :D it is really good for your health, and hmmm maybe i shall immigrate to Japan next time, but i'd have to learn their language... which is so god damn blurdy hard, but nevermind, i'd talk about it next time.. no time left... got ta shut off. living for me, you're not living, till you're living, iving for me. This is the potential breakup song, our album needs just one Oh Baby Please Please, tell me, This is the potential Makeup Song Please just admit you're wrong Which Will It be, Which will it be..... This is the POTENTIAL BREAKUP SONG, BY ALY&AJ. OH WHICH WILL IT BE! sorry short post today. gonna strike back soon. I can't let go.

19-09-07;Updated!

2007-09-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

This is so SADDISTIC! MUA HA HA. i am so happy that our class is first in the whole level for this term and our maths teacher says that we have the possibility of the whole class beign exempted for MATHEMATICS! WOOHOO; shao zhai arh. we always lost to 1B and Mrs Teo always scolds us the lousiest class but now we are first, this is so AMAZING! i was like dumbfounded with joy as this news struck onto our minds into that sleepy looking smiles we had on our face. I am glad i got some people covered for their ever HIGH MSG.like some with 5.57 MSG lor. but was really happy and now is as equally happy too; there's a burning rhapsody in my mind, that's being inspired. i shall follow the beat that is beating within- have to make it into a significant song with meaningful lyrics, Elwin and Zheng Jie say my lyrics all make sense and are all good. I hate extra adhesives, they stick onto you and cling on for the rest of your life; i won't be like him trying to action with the table tennis bat like using [TENNIS] style of playing, that was so gay and fancy carrying your own wallet and handphone stacked together in one of your hands walking around is such a girls thing to do and he does not relise, i feel sympathatic for him and haha. today Mrs Teo was very angry and thought that i was chasing derborne downstairs before entering the science laboratory then asked us to stand up. so i was like telling her i walked in with WeiKhong and Ray Yan and came before Derborne, how could i have played chasing with him. so i was like really innocent- haha so she had no choice lor, then let me sit down. so derborne was thinking sick about the experiment to blow out and blow in the tube thing, The only thing wrong was how he did it lar, and then finishing experiment, a "WHITE PRECIPITATE" was formed and wow, we were like so "astonished" ._. over the fact that the thing happened we were like sacarstic. Jericho is so like long larh, i am gonna change my song since the school server is back to normal and i am so happy that all the GRNAD FINALIST taht are 1st to 3rd are in our Aphelion Consortium but very sad for Lichan, when it is 25 October we would be staring to play then Sec 4 have to all stay int he classroom, may be not necessary the classroom larh, but anyway it is jsut to studying borning Higher Chiense--actualyl in this new syllabus with 3 Comprehension and like Cloze liddat, in what way can we study to bring up our level, now its all about understanding, getting the hang of plucking out and extracting answers. I can be so dead tomorrow, i have not filed all my History thigns give by Ms Rosalind, i told my mum to be prepared if she calls up and say that i never file. HAHA. so i am actually not even afraid of that at all. BTW- Ms Rosalind account password and everythign, even the iSpark knows it now, and now the History Teacher is tryign to punish the 1B pupils from hacking into her account, but HEY! she commended on 1A that she was glad no one hacked into her account, when they have hacked into it before. LOL-- saw two calebs today, i was like OMG! is my vision blurring... maybe it was- cause when i called CALEB FOO to the colorful he never respond, i shouted alright, then beside i saw another "CALEB" i did not know, i was clueless- >< i was like okay nevermind. so today ate with WEikHong and RayYan, ate something different from them so different plates or bowl to return then was fed up that Ray Yan turn right, then i dun eat the same thing as him, thus he never collect my plate along, it was his duty today lar. tomorrow is my duty, but i shall eat somethign different from them and i shall NOT return the plates for them EVIL laughter. my shuji is like so cute, yesterday wanted him to sleep with me as well, but then he was moving about like dunno wad. i was like quickly put him into the toilet downstairs. JAY CHOU has talents but he is living in a weird and eccentricw world of music, i dunno why his songs that he write are so nice despite them being mostly piano songs or violin or other songs as well. I was like so amazed that he could compose such nice songs with another artist lor. i was like dumbfounded as well when i just knew on monday that there is a test on science this friday and i am not prepared as i can be, i read till VOlume, density, rate, speed, appartus and whatsoever, left with CELLS, SMOKING, ELEMENTS and SOLVENT, SOLUTION AND SOLUTE thing, created 13 songs in half a year, and that is an achievement; well do you call it one at all/- this is so well purebliss--ed. I wish to pontang my lessons actually, i don't like the boring Maths Lessons, but the "EVER-SO-ENTHRALLING" antics of Mdm Tan, with the boring MID-TERM BREAK and "ANTICIPATION OF THE END OF THE PERIOD" of Miss Ngo's lesson. Miss Ngo never changes the way she planns her lessons, they are one word BLUNTLY USED to described [BORING/UNINTERATIVE] at least the maths is still okay, got some like compeitions and games we play with fun and laughter and what it may be in stall. But i have to tell Miss Ngo stop revising only, may be revising in another way would be better. haha, so dry one. lol-kaihong still talkign about maple with hong seng and derborne and wensiang when ms ngo is speaking in class. all of them flock to hong seng like dunno wad. haha. hongseng like to attitude after learning from kaihong these few days. there are 3 days 15-17 October after exam marking day. this is just LOVE. photoshop will be mine in a few days at 23 September! yeay, can create freaking many pictures i want and how emo i want will be done through the pictures [display picture]. TOmorrow got KKT lag lesson unless SNGALVIN comes to our class and teach us, i hope not really, this is so like ._. then we were like niaoing Isaac in every lesson with every blame put onto his shoulders, but is his fault really-- all share the same thought, he is doing nothgin for the class AT ALL. if i am not exempted for MATHS i will kill people, and that is for sure larh, if the teacher liddat i shall kill her, that Miss Tong B Y. oh well, shall continue revising science, i will be dead if i do not study all by the test on friday, which freaked me out very much--frightful. well, lets walk to the light of the world. I am so darn happy that HEY! I have got an A2 for my English Liteature. so much for arguing with so many relevant points and tryign so hard to remeber the pot of the novel. I am afraid that during the test is like 2hr 15 minutes 3 questions, 2 Questions (3 pages each question) in 40 minutes is already a burden for my hand. this is like oh WOW, how can i cope in the test like this. have been wondering and pondering. and me and elwin are trying to make another outing maybe in a chalet this time so it would be better and i think more people can stay overnight, and this would be so much better. Why not give it a shot. I am like quite tired now, so i think i hav eto quickly end my like POST. and qifan i am not talking about you in my Before April posts. Changing song to chinese - Our Summer. Lyrics and Tune By My Sister; Sung by JOlyn and Jason. Sit back to enjoy this music in your mind! And BABY, its going to be the best day of our lives. Remember that everyday brings us new hopes and new awakenings but if you do not believe in that, continue to live in the fears of yesterday, you will cease to gain your chance to prove others wrong. I shall do that, for whatever my strength with, to beat to win, to outstand, outrun, outshine in the crowd. I shall gain at least a 2.00 MSG! i believe i can, will you put the faith in yourself as well/- that is what you perceive of yourself, not about the way people look at you. LETS TACKLE THE CHALLENGES we might face, set the trends, give the inspirations, raise the hopes, rekindle the passion. ROck with the Music, go with the flow- and see yourself living in a place where you belong, without the worries, the failures, and be rocksteady-- be like the music; set the wings of your heart of music free from the cages of the stress that ties you down. This inspired by random factors beside me and some of my experience. and remember this in your heart, which is the most important. !& Live Beyond The Fears Of Yesterday. Bye bye people, i shall read my element topic now before my mum starts "teaching" me on chinese again. Bye to my world for today, the feelings that spill onto the letters of the keyboards forming these little words that evolves to a sentence and sentence by sentence, it evolves into the RANDOM posts i am typing now and that you are reading now :D will post on Friday after my science test, wish me LUCK!

18-09-07;Re-Blog

2007-09-18T20:21:00.000+08:00

Hearing Hairspray just on one of these fine days, these worrying dates are getting larger and larger, and the scope of the days remaining to the exams are getting smaller with each second gone. I hope to revive this blog and yes as well as update a new blog song soon ;D and i realised all this way that Without Love is the most loved song of mine. Just as it depicts love, without love- life is like the beat that you can't follow, I never wanna be... without love. This song with all its meanings revolved around the fact that HEY! without love, it's meaningless. and its like haha. been praised and scolded and INSULTED this whole summer, anyway- lifes the way it works. This summer, without any real breaks, jsut like Term 3 Week 11. And yesterday i was at the science laboratory, talking to derborne about the way things work- about how the ethanol vapour can catch fire, then Mrs Teo jsut scolded me for that, 3(CRY). That's alright but i was scolded another time for that fact that derborne was just to estimate 3/4 of the beaker of water and our lighter was malfunctioning lah, so very long then light the burner, derborne was staring at the beaker dun want to put onto the wire gauze. I was fed up with him, then i also got implicated, so got a DOUBLE SCOLDING. fine. but then now i have to collect $15 from everyone, i did not want to pressurise them, but ont he other hand, i am being presuuriesed by the bookshop auntie for the paying of report books, and our photocopy materilas as well; its for the class good. and everyone just keeps taking away the class notice i write on the whiteboard, very dissapppointed leh. then kaihong and hongseng and derborne getting against me. WHAT WRONG HAVE I DONE. let me slash my wrist and clood shall be the sacrifice for the mistakes i have accidentally done. I know you are saying that, HEY! dejun is arrogant, he is collecting money. and nicholas is just a irritating freak as claimed by them, i dun feel so, i feel sympathy for him- everyone dispises him, he is left alone. If you want to dispise him, be that way- but he needs a breather, everyone does have that need- don't insult him along with the fact that he is defenseless and is hurt, does not kniow how to express it, he jsut screams it out, never shows it in his face. You all are huting his dignity, pride, casting that all into the drain. This week was wrong, and the class is sounding wrong, getting more wrong by the days. What can we do when even the Class Chairman does nothing- i shall not talk bad about that person. But it is extra strong adhesive. Self-obssesed freak, hey i am not proud nor what, just that i am nervous and udner pressure and no onw knows about this- derborne stop talking bad about me, you want to be Treasurer next year- this is what you will get, from the class; no one understands. i am under pressure and no one sympthaises and even talks bad about me. FINE! i shall use the hard way since you all dun want to use the carrot method. +Interest also cannot work. No one understands maybe pingxi does. anyway, pingxi remebered people on the first day in his row was Zheng Jie, smart- jiang shen and jared, one so tall another so "nerd" liddat, and so derborne and me, cause our names began with DE so very easy rememerb and we are also like looking alike. Oh LOL, so many people were saying- like ELLIOT was asking: De Jun and Derborne, are you both brothers or wad. i just gave the ._. eyes cause i never say die. So my Projects Day '08 will be one with Elwin, Derborne, Zheng Jie, Weng Siang and Nick and the other is with Elwin for THINKQuest. Oh lol. I shall work hard to get both a A* next year and get 10 ACE for each other subject. Insults i have been through lots, but i was able to pull trhough for temporary kind of issues. Created lots of new songs, my blogskin, sorry no time to format the picture with the format i want yet. In wait and it will soon be out lah, after exams. PHEW. seems like little words with INFO. Yes! i ahve got my Piano Grade, passed at a 106 HAHA! I am so HAPPY! this blog address shall be changed soon, yes very very soon. LiChan and LiuZhen stop banding already, but i still see LiuZhen nowadays. HAHA. gave him somethign for his birthday, and sorry remebered wrong birthdate! i thought it was 17/9 all along, but it was 15/9. I was like laughing at my own ridiculous memory. HAHA. seems like i have not posted for a long time and my visitor rate is like PERTACTIC! pathethic haha. lol. I am so EMOing now, i have been mugging, i have mugged, i am mugging, i shall be going to mug, i will mug and must do well-better in the exams than ISAAC and derborne and maybe- JAMES, i have been competining with him in results in Term 2! then we were like NEH-NI-NEH-NI-POO-POO when wither won in terms of marks. haha./ lol, gave a pig to liuzhen? i did not know it was a pig- random packing. I had two people to give to, lol. HEY! you random guy from random island-~~son~~daughterofabiatch; aren't you a blonde yourself ask yourself. I hope with the fragility of life- abhors will crush it; i wish to see the four feet long cot for you and your body to lie within, with your eyes close and your mouth wide. how i ever wish you to have a chapter of sucidal rhapsody. INTELLECTUAL- seemingly that you do know how to use this word, means you are above Sec 1 standard, and the person who writes such things must be from BAND and has added LIUZHEN on MSN. This person search can be narrowed down into HCIMB Sec 2-3 of 2007; Don't think you can run away or just a sorry will just do good, listen hear and watch out for the cars on the roads, the water with its menacing teeth awaiting to eat you up within the calm waters, beware of your chair you are sitting, they may be a stab beneath, beware of the magic looming over your heads, beware of the colour of your food there may be poison, beware of your fishball you might choke to death, beware of a fall, you might fall into the abyss, beware of the ghost that comes to hunt you in the night with frights and beware of a SUMO wrestler on the prounce in the jungle, beware of the cliff, there might be a force pushing you down above. Beware of these when you try to do these in his sight, his view and his hearing, for you might not know whats beanth it all. If you don't know what that means to be a christian, cut off your head be a ghost. I am not so evil but you have done many times, you used "SHAO" and narrows me down to those i know. Watch out when you are cooking, the oil may splatter over your face-smear them over with 120 degrees and force you down to your knees to cry for help, watch out, you shall be doomed in fire, no amount of water can help. When you are kissing someone- watch out, yout tongue might just be bitten. OH WELL! this is what you deserve// lets not care about the slut, and lets continue talking about holidays last term, was nice and well planned but i was like PLEASE; i want to slack, but had to start the motor ready to go for this term and the test ahead...Friday is Mrs Teo's TEST! I am afraid, TUESDAY is Mdm Tan's Test. and since last term when Ms Rosalind came in for history lessons i continously flunked to reach her stnadards of answering, they are making me mad, for all i know i shall pass in history with B3 and above this term, i am trying my best. and hope you slut score D7! Well, this time updating this blog with all these rants taking up so much space, i feel that HEY! i can write more about the holidays next time and my plans for this term. ANYWAY i have OVERMAXED all my aces only left with Infocomm Studies with 2 ACE Left! HAHA! i am so over thy moon! I have to go, will catch up with you all soon! Nevermind, me need to write some song lyrics befroe i go out for dinner, my cousin jsut came back from her KAMPONG life in Los Angeles have to hear what she has to say since she has married the ANG MOH last year and migrated there. HAHA. LOL, tryign to fill up some spaces left for my required standard and i will curse that person man, if he posts anythign tommorow. or any other days on my blog- this has been the most irritatable thign on earth. Yongda, will help you find a song for oyur blog, but first i have to get my blog active again SERIOUSLY as what l'amour collection which we know its NICK the fashionata of the class. He cares too much about BRANDS. lol, was that a compliment or a scolding; will get a new song and get a new blogskin real soon after 12 October. My Project Day 08 shall be done on that day as well, we shall start early-- i leave you with a question, should you start early planning and working on your Projects Day 2008 as well/- loves.

09Aug07;HEYHEYYOUYOUndp

2007-08-09T21:26:00.001+08:00

Painted the Moonlight, The Sky seemed to shimmer without light- The strips of fairytale come into the scene, the sequence of events eradicates my heart, languishing into the world that we share only together. Do you hear my scream of wishes, my last chance i had been finding and fighting for alone in this forest or love, pieces of me. I hear your voice echoing throughout the darkness, but your wish does not seem to come through, been thru all an all, i have you in my mind- can you run away fromt eh world, run away and never look back, cast all your trouble away into the air. and hey- have you watch Harry Potter and the Order Of the Phoenix, and i think this time, it is so much better and well explained than the Goblert Of Fire. It's about quality not quantity, about the resultant movie, not the movie you offfer that counts, i am saying this to intentionally spite the director of the movie or the Goblert Of fire. and NO, my nose bled has been continous for these few past days, casue my body is heaty. today was like a day planned out by myself- 10 Am wake up to practice my piano for the upcoming piano exam and later Violin and my sister's friends arrived to pack the Cds and i did not help this time, i helped last week, was helping to make the HTML for their order form, but could not find the right source file to post without using OutLook Express. Why can't i find the codes GWRAARR! anyway, huishan- that blogskin is my hated blogskin submitted, and why are you using that, shouldn't you use somethign better. anyway, my blogskin fans, my newest blogskin BAND'07 is going to be out, real soon, but not yet, i like it a lot, can ask all my BAND seniros or friends to use it as well! or even might ask someone who was from abnd before, but has quit or any one who is in ANY BAND! and so played Maplestory for a while today. really a while. derborneii had an account [XiaoPota] and it was jsut lvl 15 when i converstaion with him, and so my MagicDegree is lvl 28 60% only, i hate this slow proccess larhhs, i want everythign to be fast, fast and fast, but it cannot goet faste, faster and faster, it gets slow- did one Pq qith ZHENGJIE and he looked so cute with his first time PQing, he has been okay, jsut that his computer was os lagging larhhs, very laggy. I got a Gold EAring and 5 Exilirs. i wanted somethig better. Better than ever. Derborneii is now lvl 15 and i did nto knwo derborneii could already fight with pigs, normal pigs for 1 hit KO with Lucky se7en, but 2 hits with LuckySe7en for RedRibboned Pig lol. and downloaded a few fonts over the weekend and those seemingly nice! and hey- i hope i can get a better MSg this term, but getting C5 is already making me hopless to get a 2.3 plus. and now XiaoPota is lvl16 and just when derborneii went to see XiaoPota that time arghs- derbornei =me had to log out cause my parents were back already, i heard the BOH-POH [horn] of the car. Anyways, i have to get the codes fromt eh help of Mr Sng later, now is already late and shall not impose on him, he may be with his girlfriend or wife. and you are the music runnieth beneath my soul. i am composing the chiense song that i was nto satisfied with again to make a better tune and i was doing my homework [maths] by my tuition teacher and i was like HUH! THE HELL! how to do, expecting a secondary one to dind out allt he weird stuff and theory of the Sphere and Cone! this si a joke man, so laugh HAHAHA. lol. i needa sleep first i have to go fro piano tomorrow, shall continue writing on this for tomorrow's blog hiomework and here goes 10 minutes of tomorrow, gone, squish spalt and forgotten-lost! so nevermind, i shall stop writing for today ehre, shave to attend piano lesson tomorrow. Bye./eh hello, i am back to talk about yesterday and will type anotehr blog post later. I am so stressed up larhhs- time cnostrains. RAWWAR. or should it even be ROAR.o.0 i forgotten to say bout teh military band thing happende on wednesday teezhuo suddenly beside me and i went into amoing the flute section so COU larhhs, liuzhen dunno why keep changing the places of people at hte last minute so yuck yuck. and the uniform seemed so braggy larhhs. RED larhhs is so cool but the problem was ont hatv day hadto wake up at 5:20 in the morning, but i was awoken up at 3;50 by my phone larhhs, so weird. and after which was like went to school then the car in front of ours was like HEY; LICHAN!@ then ran haah. so after which then proceed to salt center and i was wearing the balck socs the whole day xx= how embarrasing. LOL. so i was like haha, laughing at myself at my foolishness/ so the gloves, white gloves, cause we were clarinetist. we had to cut out holes for 8 out of 10 of our fingers off the gloves for use to touch onto the keys of the clarinet. and my burret feather kept drooping like mad larhhs. i am so angry about it, my feather i had sucked. a lot, shall ask my maid to help the sdying feather, and heng ;larhhs, i got my shoes in time on Tuesday by JiaSheng... otherwise i would have bneen chopped itno minced meat yesterda and cannot even type yesterday's post mann. so today is jsut a nice breezy warwmy day and anyway, visit http://topoftheworld.tk to preview" the songs online and hey thety are nice larhhs, will find tie to upload to this blog, cause i really love this songs lots; and yeay. we have to help cut the Cd Lyric ooklet thign this weekend, i meamn last weekend i did that, so explaingin why i couln't post even after 7/8 of my exams are done of witha dn will soon try to revive th blog here and my class blog incase some people comes RINGING on my MSN and HEYEHEYYOUYOU me.

and be that way; my new blogskin will soon come out, wiat for a while, be patient, and remeber its gonna be better than the freak of your life ;D BAND PEEPS will love it. and now i am going to do my workk and under so much stress and trygint o sipp some COca-Cola cause i am about going to die without somethign cool and refreshing to rejuvinate my soul and hey, maybe my bllog readers dont read my blog anymore. HAHA. Liuzhen doesn't come here any more ever since i have not updated anymore for so long, like a decade, come on. Plodding myself to work on such stuff isn't developing me to my best abilities, i want to create blgoskisn, desgis my fonts and do somethign better like CHARITY. qand the real propoganda isn't about comign hereto type crap and yea i have ot go really soon and have to at least fufil my requirements. and my violin exam and piano exam is son soon, having the need to play more than 4 hours of music put itno it, including clarinet as well larhhs, STRESSED UP PILE OF STUFF TO DO and i hope i dun fail my history, god damned save me, did i repeat myself liek i did about the new blgoskin, did i> OH WELL.i have ot need to quivckly catch up on reading on current affairs and pick up some good english sentence structure, how i wish that would happena and i woudl simply get a better grade than a B4, but i would expeect a suckier grade than B4 this term, my compo was not well written HAIIYS, Zhengjie wrote about i was too shocked for words and ran out of the house, with the plot that he had a girlfriend, but was bweing betrayed then later saw the girlfriend in bed with another man, then very shoceked, ran out of the house without words. i really have ntohign to write about actually and yea, during this period, Ryuto was testing out the Mentos and Coke ability to combo in his stomach so in the end, he jsut need to have coeke and mentos every recess or lunch just to bloat himself up with DANGEROUR ACTS and need not spend so much money, acutlaly its more money to eat like this. and yes, jsutin i will go to yuourb lgo to experience you old blogskin that you are usign again, lol. haha. i shall tell that MR Sng is still nto online and he can't help me with the online form thing but i think he can help mke by tomorrow. i shall thank him or ahha. i hav eto finish this typing shit craze and get on with life after which. and after this i have to go to class blog to crap up some mesage to revive it like i not bothering it for the last days. since Term 2 i haven't gone to the blog to update, i keept mplaing and now thati have the time now, with some constrains in fact i still can type a little. so i will try my best and type to my fullest ptential, strectch the rubber band onthe two sides till if break, burn a cnadle on its two sides, the flame subsides. i shall end off with my last remark, SHUJI KAWAII NE. he is shoo shuupper shuppa cute, and so , i shall end of with my speech HAHA. BYES. give the eorld a look around you. MAKE IT FEEL THE HAPPINESS OF EVERY MOMENTS INTEH CHANLLENMGES YOU FACE

8thAug07; EVE!

2007-08-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

i told myself, i have not posted for a fortnight and i have to- need to post for at least one time and this time, i think its gonna be a long one, firstly explaining the abscnece of myself for 2 whole weeks, one word should do the job. BUSY or EXAMS can say everything about it. i was like so pissed off yesterday PTG when i heard from mrs Teo i got a C5 for my Science but then, she warned my mum to tell me that i cannot go down any further shows a caring facade of her as a teacher in charge. This signifies the importance of why we shuld have such a teacher for our Lower Secondary Science, true as it seems- she may be fierce, but hey: she cares about us, by scolding us, she does not want to think her as a person whihc can be trifled with. and so our last test-liteaure, whihc was from yesterday 1:10 strechign all the way to !:50 thuus eating up our lunch time and so bryan , derborneii and i could not go to KAP. so we jsut had it at poolside restuarant. and so before the Liteature Exams, yibin was scared Ms Ngo set the paper till very hard, so he said: ms Ngo if you set the paper hard, i am gonna screw you. we were like OMG ABOUT IT LARHHS. we were like A-T-O-N-I-S-H-E-D, if you dunno how to spell this easy word. and that's a nickname of yibin, fishy smelly rotten and chewy [~~FISHCAKE~~] bleach! EMO, screw-weed and guess who i was talking about yes [QIFAN] to be right [chickenrice]. and so i was like seeing his hand then on his wrist there was somethign like a red ink and it went like detach forms kinda dotted lines and drew there a scissors and "PLEASE CUT HERE" and i was like ._. lame porkk. one word-emotional aka emo. and so i was like ok. today ushered for PTG Aphelion and was like Pro-Eders taking our food away larhhs and now Mr Sim is watching over us precariously. and not that my blog is dead, i jsut did not even have the time that i spent on studying to affect or sepnd on my blog post and now, i ahve to have caution with words as i type here. or maybe not. and a charity homecoming even t coming to hwachong! NYGH bedouin group [my sister's group] complied their Cd and is now ready for SALE at just $15, helping others and getting to listen to MUSIC. isn't it worth every penny of yours... so i was wondering of somethign so farneii larhhs. today i was in school then i was trying ot make out my song tune then nick was like he is an english music lover so he did not know how to appreciate then he took my paper away then read the lyrics then he was like should be a nice song, then what is the tune... i was like gave him those eyes. =.=" and tehre is somethign happy today ;D was praised my Ms Ngo about the Liteatuer ACE it was that scrapbook done by me &derborneii which i think ratio of workload ME:DERBORNE is significantly 95:5 , and hong seng doing a little can even help you get ACE for liteature, what makes you so sure you dun wanna completet getting A1 for ACE. it can pull up 3 grades, misseur. and HEY! teezhuo's birthday is coming so soon, shoudl i buy somethin for him or should i nort, he has been ignoring me these few days, and yet i am still puzzled over ti adn the scale ZhengXiang played, yes, i have mastered it when i got home, took me just 15 minutes, including set up and blowing and colsing case time and its like so YEAYY-ily. and so the class blog is dead and i haveto rebuild from screath of the posts again which i am now so sad about larhhs. and after getting my results of my sabbaticals, i have got into Science Eureka and Derborneii has not even got one. so sad for him. Awwwws. Hush, baby dun cry, i give you tissue. and yes, i made a poem for Ryuto and cause he really made me hate him to the core or bones or abyss, whatsoever. In Disdain, he'll smear your name. Upon hapiness, the dampened sadness, Betray-Argue, You ever do that, He'll "taupok" you. Call You Names, ten times worse. Insulting parents is his forte, he'll roar, he'll jibe-he'll see others lower than him. In terms of Rank, Power and Strength. Influence-Talk About the Obscence, no matter what; he'll never stop, and nearing him ---I FEARi Shiver within, quaver in fear, and here i shout inside. PLEASE CHANGE MY SEAT- i need the necessary change! bestaluk. and HEYEHEYYOUYOU. i've got my A1 for geog, A1 for MATHS but C5 for Science, but that's okay and alright- i'll still be able to secure a 2-3.0 MSG range! Believe in yourself, and perserve on DEJUN!

and yah today the band practice was without mr lim and that was good for sure, but mr leng was as lame as boring as depressing as ever, dampening our spirits with those practisese, but at least i found out that i have nto done my homework well nor practicised my scales well, thus listening to him is right and this made me find out my mistake that i have to build fromthe basics, and now i am tryign tolaya better foundationand thius i dfound a strong competitor 2 of them to be precise. Hey, but i'll still do my best, give the best [GUN]shot! haha ;D Next Monday is my piano exam, liuzhen take note or teezhuo, anyone take note! ALRIGHTS! thanks inform person in charge for me, i will be so grateful to you- if you tel me you did it for me. and my nose's leaking appartus is working again; red chemical, and thus because of he rise in plasma- e volume decreases [Isaac NgwZton] ahha. REMIX of name[s]. JOSEPH[-INE] flotist. but my heart melts when i see the flute, i can finally blow the flute, i couldn't the last round. FLUTE, so light and elegant looking-silverly shining with a sharp piercing sear-shattering sound. but nvm, resign to fate bahh. can i remix clarinet and flute x-flurinetist-x so nice name arghhs. and i am so bothered by teh fact that even HCI guys are so gay like derborneii. Derborne wanted to insult me and said the SKII user and i waslike BSH! no nvm, say i wear stocking, i also NVM '-'

23July07; HALFday

2007-07-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY boring, i was like playing and then needed to reviseee X= then there's nothing better than playing my clarinet like i normally love to. lol, tried to play one small part of pirates of carribbean and seems like so that liuzhen isn't coming ot my blog already. LOL. i thin so just that wow, okayys so chatted with edwin yesterday/ and gave TEEZHUO the blogskin that created on sunday and that he kept thanking me today lol. so it is not as nice larhhs but you can have a preview at it in his blog @ daggeredapple. whew. just finished mugging maths for tomorrow's test. hopefully i can pass at least. seems to be quite an easy topic. see first. then i also found out a few bloggies that have their URLs changed and found out some seniors, like Jeremy Ng-Track&Field derh and so today half day at sch cause the school had 50 over championships for this half a year. lols, i really darn sianx. cannot play maple! cause my mum found out and my father came back yesterday caught me playing. LOL so i was talking about BANNND so today was drizzling okayys that jospeh went out of clas to see the crowd after the BAND was dispersed and it was a commotion that the pupils were getting to the field so he was so darn jin zhang and then BUSH he claled liuzhen make a call and wah some more ask me to talk to him later LOL. this i so lolling, then everyone in my class in band one, were like LOL. bryan and derborne like walao eh. yea so now's like no inspirations to write anythign cause firstly not in the mood to and cause i wanns havea break and get away from all these and fly and run; away !never looking back. and so due to my carelessness i scared derborneii and myself just now at SMB message by LOKELF. [Sec 1 AND 2] expect 1A, B, C, 2A, B, C and whatsoever classes go for exam and i really never see EXCEPT this word i was like =.=" DIAOed then today Mr Hon was like reporting about hte championships we accalimed then after that from SO DARN FORMAL to SO INFORMAL, ending off with i think everyone is tired and so we need a break, let's Go Home Now. then i was like WTH. liddat end, so i ran with kaihong and isaac somemmore got date with kaihong at what Ang Mo Kio HUB MUAHAHHA, the evilest thing to say is the gay relationship that isaac created for himself that i am know still very unhappy with te current sitting arrangement and i brought my chinese HWK yuo know and done already i was like BUSH! after i came home then see. MAPLE DERBORNEII is unlucky 13 this time with kumbi and wolbi, and the dunno what thing larhs. wooden thing. and left with onyl icicles and ibii are not there, lol, derborneii soooo rich already. and now got caught by my house DM-My Mum that i am typing this, the HELL larhhs and have to rush off to study science and examine the science assement books and the answers. and have to at least study for 3 hours today so i am like 1 hr 30mins only larhhs, so i am darn pissed off and got forced to play an hour of piano today and so due ot my upcoming piano exam i never attend the BAND OUTING at all today which they wanted to go to MARINA SQUARE and bowling, that was lame larhhs so i really did not go but i really did not have time, i don't bowl already. and VEGETABLE CRACKER ROCK my WORLD, they are so nice ahhasxD munching on them while i multitask and thhe fac that i am not typing and seeing the screen instead, i am reading, this is call the ZHAI!ness of me. MUAHAHA. anad that TEEZHUo's librepomme blog will start on Thursday which is on my birthday i feel so :D about it. i am getting so HELUIMinised, i am flying, i'm just going crazy. i think my blogskin hiatus will have to be extended, i relaly have like simply NO TIME. just now jeremy keep saying F*** in MSN lol. he somemore a AOS lehh of the EVENTS organised, i dunno whihc event lol. kaykay, i got to go for now and will type another paragraph later when i come back finished with the 3hour deadline. lol, so it's time to pause at ITUNES and yea, edwin was asking me fro the NYCB fate of the god which was having lots KBs then was so slow transfer rate, i mean like about 4 minutes liddat. so time to pause...

MOVING ON, i am so sorry filling up the first paragraph which is so short with all these crapped up messages and LOL. Liuzhen senior yesterdy was like OMG! i suddenly realised that yuor name is so cool DJDJ. then i was like /-lmao. cause i knew it long ago, but seriously no one every said this out like he did. DJs are the coolest radio beings in the music environment, they jus tlike play the songs for you like Ryan Seacrest and like Kelly Clarkson, she hosted American Top Hits Last Week. Speaking of Sunday, after violin lessons which all my songs passed except for my OH DEAR ME scales, bought my favourite BUBBLETEA. yea bubbletea. cause it rawks my world. Hearing Fate Of The Gods By NYCB SYF 2003. but hey i can't help to say but this is so effing larhhs, i finished studying for 3hours then later my mum still wanna teach me chinese, ARGGHHS! save me from this idiotic stree-maniac filled day. i hate it LOTS- i wanna play my clarinet larhhs. nad case today i came hoem so tired and slept for A FULL DARN hour. so i was angry at myself. STUDY, REVISE, DO WORK. is student's life revolving around all these on those mundane days like mine today /- lols i hate this. %can you fathom what i am feeling now, my back hurts, and spine pricks, my neck cracked. and cause i can't wait for tomorrow and ther's abdn rpactice and sit through the boring lessons like Miss Ngo's tomorrow 2 period, i will be like so sianx By Then. And the GEOG lessons and have to copy all the notes LOO-SEN this stressed week please, i hate test weeks and test to fall on my birthday. i dunnno whther senior remember my birthday like i remember theirs, shhhh. keep this is secret. :D TO GET GOOD GRADES is my wish- dun say it out, it'd not turn out true, LOL, i typed it out. LOL sush. i dunno what i am doing larhhs i so bo liao today and like very stuffy kinda feeling today.. i dunno why. I feel so stuffed up THIS IS EFFED up, kays. i can't play, and i only can type this message and express my thoughts. XP i feel that soon sec 3 that time, i WILL definitely be unable to cope with the stress lar. they say its stressful and sec 1 and 2 are kinda honeymoon feeling. i wonder if that is really true, it maybe,or not, haven't interview my seniros yet, that they will be gladly telling me of their stress and their stress management but i think darn stress, LiChan so definite that he fail test like in BIO lol.So CHEEM stuff ._. i dun understand. and yuzhen// i am not CHEEMING, this is the crystal gag way. LIONEL senior ;D LOL. thanks. =D and then TeeZhuo keep appearing offline one lor, why huh> alot of people will MSN him mehh that he dun have the time to do anything apart from replying MSN peeps. So having talked about all these will HCI life be fun, as Mr Hon and them says so, and so today yibin cause he was seating at the doorway there and at 8-40AM then he saw JCs all dashing out of school already then he was like AAAAHHH, complaining ot me and Ms Ngo then i was like the 6J eyes and face of =.=" LAME i exclaimed but it was lame kayys, so adjee [adjitated] lols. i have to type really fast and get to studying chinese already that lameest subject and hateful scorning subject that will once in debates CHINESE VS ENGLISH, of course, ENGLISh ZHAI ZHAI win one. lol. so speaking of Science there was a day when derborne wrote sth ont eh table like EFF then draw middle finger on the table okkays, i mean in science lab then is layered with glass right, so derborneii use his correction ink to draw and later Mrs TEo walking near, he use his ruler, scratch away everythign in time larhhs, so ZHAI! lol. and the ATTITUDE GROUP today still attituded. and zhonghui today i think got scolded but i knew he was innocent got one bunch of guys jump over the seats and say that the reason is that ZHONGHUI, the TUBA sec1 and one more person refused to budge. WALAO KAOBEI, if zhong hui scolded, i will kill you, and scold and holler and blast my clarinet into your ear and hopefully i will screech it for you to hear. That erpson is a damned FREAKASS one larhhs. he darn bloody irritating one, form iSpark one what of course. It's a NERD, he is the NERD... i think he is JOEL from NYPS, an irritance and a idiotic gnat. yea then YIBIN was playing with the chair during assembly then Mr Hon looked at him so furiously then ask him about his opinon just now cause he said he was very [active] then yibin crapped around larhhs then goals, achieving one's goal and what CONTENT IS different from HAPPINESS/ i was like lol, then explain then he never explain i was like diaoing at him and someone talked about the EMO issue and related to stress whatsoever. PRESSURE and what public thoughts larhhs then the whole assembly was crapped around like >.<" then so it ended and school ended soon after... we were yeay and RAN out of the school premises, i was one of the first ahhasXD/ okkayys, i got to go now; BUHBYES peeps and my world!

21July2007; TEST!SEAT!

2007-07-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

this is so infurating... That TANSC changed our seating arrangement and that she is not fair to people- firstly she seerated me from derborne and now derborne can still stick with bryan and pingxi and hongseng while me, i sat at the corner of the class alone, it seemed as thou i wanted to cry i sulked okay, i was bottling up all my emotions inside and james ryuto jiehui, nick could still sit together. i am writing a proposal to request for another change of seats, i won't care if i am being scolded, this is for the good of our class. i have sent the mail after inspection by Mr Lim Zheng Jie, i am so dead if she really scolds the class, but it'd be a happy thing if she approves of the CMC to take charge instead. so after the change of seats, i was so angry that i really did not eat anything for lunch and played my clarinet in the class and blasted it, forgetting the other classes are having lessons, and derborneii blasted his. then eh.. the other classes gone also. LOL. And Bryan so bullied me after yesterday which i was so damned pisssed off and casue he called me EMO and due to the loneliness of the seating position i blurted out everything, fine, it was EVERYTHING, so i cried and yes, i did. I was pissed off, alrights? I was really very sad, cause bryan can stil stick with his friends, and not even moving an inch. I cried till my muscus came out ): ahhasxD< lets just get back to another happy event. THE CLARINET! i am so loving it already larhhs and the malaysian scolars are now appearing out of the blue and qifan just also jump into from horn. LOL '-' and my clarinet reed yiyi haven't give me yet larhhs, and THANK YOU liuzhen senior :D i wil continue working hard ot improve on my clarinet, and make sure i can get into 1st clarinet and play the melody =D and teezhuo, ROFL! the apple is undaggered, apples are meant to be dead aren't they. and now becoming Libre Pomme, FREE APPLE. yes will relink soon.AND i finally go the score form LiCHan, i am so darn happy =D i can play the music at home my own, yesterday i really wished to blow my clarinet LOL. i was so wanting ot play it larhhs, but no time at all, reached home at 11PM lel. NYCB CONCERT then i was like after INTERMISSION, then i saw guess who- YIYI, LIONEL, EDWIN and the uniform MAJOR. what should i call him. lol. THEN I SAW DERBORNEII and later i saw someone- girl larhhs derrhh [NEHZUY] and with i thin should be yewjeen...or otherwise in short, her boyfriend. LOL '-' i just love those songs, esp THE EIGHTIES! and my sister is so ZHAI! she play the bassoon in the main band then can hear it nice and clear in what her called small solos and somemore, beside the DRUM MAJOR, she was so ZHAI to play inside the ALUMNI band larhhs, her MATHS teacher, i mean GUY was guest player than at the solo part, he never play properly, that my sister was saying that she ran over to the organ to play 8 bars for POTC, darn nice soundd! then at the clarinet solo, was darn nice, next time, i wanna play it as nice =D anyway FYI derborneii's sister was the drummer on the floor one. But the ZHAIer one is another- not to offend an EMO derborneii, so derborne also call people name larhhs but HE ATTITUDE and speaking of that: THE ATTITUDE GROUP new, realeased and debut and just started only! which includes our EMO TEENS like derborne, kaihong, hongseng, james, and shengyang- they have been inside without their personal permission =D they are like so attitude larh. push chairs here and there, kick them around like football, push tables and you know the FAN CHOY right, in school sell one, the hell larhhs, he ate at SHENGYANG table and OOOPS and threw the rice "ACCIDENTALLY" intentionally on his table leh. then derborne was laughing like SIAOX lol, then i also =D so i created a charater in MAPLE bootes at derborne's huse alright then i roll dice 4 times, then WAHH- STR 4 DEX 9 INT 4 LUK 8 was like a perfect theif larhhs =D so i named it derborneii now level 11 =D so noob yeayyyy. so was happy that now derborneii has 20k that i begged for =D so he could buy he equips and all those crap. and all those maplers were ver good so me and hongseng we went to hack people's account larhhs =D and got like a lot of money and some fame to ourselves. MUAHAHA, we were so evil.

So CHEERING yesterday for GYMNASIUM compeition, and so casue we were not allowed to cheer or whatsoever, we slacked, and played our handphone games and so JIEHUI, me, WEIKHONG, RAYYAN played ZA! then we were playing distracting ZA! was like lol i was like i think we shoudl go back that time, relax and get some food to eat like ZA! JI [fried chicken] and ahhhasxD and we were like, it's me turn to ZA! you. so if the word ZA! was said, it could jus kill without you reliasing it at aall. SO it was overally the compeition LAME AND BORING! so we missed 2 periods of Mrs Teo. so our test upcoming next week is like BOMBARDDD! ARRRRGHHS! hellp. like on my birthday is C++ test and Enlgish Narrative on WednesdaY AND FRIDAY got chinese and SCIENCE test, i hate it alrhhs, revised already but i dun think it helped me at all. so yesterday when after the gym compeition ended, and of course we OWNED the game, and the gym compeitors looked like boa lu liddat LOL. they were like the singlet can see thru.. and so kaihong, hongseng, and me alogn with Edwin Senior i think we rushed out of the GYM at BISHAN and ran and guess at the rize presentaiotn i heard whose name: LEE SHU XIAN RGS, i was like LOL//. i am so going at random , her add in one info, then here remember agian then i add in again LOL '-' so brought back my instrument home yesterday and today practicsed alittle and now i still have to revise ARGGHS quickly, i want to have isomnia i dun wanna sleep i need to study- my medicine to wake it up, maybe coffee will do, or tea, tea doesn't work on me apparently, i drink half a pot of tea, english tea, okayy and i still slept so well and woke up fine the next day, is that magical or my body does not work together with the tea. and lol, after practising my clarinet, my right thumb hurt lots and its vibrating endlessly, i think i'll have to stop typing soon, before my thumb get any worse off, so i'l finish it up with some crap under here. so today was like did hte scrpt for Let Music Be the FOod of love, and of course to this, ahhasxD i rocked at... and so i EMAILED keek@hc.edu.sg and here i am still looking so relax and not scared of my actions that i have done. that tone 0f mine that i wrote about Mrs Tan Siu Ching. i think my head will soon be rolling down the ground if she [keek] finds out the creator of the message was me, casue i sent out using hci1c2007@gmail ARRGHHHS, should not have wrote that, but since so, crap shuold never be scraped off. ahhasxD, cause its a fact, its just crap. so i am so darn tired alreadyyys and have to revise also, i am seriously shiong to type without inspirations at all adn teezhuo, your image is being uploaded WORLDWIDE and soon yuor blog template will come your way, cause i am seriously gonna design it for you. =D so i hope you will like it whn you see it =D i am like going HIGH on ecasty ahhassxD i am luahging seriously under stress faint + faint and faint continously running high on fever and tears and the jiehui is giving support for the discontent 1C changing of seat thing, and ZHENGJIE is also behind me for that, so who wants to, i will of course support myself, cause its me, that is brinign this case of injustification to court [keek] without consulting Ms Ngo , i am directly doing this, skipping steps like the teachers did, they complained to Mrs KEE and that was why we changed seats yes, so we are skipping steps, see who will win? the teachers or the students, and soon if yuo all reject this proposal, there will soon be the LIMDEJUN riots! READYYY let's FIGHT till our death and kick them if they reject and i created a poem in the script Let Music be the Food Of LOVE, play ON =D so LIMDEJUN strikes will also begin after that if they still are not conviced that we are angry! RIOTS AND STRIKES that will be recorded in our history and we will perservere.

18July07; Teezhuo&Qifan

2007-07-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

fine, today's so tiring and yesterday liuzhen wanted me to update my blog, i was sian, i really no time, had to study for Mrs TEo's TEST, i am so afraid of getting X in TICKS and the paper comes back to me with a shock /= so i shall be studying for my elements, mixtures and compound test NOW, and will AFK for a while =D. and will come back to type sooner or later... fine i wrote some notes to prepare for my SCience and later have to read the chinese stuff and whatsoever larhhs and revise on C++, i'll go crazy! but i am still ONLINE, wow- so i am tryign to revise my crapped up stuff in line and next week is english term test, OMG! i did not know mann. so, nvm, let's recount from monday on wards. - mondayy "RACIST" harmony day, no it was "RACIAL" harmony day, and the teacher were eslling stuff and precisely y i was puzzled why chen siu qing [tansc] was slacking and not doing anythign only sitting on the chair eating- explains her obesity let's not talk about what fats, flats, or what blob of obese, it is. so monday finish band assembly then after that was food bazaar and derborne thought sick that miss ngo wanted to sell two "da bao" thatw as sick ok.. derborne, you should not fantasize on a teacher 10 years older than you... ahhasxD< assembly ="D"> i could play melody of YORKSHIRE BALLAD and boring of the scales that had to be palyed together, WOW; i think we will forget again after that day, and so teh Mr LEng was like trying to teach trumpeters crrect way of the mouth shape.. and then he was liek the middle must be abel to let at least a pencil to move in and out, and he di that with a pencil, so teezhuo was so thinkin sick, that was like lollipop'-' ahahsXD, so i thought 1st clarinet only will ahve one one year, so teeezhuo commented on how wrong perception of my mind was; actually so i was playing the melody part, hardto follow but got some part os it, my sight reading suck =/ tryign to improve larhhs and so monday i went for piano practice then my piano teacher was contracted with Hand and Mouth dieases larhhs and i have a sore throat a slight fever and a clogged up nose. feeling so badd... as exceptionall case of so many secondary 1 clarinets, liuzhen trying to amend the system, hope i get in/... really. so i hope can be a goood clarinetist till the end of my 4 years in hwachong band. [no one has matsered clarinet in our section yet--teezhuo famous clarinetist]

so clarinet starts out the new paragraph, today; WEDNESDAY so got scoldede my mrs teo for correcting right for wrong answer, i really seriously never spot my mistake larhhs, magnesuium oxide, instead of magnisum oxide, yes, that mistake was mine,OK? so everythign eneded, and i went to SMB and check somethign! OMG! i got into finals for my project's day. so band procatice supposed to be 4pm became 2:30pm and so we cleaned up both band rooms. an di went to qifan's blog, the one who tagged as "future section mate" ahhasXD, so today he transformed into transformers, NO, he transformed into a clarinetist from a hornist... i dunno larhhs./= so teezhuo signed out of his MSN already and bryan's image is gonna be READY! and liuzehn's image was done by yesterday and i dun think he really liked it by th elook of his expression of his face /= annd so i was happy that i got into finals and that LIONEL [trumpeter seniore] came to tag and today he was so darn enthuu about the cleaning up of the dusty band room with their new vacuum and now that i realised the lights can be switched on again! ahhasxD we were living in the darkness last time. so having the need to finish everythign up urgently, i will RUSH! and liuzhen got B* for his project's day and teezhuo could not go inot finals, and so i was like )): about it. so solo and can go fnials, amazing, the secret behind it is that when yo have a group of four or more or 2 or three even then you cannot find time to meet and really discuss only you yourself know your timing and can have an appointment and scheldule with yourself; and so you focus totALly onthe project not like meeting up at derborneii's house and they play maplestory, and yea, soeverything becomes MESSY! and so we do not concentrate ont he project at all, so having said that why not try a project to do with yourself ONLY gain next time, i am quite sad that james and ryuto group got C, no ace, and bryan was sad that he passed the semis, o.0" the zenith of being HIGH! after drinkign two cans of red bull, ahhasxD so staring a converstion with yuxina nd xuyue, whoi oboviously dunno who..and candeliocious hacks people account arrghhs, smart abd girl ahahasXD i am like so confused why my account was used before larhhs, that i had to keep changing my password to get in and that was the reson why.. ahhas, i know hwo the culprit was. have to sleep early and hittting the sack really soon, with my blockage in my nose, it'd be so hard for me to sleep i'll not be able to regulate my breathing without my mouth iopen and if the aircon sucks out all the water vapour in my throat i'll be dead by tomorrow morning, not dead my sore throat all teh way; not even water in my throat LOL. an dhuiyao i think deleted his blog for some anon reasons and today lichan forgotten to bring the photocopied clarinet scores lol. i was very smilely too, even though was dissapointed casue i wanted to practise... so i thought nvm ,one day of practise does not make much of a difference. at all. and derborneii borught his PSP to show off again and liuzhe lent lionel [trumpeter] his lol, he was like so enthu of such childish games, nt to insult the PSP players but these games are childish.and on tuesday i splaahseed derborneii casue i was attiuded that day so splash, water all over him and so i think he caught a chill lol. and our tracka dn field team won, so i thin tomorrow may* or may not larhhs, have half day /= i hope soo tomorrwo so darn boring, waste of time. so qifan is now in our clarinet sectiona dn he looks so much like a sec 3 rather than a sec 2 but i dunno who will be in clarinet one, and the aim of joingin clarinet one is ot play th emelody not whatsoever other reasons... so i have to jsut finish up like 6 more lines, amybe a random quote of random content can do just simply good. and yesterday when walkign to art lesson/ we saw Mr Hon driving in his black car, looked so POSH ehh. and Marcus Chong did not get into the final round //= sadd. and so today one of my seniors, i shall not tarnish that person's name was gaying and yea, huiyao: that ._. person took teezhuo away larhhs, but nvm, independednt, still got another Lichan to rely on ; and still got another one : LiuZhen but teezhuo treated me the best. so i shall end off with a question. When one is being taken away by another, will any side effects take place; or shall we need to fear for the worst that there is no one to rely on anymore; applying to singapore as well; see, independence sure worked success. buhbyes, WORLD and all.

15July07; so random!

2007-07-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

teezhuo came to my blog and in his links, he spelt my name wrongly! so ahhasxD, will get him for that :D and with that, i;ll be dead-meat soon Xx=. liuzhen may come to my blog; i forgotten if i had written anything bad about him once or i pleaded him about something i wanted, OMG, i'll have to cover them up :D, ahhasxD, i spent lots of time laughing at yujia's and crystal's MSN conversation :D, that was darn funny larhh. they were talking about tracking cookies then crystal tot they were cookies [eating], adn yujia said she hated tracking cookies, so crystal tot she referred to track [verb] cookies.. and said no, it is fun , just pick up the crumbs larhhs. :D so after explanation, OOOPS: crystal was wrong ahhasxD and imagine the look on her face when she was MSN-ing, and her laughter that pricks the ears :D ahhas xD that was absolutely funnei lols, jsut like derborneii's recount of the SEWAGE FLUTE! ahhas xD so subscribe ot my blog, i'll be doing some subscribing stuff on my blog soon, durhh. so i just played maplestory and supposed to find what arwen's stupid glass slippers X; i did not want to , so i closed the whole darn computer xX= and yesterday's created quote "FEEL/FILL band with music!" my quote :D it nice kay. alrights, i really have no choice but to say that yes, PSLE is equally hard and easy , just to tell regineee. so some things are not clarified clear in yesterday's post, sorry about the mistkae that wrong choice of words is thtta isaac's tennis skills are the LANest, that he only know how to return back high ball when ryuto know how to hit back a low one X: and keeps showing of in class, and wow, do i care /= and so sorry teezhuo, i'll remeber to bring back the file tomorrow :D and lmao so tired now doing geometry exercises and played 2 hours of clarinet just now, practiced piano for 1 hour and trainign to play the assembly songs and the school's song. and ahhasxD, and yesterday 2 housr of clarinet as well, training myself to memorise the national anthemn :D so i only memorise about 1/8 of the song xD sorry i took so long to even memorise tomorrow is racial harmoney day and we dun have to go for lessons, this will be the most shioking day of my life and play the whole day? OMG! i love this life mann :D and i found out something and will make it into a blogskin real soon, an inspiration of a love thing and somethign ot do with keyboards :D ahhhas xD, so maybe love keyboard....i will never leak anything out, but for blgoskins, i'll be on hiatus, as for blogging, it'd still be the same :D so today is a sunday and i played computer for so long, and cause my mother and father klept going out of teh house? no, i had self discipline, in order to excel well in anythign, you have to first posses discipline. and so i did liteature ACE on the advertisemtns ahhasx, and creating a picture NOw, seems quite nice, i like it though :D so i am going to login to MSN now :D so i am chatting with lotsa people like zitao, the TNS head prefect last time and now nick and kialin as well. so i jsut added liuzhen on MSN and teezhuo came online and jsut when i was asking someethigns, then OFFLINE! shit larhhs! i hate it lots ok i am offline again after chatting shit it mann. and zenith is highest level, then teezhuo, being english expert also dunno, liuzhen also dunno, he is like cheeming =D ahhas xD, so he is 18 years old for a sec 4, i am really ._. about it and i hate my internet connection larhhs login and logoff and i have to quickly type this bloody damned long message finish first, and fill up the gaps. so quickly as fast as i can , i will type this whiole load of crap finish and so, i was saying that liuzhen has a craze over maplestory and so his charctger name in qualia has his name inside can... bLiZara, the LZ stands for liuzhen is like= liddat also can meh. and asking teezhuo whether he has girlfriend and he says innocent sec one, under sec 2 should not know about such stuffs, and i was like o.0, teezhuo, right? ahhasxD, so i really have no sense of inspirations so i shoudl get on to the next prargraph and maybe add in some lyrics will do good :D maybe.... so let's get on to...

the NEEXT paragraph :D and so teezhuosaid i was s much better to him then he treated his senior =D cause maybe is the way the senior treats him , *hmm* nnot trying to implement anything larhhs, jsut so you know, i'm trying my hard not to spill the beans nor let the cat out of e bag. so i think teezhuo has a GF and that i can be quite definite, when i ask, you have girlfrind? then he was like how you know,.... who tel you one. can guess liao, roughly here and there between heaven and hell on the earth's surface =D liuzhen's reading my blog, i'm in deep trouble... i dunno what i wrote about him, i think i said he was a mapleaddict... ahhasxD, so :D those words on top mean no harm at all. about laming about, cause i am really laming around now larhhs, since i have ntohing to write about- and derborneii stopped crapping about maplestory and kaihong has still not recovered from this computer addiction X: i pity him, i hope he stops playing maple. ahhasxD, wish hiom to best in his exams, but case of him, our class SCIENCE MSG was the lowest among the aphelion so that wa swhy MRS TEO scolded us and still cannot get over taht fact that he failed getting 30/100 F9. and my created MSN nickname : !&freedom run to the zenith of the world! and it's so profound that teezhuo cannot fathom that sentence an its meaning :D sweage flute ahhas, that was so very truly memorable and about human rights, instrumets have their rights, to, if i drop my instrument, you have to paly the price - but really instruments are fragile, so elliot, becareful, never drop yuor flute anymore, there's a price to pay- cleaning up the old band room- seriously we have to watch out too =D// if we drop our calrinet our bell wil lspoil otherwise, our reed will shatter and break. and it's the daggered apple, which resemebles a heart being piereced =D so it's about here, which i can simply type and crap about =D i wanna be in 1st clarinet larhhs really =D liuzhen i know yuo come here, and you taggedahhasxD, so nvm that was jsut a plead and a cry of hope and a desire in life! BLOGGER IS BETTER than XANGA, a question or a fact- a fact, now the problem of posting has been settled and you can do blogger anyway you like jsut like in xanga, but xanga there is a limited kinda thing you have to follow, 3 coloums profile, post then others, it slike the hell, and blogger does nto have restrictions or requirements at all so i will be playing the game tomorrow with yongda and them and isaac never tell me to join anythign or what so and actually i had no group but then casue me and elwqin highlighted outeh fac thjat it was not fair as he never announce it to the whole class, some of us was out of the cass during recess and made that so truly unfair, then he was not happy that after that i still got a group with jaingshen they all =D so i was ahahsxD smearking with evil serpentine smiles =D so really i sitll have 13 more lines to fufil my own requirement to be called as a post for my blog =D but no inspirations and you know, nick is so darn smart in liteature and you see this essay larhhs, yuo can hardly ever find anythign wrong with it, he is so darn smart, really so damned smart, and WOW! really even though he has a senile craze over pokemon which i think is also outdated, but now the calss is crazy over it after so many years of complainging that pokemon is retarded. LOL ;D so funneii. and hongseng is doing the Thul ANnual report the liteatuer ace with me and derborne an dhe chose to give up doing with ISAAC ahhasxD and you know what shengyahng soloed the whole liteauter ace by himself WOAAAHH and it was nice larhhs really nice - it wa really nice a newspaper article. so jiayous dejun, you and your group can also produce the smae quality, am i right! yea looks like i am a complete retarded, fancy speaking to myself when blogging! ahhasxD [emphasizes on creativity, elegance and dynamic.] this is what we wrote of the jacket design, which #5 design looked so like mine and derborne's creation as i mentioned earlier, this is so ZHAI larhhs =D hi5! and teezhuo likes the picture i designed for him =D and see what good juniors you have and liuzhen i will add in your birthday alrhhs, RELAX and i am so going off already but before that let's just run to the zenith of the world! so i really only have 2 mroe lines to go, why not finish it off with some crap like this? so liek sir edmund huillary, he was the only one who ran to the zenith of the world first =D it was everlast, recorded in history, LIVE EARTH070707! buhbyes, tata world and my seniros and friends and fans of blogskins or jsut some random visitors thank you for reading this boring post =D not specific content, it's so random :D GOODBYE!

14July07; 1stClarinetGOAL

2007-07-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

i'll be on haitus, on hiatus! :D so FINE, i have been not posting for so long already ): so this friday was a day we thought we could PONTANG the HARMONY CUP, but then liuzhen just said, sorry Mr LIM will not be arriving today and so we had to leave the BAND room and then me and bryan played FANFARE and SALUTE together then OMG; our class were seeing us, so derborne was like, saying that he was so clever, that he could play the SCHOOL SONG, so he challenged me to play the school song, then i played it, without any hesitant! so he was like NOTHING TO SAY, like he normally did :D so he was actually criticizing that me and bryan dunno how to play LARHHS then till we did that blasting to him! so teezhuo lent me his 1st clarinet file, to his faithful young aspiring to be in 1st clarinet JUNIOR the file and i played JERICHO, so derborne, was like o.0 that blinked and winked, then started asking "you playing JERICHO ar?" so of course the reply was definite, that he cried :D no larhhs, he was laughing at his own LANness in flute :D so my senior on Wednesday actually there should have been no band, but liuzhen saiud have, so i learn FANFARE and SALUTE from him a part of the song, so the aphelion sec 2 clarinet!st, was like clarinet SPAMM larhhs, then he confirmed that i played the calrinet before last time, when i said no, he was like blinking, in beslief :D i was happy and contented :D so C++ test is on my birthday BASH! DAMNED! i hate such events happening, and Mrs Teo's Elements Test on Friday, just the day after the C++ test! ill be dead :X ...and i am really sorry i posted Monday's post on today and that they are very short posts not like my regular posts :( so sorry very sorry. i haave a standard to fufil each post :D so this time i'll be writing lots to you ALL. LOL, but i really do not have any much inspirations to write about (: ahhas xD, i hope i can go to FINAL round of the project's day mann :D i worked off my time on it )): BOOHOO if she does not ever let me in, i'll hack her the ext time, not hack [saying], but hack [action]! i mean REAL action; pull out her intestines oUCH; but i'll not be merciful since she was not to me, i mean who know who the SHE i am referring to is? this is a quote extracted from TeeZhuo's BLOG ["Fear of Friday the 13th is called paraskavedekatriaphobia, or triskaidekaphobia" --- Wikipedia] ;D i love kelly clarkson's songs :D not all but 2 , really darn nice :D and sorry lionel, your nickname is lai niao niao right? ahhasxD, i ROFLed when i heard it from bryan (: i forgotteen to say about the missing and disaapearnace of one of our band memeber that is, an instrument, let's have a minute of grieveance for the loss of it Xx= so, elliot dropped his flute when we were going to play the national anthemn that field area, just right at the hole kayys, i mean the samll small hole, this was derborne's recount [i was walking in front of elliot and i heard elliot's flute drop behind, and as i turned around, ther wasn't any trace of the flute at all! i knew it dropped into the drain] so elton, sec 1 clarinetist helped to take it out fromt eh drain, he seriously ran into the weage to get it out, fine, so after that elliot did not wash his flute kayys, noe it has been nicknamed the SEWAGE FLUTE! nad my indices test, and did i tell all of you... i got 35/40!! i love it this wayy! and i was like yea... and this is my highest score EVER, weee, cause the reason that i did indices all summer holidays :D i worked my bones off \\ and this is my result, i taught derborne a method and he used it in the test and o that was why he got his 2 marks, otherwise he would have got a B4 mann! see the ZHAINESS of me :D ahhasxD! not as ZHAI so i heard from people that [_ _ _ _ _]'s skills in tennis is one and only: when he was palying with {_ _ _ _ _} he only could do high balls back to him Xx= and he was still shwoing off his skills in class ahhas xD and at least i do something better than him and when i set my heart to do something, i do it with all my heart, not just paying lip service only /= so that was jsut a rant that was not necessary/ so due to the fact of the SEWAGE FLUTE incident, ELLIOT was commande to vacuum the band ROOM of course with the vacuum cleaner larhhs, derhhs and yesterday was LIONEL's job and he was seriously complainign about it larhhs. and saying abou the human right, it is like WOW; and make it clear if any band members come here : i scolded and ranted for a reason, its a free-expression blog and that if i had any grievences about whatsoever, or saying anything about the BAND MAJOR or DRUM MAJOR, it's my fault but, there's a reason!

so luther is fine, but liuzhen is the mapleaddict? so what else can i say :x ._. and bleah so what; LiChan was such a good senior i hope he stays on for another year Xx= and got their handphone numbers and something happened, my shuji's fast sleeping away on the BED! KAWAII! yea, and i hope i can finish off all my ACES really soon :D hope so :D the final round of project's day is on AUGUST and the Grand Final is in September, why keep dragging Xx= and it's LAME '-' ahhasxD lame, really lame. I really have no inspiration of sort of or anything whatsoever to write about :XX so i'll go blog hopping to get some really good inspirations :D i think blogging is a way of distress and when i get my clarinet, it's a form of happiness and sadness when i start to hear the sound that emits from it's bell, it rings in my head, everything is erased, clean forgotten, hardly needed to say anything, the despise, the love were wiped off my once tear-strickened face :D cause everything in my world turns into notes, into MY MUSIC! and the saddest thing was to think of you- when all comes to a stop, it ends within a drop of the moment. There's something i have to say it clear for once, i love you till the very end, with all the dreams i had to lay apart, and break myself within my heart, and fly to the zenith of the world and masqueraded the world itself, to hide this word i never will have, to own, to gain to posses and desirue. all i need was the wane of the moonlight as it fades, a heart to surface from the darkest deepest, once and never again, would i try to break away/. YEA AND about sublimation and whatsoever fractional distillation reverse osmosis whatsoever, BLUAH i am so darn confused by the many many veriaticy of methods. ihate this part of life, science, ARGGHHS, it's miming out my life! shuold i use flooble chatbox or cbox.. both are so bad :X ["a esclipse of the heart is as so, the victimised love of the one in your heart, and when it's too late to say iloveyou, you miss the other more and more. " ---Summed up] i am really having nothing to do except for mugging of my upcoming teset and blog now, cause that stupid chines teacher took away 3 marks off my composition, which i was indeed supposed to get, from the fact that i wrote so much better than ELWIN's i stil got 3 marks lower than him, HRRUUMMPS! and i played maple for an hours just now and was like puking of the fact that the game sucked... yeah. so actually, if lionel --- zhong xian and audrey, deon or any other 4A'04 were to see this: THE CORE[MOVIE] is a MUST-SEE GEOGRAPHY SECONDARY 3 MOVIE! ehhs, remember that we have watched before.... yeahh! i am so darn easied off,m i still got ht ecopy of the movie ya knows? ahhasxD, so extract from somewhere i forgotten but i also forgotten the quotes, i created lotsa quotes myself ya knows :D and so i hope to finish off my OP and ACE and just hope to zun zun ZHAI ZHAI pass my exam, i mean final year exam with flying colors :D so i can maybe earn myself some credit points and maybe can rise one level... am i right- that was according to Miss Ngo... and the class-ymatic stuffs are not doing well now and so i'd better run away... and disappear and so i have to hear what's right and what's wrong and so my fellow friends from Clarinet Section wants either me or zhengxiang to be section Leader next year, maybe in like 3 years time... ahhasxD time's not ripe yet, we dunno who's gonna be :X ... i wanna be in 1st calrinet LIUZHEN i plead you Xx= but zhengxiang isn;t keen on being in 1st Clarinet, he said so /=, please i wanna be in 1st clarinet and taht's the goal for this year in BAND i have set for myself... and if i fail this round, i'll kill myself, NO, that was EMO! i dunno wanna be, i'll cry my heart out! that's better, so everything adds up to be LAME! ahhasxD, so crystalisation in the way things work! 1st CLARINET, here i COME! goodbye world, sayonara computer, keyboard and mouse and whatsoever, internet. BUHBYES! till then, world!

09Jul07; Monday&Tuesday

2007-07-10T12:49:00.000+08:00

MONDAY!

That is so gross-disgusting, and we broke into peals of laughter, today's assembly talk with mr Hon, then the panelist was revolving round T.T Durai's Bad Deeds and whatsoever; so the panelist wanted to say [organisation], instead he said [orgasms] i really dunno how to spell that freaking sick word! so justinw as laughing off-balance, i saw too and Mr Hon as giggling, the chairman, guess did not know what thta word meant, asked us to shut up! wow- is like Mr Hon is even laughing, why can't we, so we continued. so then the song appreciation, was like Munneru Valima. then the weird actions, then we were like doing the indian's way of eating food lor, and in other people's context, it meant {F***} so [I] was the only one luaghing throughout the whole damned best thing, and the chen siu qing larhhs i mean tansc, then she was like start up the computer quick and just insert the thumbdrive then okay already LOL! then derborne's mistake of his hand, BONG! BUSH! computer connnection broke down, we dragged on, we were happy :D very happy to dragg her tansc lessons :D ahahha X; then so we ended off the school soon (: I was quite tired and i went home to chiong finish my project's day since the 3rd prototype came only at night which i was sad that there were a few minor mistake of the manufactorer had to my prototype and that he forgotten to layer the inner layer with PVC whihc i have suggested. so i was NOT angry, cause he really never charged me a single sum of money. But HEY! i began being so obssessed with my clarinet :D and loving one's own instrument was part o fth eprocesss and all my seniros were trying to snatch fro my clarinet LARHH! i was darned angry ): i mean sad, i wanted to use my own instrument lol. and so i was given the national anthemn score on that day , thank you LiChan! so pro larhhs, LiChan even had a name printed on his clarinet case. yah then BOOSH!T there was band practice on Tuesday ): i wonder what i will be doing larhhs, it will br from 2:30pm and what Perth Exchange stuff =/ till 10 plus, then the secondary ones were briefed that we were supposed to do such idiotic SAIKANG! lol- work to the bones, i feel that the seniors bullying us lol )): BOOHOO! rolf ; this is so idiotic, nothign to do lol, i will compile all the post together in a post on Wednesday :D I'll be back late tomorrow :[ casuei really have nothing to write abt today and yeayy, i have quit maple, what am i supposed to say, that i will NEVER RESUME playing it again ... LAME! teezhuo and lichan are the best seniors, i dun quite like the next year S.L [anon] cannot say: later i'll be strangled Xx= ending off with random quotes "This innocence, is brilliant ; this moment is perfect" and OMG! i forgotten to hand in my scrapbook -science and the Nature Walk, have to create MUSIC! so SYNC on with ryhthm!

TUESDAY!

Fine, it was projects' Day, it was just a wind blow away, and so Mrs Teo was out to attack me and yea, she was my judge, kayys? fine, i was not angry, iwas scraed, but i answered of her every question raised, not that i was prepared or what so, but HENG! i answered off; i am really doubtful if i even got into the Final ROUND! but the bell ringer [my friend, brandon] [bander] so he gave me 6 mins instead of 5 mins to speak so i was left with one more slide and so due to Mrs Teo's Question, i could elborate on my last slide :D so all her efforts were just into the drain LOLer '-' she is like, OMG, i really dun wan her to be my judge =/ so brandon also saw that Recommended for Final Rounds: YES/NO, he saw, i mean nevermind if it is i go final round or not, he saw that she circled YES for my group. My group= 1person = me:D ahhasxD so Mrs Teo arguingin with me LOL, and i was darn angry, gave her the "EYES" of the 6Jers. :D so nvm that was over, so derborne, brandon, joshua, me and lionel went off at 12:30 and had lunch so then we scooted off to the band room (Outdoors); so it was really tiring, frist went to salt center, then we were commanded to move the vibraphone by teezhuo, so me and zyhengxiang were like ARGGHS! then so we wanted to help with the chimes, cause they were so small but HEAVY! so needed 8 people to carry it down :D so we were like o.0 ing. so JC side, along with stands, we brought over, and so the PERTH Exchange girls look so darn retarded X; sorry to say , but it was retarded: THE UNIFORM and the style of their hair OMG! so i was actually going out, supposed to be PULL, then i PUSH, so i wa so sacrastic to say :WOW! I DUNNO ENGLISHto my friends, so then the australianers at the back were then then why you speak english... and their BIG WAY OF SPEAKING whatsoever. so i was damned PISSED... then they could have their food first, so then the tuba S.L. gave me 2 chickens and LiChan gave me 1 more, asked me to take somemore, i was like so darn full LIAOX, so LiChan was like eating then choke, then go take the water for him, then desert spilled over my hand, was so darn sticky, and so sweet yea, it was like so cocktail :D BUSH! and i was coughingn later and so at backstage we were playing then me & derborneii were the ushers then we were playing larhhs, so Mrs Lai saw LOL D: sak for our name BUSH! nevermind, but then after the whole idiotic concert which tired out ius, using all our engergy right till the bones, drainign all our precious time ): i wa darn tired LOL, then at 10+, i escaped with JOSHUA and LIANG KUN, i mean escape, run away LOL :D was damned shuang! i did not get a chnace to play my clarinet that day so i was darn sad, so i think the post si abt here long, and so the percussion was so very heavy that the seniors spent lots of time carrying it upstaris again! so i was happy that i escaoped the moving of stuff, we exited byu another way, so actualyl when we reached the salt center it was already locked up LOL, then lionel climbed in BUSH! i mean the LIONEL [trumpeter] NOt LIONEL --- zhong XIAN; never talk about him for so long already :D so that's peace.... keep quiet, inside your heart, dance and next minute, sink inot somone you love :D Nothing ever will be loved :D so that is about all larhhs, then so we escaped adn went home, and so here i am typing this along with my liteaure assignment that has to be handed in soon, by thursday, i am so going MAD! argghs, save me from the homework PILE! i am so darn burnt out. BURNT APART!

08July2007;OneMinute-kellyClarkson

2007-07-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

sometimes i can't help but wonder; why i chose blogger,can't it be xanga? maybe it's jsut eh way i like it so. I am thinking of changing a skin.I'll think of something random to quote! Eternal Love, from everyone's zenith perception of minds, it means perpetual happiness, everlast. But NO,after hooking onto your love; they feel that its a drag, pulling them down- they'll throw it aside, causing misery and harhness of fate. what hurts most, is watching what both parties build together, and breaking it down- without doing anything. so that's a quote, not profound, not shallow; just right `so i am retardeningg :S that isn't even a word. so just to end off my blog post today: buhbyes xD.. ahhasxD, i am so just kidding. X: found bryan's senior's blog: lionel tan's blog. yea. so i was saying; anyway LOL, hearing Kely Clarkson's Never Again and that just ended, now it's One Minute, in her this album, most of them are ROCK songs, i mean all are [ the record company is thinking if they still want her or not, i only like 2 songs out of this whole album] ahhhasxD. why i keep saying that i want to upload a background song, but i hven't done so yet? ah. i dunno what to put in, yes, precisely; when of course life is so busy, full of mundane stuffs to do liek sitting throught lame and broing lessons by your most hateful teacher, is that wall worth while, adn doing ACES, like i am handing in my Science Scrapbook and my Nature Walk, and i am doing on a song too; now i am rehearsing my project's day presentation. just 1 more day to do... i am so stressed out; i have to abthe now, so i think i will stop here, fro a while, and before i type again when i come back to sit on a sofa :) ahhasxD. yes, back, so teezhuo, if you suddenyl coem here and see my blog I practised from 7pm to 10pm yesterday for the chromatic scales, and i succeded 8/9 :) so i think i'll be ready even by tomorrow [: oh well, so sweet of my seniors; yes and yuo shld have already been convinced that your juniros are the best, same as i am being convinced with that my seniors are too! yea, i was indde making a din at the neighborurs yesterday night like what zhengjie infered ahhasxD. so why haven't i posted for so long, you might ask: PROJECTS, NO WORK, BUSY like BEE =/ and including ACES! and aiyohyoh, one word i never really like to use, but for this case yes, i cannot contact zhengxiang LOL, i have ot tell him that senior wants us to play the chromatic scales at 170 beats per minute, note: NOT hour )): i am tryign my best lol boohooo! teezhuo, i dun think we can play so fast by changin the note of our concert A-B i think cannot LOL; we are simply like BUSH! after playing the lower octave, we are unablet ot change immediately to higheroctave, somemore from 2 fingers change to using 9 fingers? this is so iunrelaistic for some beginners like us; yea, we know that JiChao can but we cannot YET! not saying that we cant in the future :D LOL =// ahhasXD

SO this is just my 2nd paragraph, which is often and abnormally short;D so i must aim to make it strinking differnt his time LOL, so zeniths are what m9iss ngo mentioned in class and i hated ti to be exposed to the whole class, boohoo! but never mind, everyone learn togetherr tra lalala. ahahs... these information are what i pickde up from Teezhuo's Blog: Tips to a happy post: 1. Use positive emoticons (eg. =), =D, :), =] etc) 2.Use appropriate text language (eg. lol, hahas, etc) 3. Place photos of happy moments in post 4.NEVER list anything negative 5.In other words, never input any of your real feelings 6.Use large, bold text to highlight happiness 7.Post random items and fact 8.If you feel sad, never say so 9.Give a good, happy-sounding, amusing title (eg. "Happy-looking posts") 10.Quote wise quotes and laugh at their stupidity later 11.Smile to yourself while blogging 12.Laugh at yourself while blogging 13.BE HAPPY!yes, i am so being random +D cause random's the new trend, se the trend, the blgoskin i created for deon: RANDOMNISED; ITS THE TREND! set the trend! o trend are meant to be followed, but can it be forever? so ask yourself [: soooooi really have nothign much to say actually, for this paragraph,. and so i was doing this survey thing for my innovation project and really asked everyone to complete total 50 copies, DONE, i called a few peiople at night, to treally finish up everyhting, i mean REALLY EVERYTHING... so people, byes. so long world; sayonara! but i really want my seniros to teach my a song or 2, so i can play along witht e band, otherwise, i'll be so bored, i am trying ot learn MajuLAh Singapura, an dmy seniors takes my clarinet, but i wonder: IS THAT HIS? i hate sharing saliava, although i always swab it with my senior's swab :D [: after evey band practice, not during the morning (: so tata! ONe Minute to convience your heart- the worl'd coming ot an end, nothing can be salvaged! and teezhuo thinks life is sad an dempty and lifeless, ahha! you are right- everyone has to be lone rangers after being OUT! strike out your own!as the saying goes; correct life is worthless and lonely! so here i present to you the dullness in life!

07July2007; decade!

2007-07-07T17:57:00.000+08:00

! realised i have not posted for a decade, or maybe, not a decade but a week so i am chiong for my project's day now. and bleah, got my 3rd portotype int eh manufactoring process just before tuesday's project's day semi finals, and hope i can do well and get into the finals. got results of 50 surveys after calkling deon, walter, audrey, adele, and whatsoever, yeah yongxin and ruiyi yesterday, wosh, i am like tired, very tired yeaterday. Band from 2:30-4:30 Indoors and from 5-7pm Outdoors and hey! look at yourself through those thick glasses of yours you calaimed that you have PE as your warm up as you run around the _ court yes, and why you moronic face-ass. yea, no harm, no evil... yuo wanna match and you keep sticking with derborneiia dn kai hong and hong seng, what has became of you.. gay! think that yuo are so great and mighty, uphigh and people must uphold to you, who do youi think you are, i scored better than you. i play music better than you. i create music. i originalise, and you? WOW, no wayyy. yuo are kicked out at the first audition rounds. and yea, stopped trying to play maple anymore, cause i think it all comes into one piece now, it SUCKS. sorry if i offended kaihong and derborneii. yea; so that wa what derborne asked me to call him when i do not call him derborneii. ahhasxD that was during the band pract outdoors yesterday and my senior wa like took my instrument and which was very damned pissed off with, sorry to say adn then last week band practice or rather tuesday, it was funa dn indoors all the way, and i liked it so much, caus ei had the chance to at least learn a lot from my seniors at sectionals. and Teezhuo i finish playing my inclining scales from C already on the clarinet! and i learnt a part of shining time form bryan... ((: really happy! Li Chan is like so good to us small little pai kai of secondary ones ((: and sorry to say: It seems like LiuZhen likes ZhengXiang more than other of the clarinets ( sec 1) so i really wish to play the 1st clarinet and so, i am not sazing anyhting to offend or racism of any country or people, but those idiotic malaysian guys just appeared out of nowhere and just got their own clarinets! and now there are 8 clarinet player, so it is harder to compete for the clarinet instument places and that they are so stupid enough not to even go to the outdoors after that. and the MingYu, i never said about him or whatsoever, but i find that he is the most irritating guy i have ever seen- that chino freak ass. I hate him so much, and that he is in clarinet now, i am like going ot kick a hell out of him, and if he ever pisses me off, i'll hit him with the bellof my clarinet, not the mouthpiece, and he is so stupid to even try to retallitate the attack, with his mouthpiece and reed, he'll have to pay to geta new one himself ahhasxD, i dun mind, suffering that blow of that small little reed and mouthpiece! and omg, he also wishes ot join our class, i hate him so much till i want to retch whenever i see him, see: he pisses me off, with the look of his face and the actiosna dn the way he speaks, so slow and blurred and blasts the saxophone and clarinet while doing the insturment audition, so nevermind, iw ill still stick to clarinet section and hope that my top 3 listed seniors still treat us well: 1.TeeZhuo 2.LiChan 3.JiChao! our lovely seniors! jsut came back from violin lessons and i am typing carp stuff adn random stuff here! yea and i just found out teezhuo's blog! omg; what's a daggered apple; a hurt of blood in your heart? i mean liek the apple's DEAD and yea: you are also Leo, same as me (: ahhasxD, so i dunno when your b.day is... so pardon me fer not buying b.day present for you or even celebrating it! tellme! yea and now i realy have nothign much to write and i jsut practised my clarinet jsut liek 2 hours ago and i was tryign toplay shining time, but ah,.. is like bush! i am supposed to do my analysis o fsurvey but i am tryign to relax ahhasxD, so i'll relink now! before my mum comes back, so i keep mum about this, cause anyway, i tyope so fast, till luike i am dunno what i am typing ahahsxD aand teezhuo, your blog speaks of all the significance in like whatsioever, whatsoever law, why not write recounts- real recounts.... BUSH! yea and i think i'll be designing a daggered appel skin for teezhuo, can right ahahsxD, senior dun even know my blogg ((: ahhasxD, so funny CANDLE IN THE WIND and you know the song yesterday miss ngo let us hear " IF YOU get there before I do by Collin Raye" the song was an oldie, yea, but i liked it as well, nice? or jsut so vintagee. and yea, i added you , teezhuo on Msn but you never seem to be online AT ALL! is like wow, is like =.=" why yuo give em your msn when you dun even go on MSN? oh so well, having designing it for 30 mins and not doing my work, i am so darn pissed with myself for not doing any work yet, so i'll type it fast adn finish th eblog post once and for all, i will refresh the links again soon(: and i am like so darn irritated by those mentioned above and yea, so what i am hating people till the core, but not as hate ____ [seriously this blank is not for justin] for who, whose name must be under a masquerade-; so i am like ahahsXd, and now i have to continue on my project's day innovation project i am 7 on line eto present, lucky seven! wow X: so nvm, and zhengxiang rocked bigtime, and so when we were going home, guess who we sae, miss ngo and someone said asomething about Beauty And Ugly; in front o fher, i mena her student, giggling away after that. i tot it was so bad; she muight have got the wrong opinon, that tiotle was for a projec's competition! sush; a chiense category one. so i haven;'t been meeting my mentor for so long liaox... reminds me i hav eot call here by today that i have let everyone do the survey now compliing the information lerhhx... i am darn tired lierhh. this is onyl a paragraph. next para please come in ahahsxD i am so random!

So randomly speaking, this is random! so i am finding a few clrinet music songs and the scores to play!i liek band, but i simply hate outdoors, same with bryan and derborbneii; you can see it from our faces, we hate outdoors, we protest! we protest! if you get there befoer i do, please don't give up on me; when all my chores are done! ahhasxD, and was like doing birthday present fro 2 people on that very friday and both had gifts that had engraved names on it ; one is a keychan with a dog and a bone connected, and zhonghui loved it, out of the box shld have liked his bone :X, sorry, that sounded wrong] ahhasxD, an di am so like completing my message fast and the codes of ym seniors blog is soon coming out! just need to add in some random stuff and need to paly at a spped of 170 for my clarinet, have to do that after typing in the survey results lol, and you gotta go negative against negativity, and i am so complainign about Mrs TEo who said and claimed so never said about giving us 2 ace points last friday and scolded us lame shit in class, that she really never remembered. so in the end, everythig has gone to waste, and what, our worksheet was the worse, it was the correct format that yuo gave us 2 ace poitns for... Mrs Teo, please remember and i was angry, so never mind; i have to practise my stuff soona nd do the survey Quickly yea and i know that ace points are important, but i feel so not doing them [i am tired, so tired- dead beat], so toady the 7-7-7 and yesterday was 2 friends birthday, guess who they are, yes, i said one, just guess the other! cause everythign wwas going nto fit into a piece, and that no one testifies against the law of the nation. so we have to stand up for wehat's right and what's not; it cannot be left there undone, untouched till the day somethign is being done, a doom is forecoming into our way; the gunshot! and ending off, i love band and feel teh best with my seniors, cause my seniors rock lots! LiCHan and TeeZhuo, thanks.!

28June07; Zenith!

2007-06-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

So, i haven't posted my last post till now, sortry, very sorry about all these, jsut that my internet connection was bad... and things are getting quite bad today at school adn thought that Isaac was so much better till we argued later. so yeah, i darn care about giving him a chance anymore, trying to patch thigns up with justin. yeahh and today was our second or third time at the field, well.. should be 3rd i suppose. yes and tomorrow there is band till 6pm and my sister is coming back soon (: tomorrow at 10PM :lalala and the teacher, i mean PE teacher was so talkative and caught a damned bloody picture of him talking, shaking his hand and his movements larhhhs DUEERRHHS. so we were talking about the way things were worse today at school. Today, there was not even a chance for me to speak in Ms Roselind Matthews Class, and so i am so not talking abd about her, but say: She indirectly forces us to speak up in class, its is SCARY alrhhs, my heart was like racing at 120 beats per minute. sush. i raised my hand up so many time already but to no avail. yeah and eight ticks for one Oral Participation Point! that Sucks! yeah and today went to Derrbornneii's House and guess who followed being a acting emo person, ISAAC.. the hell, derborneii did not agree him going to his house, but then he just follow along, disrupted our stupid "Meeting" for the work. yeahh and such a bitch, the hell is wrong with him. yea so justin is not interested in a ptach up but he says: then we reached derborneii's house, everyone signed into their maplestory that derborne's computer(s) all hanged. ahhasxD... MagicDegree upped his level, and KaiHong was lame Sh!t larhhs, being a girl in maplestory and in fact in reality he is a boy, suushh. so damned funny larhhs. Final Fantasy turned up on the newspaper this week i think, and they said, Final Fantasy is still a game. Then when i was at derborne's house i went to MSN then i saw miss Ngo ONLINe, did not dare to chat lolx. My immediate response was to log off. yeah and that was what i did, and so we played the Maple then till we had lunch which came really soon. after which, we had not start on our project adn isaac keep playing and playing and so i do the work alone. and then ZhengJie help me then after that all messed up, and i wonder whether everything has been completed already or nots. puzzling. ahhasxD. run to the zenith of the world and now, its the homecoming of all my post again... but i hope i can post, cause i will be away from internet for one whole week, some people [cousins] should know but none friends know ((: yeah, it's my secret, keep your lips cellotaped. MY Love is perpetual. and so it is . it's beating now; huhoo, hope my teacher dun read this blogg. sushhie. and Ryuto is basically fanatical about going to King's albert Park adn his display anme on MSN is: King Albert Park: A place where HCI 1C'07 students go to pick a female student fro their future, like the HELL is wrong, no one does that and 1B has changed their class blog; sush, i think we should creat a new one...unsullied and fresh feeling to the blog and 1B's blog song is what: Graduation Song, what is this, we are not even leaving one another. until another year later, why not then then put such song ont he blog, so yes, we are quite happy with the class blog currently, i think anyway, my drama serial is here already, quickyl type and i wanna rush off to watch lerhhs, anyway, today was such a terrible day that was really FRAKKYY. and Edwin Kors, your blog song is so tuoot, very vintage liddat lols, got the flute and such a low voice and copy me: Black Masquerade...! HRRMMP! Candle int eh wind is as nice, i can do fine with it too :X ahhasxD BUt that tuoot song is quite nice, too :) .. hahahaha... and i am tryign to play the Let's Be on Paino as the Music teacher gave me the score to Bryan and Sun Yu also :D have to try my sight-reading and so i can improve for my up-coming exams.

I'll quickly type all these stuff finsh first adn so what shall i write about: sad i hate thursdays, i always see Mr jeffrey lim and My ankle socks are just right in front of him, i was so daned cared off wits and then he did not spot me leh, not trying to imply anything an dnow that my frige is so short and make me look so WEIRD now, i feel like taking a brath and yes, ZhengJie has finnished the powerpoint of the Village By THe Sea. OH SUSH, forgotten to ask them the THEME they got do the Liteature Essay after teh analysis of the Themes adn Exaplain about everything and anyway, i found somethign really sucky, like the other's blog, of Chris Daughtry Songs are amde till so long and slow larhhs, and damned yuckky larhhs, on iWebmusic, so from other sources are teh BEST! and yesh i am curios and never notice if Miss Ngo still wears teh necklace that the class had presented to them oo00h, its the heart shaped one that is blue adn light blue, with a little shade of green which stands little part of it. got small small diamonds on it larhhs; not ugly but simple and sweet, like what we should write for compre answers and today koh kim tian, oh i guessed right- he is an old man, not an insult, if you are reading old man, it is not an insult... fit and strong old man... yea. ! so guess he was speaking so slow and so soft, and i was like KANA SAI! then today i did all the powerpoint presentaiton for Themes Part and all of the other PANGSEH lol, they ran away from doing work adn stopped mapling, cause i was usinga caomputer to do work adn the other one had virus, got from MAPLESEA ahhasxD and so derborneii missed his Blessings Skill, and he was angry that both times, on the 2EX times, he got DC out of AMPLE, one was i off the other was i closed his laptop and he said: LOL, nohting will happen, then ok, i believed and after aplying 2 minutes of Maple, then the laptop standby.... then he was like AARGGGHHS! so Xx= toobadd. i am not emo for your info, isaac ng zhe hui and you try to act emo when you cannot whihc makes you so "qian bian" and your mum said [strong sttituded] yes, it is true, strong attitude, only family in child. And for the whole term, everyday, there'll be at least one period of chen shyui chhuuiing lol '-' and done my homework all, done, and i am so going off i try to catch the darm serial now, and i hope ther's still some parts left of it, yea, of course, ther's still more than an hour more :) an dif i miss it, i can record it and watch it in teh morning lol... and my indices test yesterday, to me was a total disappointment, i was so careless like my tuition teacher said and hiyah, so i wrong lolx. then got 9 over 10, so sadd.. i was really pretty sad, so having not post fro so long and post once in a time , not in a blue moon like blue--insanity [BingRu] and anyway, i was saying that be careful of isaac, he is GAY, yes. it is TRUE. he has flirted with James, ZhengJie and now, he is targetting at Derborneii, so becareful, watch your steps, things are not what it seems, with him beside you. so today i scolded JaingShen, he did not alk in class, and the Chinese TEAcher was talkigna bou the Pornography Comic sold in the World Book Fair then eleborate fro one whole lesson and rawked, time passes, NICELY :] in the mirror of your soul; it's a risk your taking, but when it comes from the zenith to the base, i'll still be there for you; SunYu seems not to be so aggressive after that INCIDENT; better, yea. so much better than people barging into other's house without permission. so yea, that's all. blog hopped just now and Richie , you mum came over to my family's _______ and i dun think she even recognised me ahhasxD, really, she should have tell you , or you can tell her.. ahhasxD. i dun understand people like isaac replying tags in Blog Posts, Weird -- it shall end. ignitedx id yongda's blog, this url was what i created for him; ahhasxD, so i'll use this. IGNITEDX -;#include { int a,b,c; cout<< "Please Enter A Single Digit: "... yeah and I forgotten ahhasxD, so that's all (: C++ ends it off with ignition! I survived you.

26June07; So Long nvr post

2007-06-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

Sorry, blog reader and yeah, zhengjie does read my blog post. hahasxD so long nvr update lerhhs, and i was so busy with my new blogskins last week. #09 and its resubmission skin and #10 for its new format of RED! and #11 secretcrush!. so nice blogskins submitted online at blgoskins! and ahhasxD yuxin came to my blog and jsut started mapling again, which lastted me only about 2 hours and i stopped. and see deon's blog it is my creation ahhas xD yeahh. so all together i created LOts of blogskin and now its OPEN to the public that self-obssesed freako Is**c N*, walso he scolded me self-obssed, then OMG, he is more freakingly self-obssesed with himself see the picture in the forum, i really do not wish to argue with you, but that is jsut the way you are... so just talking bad about others on his blog; that is jsut eh way he is, and make something clear to justin, no one is a twit. and i am not a hanbao. so what, thi si the time last year where to took and snatch all my friends away this was the time when all hopes were lost, this was this was. so why not we resolve and havee "peace" and not give others the cold shoulder and cause i really want to stop this fued between fiends, we won't become eternal fiends, will we? so let us just resolve it out of "court". Meantime, i will not try to get any strings attached or tangled with Is**c, to prevent anything from happening, so will have to relink a few ppl/ ahhasxD. so like yesterday isaac forgotten to close the windows of the class andi mean a few windows and so the rain came in and the class [half] became wet. yeah ans so indices i have been practicing for so long in the holidays (: and so i think i got th egrasp of it and come back to think of it, i like tyhe holidays, but not as much as i love the school days. so the last post on tuesday heyys: that was my mom's birthday. i forgotten ot add into my calender, forgetful memory and never strik away Ms Ngo and Jared's B.day and so say: the dentist says i have to get the braces only during the November Holidays cause if i put them on, i may not be able to paly my clarinet. and so today there was BAND practice so i was like sianx... and ok let us recound ot what happened REALLY. this whole week, accurately one week later; this tuesday hahasxD. so today there was band as i said and no outdoors this week. and so i calculated all the outdors from this day onwards to 8th August [National Day], there'll be outdoors for 29.5 hours, we will PUKE our intestines out. so what today came two new clarinetist and the conductor does "zhu zhong" me i am so darn happy ... and so i taught a person who practically cannot blow anything into any instrumetn only a small small sound in clarinet and so clarinet and it was like yuck i had to teach him and cannot and the mouth th emouth the wetness of the tounge and the teeth to hold tight and tomorrow there is band practice by mr Leng and so we Secondary One are excluded yeayy...all for the main target Perth Excahnge... and so i wanted to join the audition for the Hist0ory Dramatization kinda stuff and Miss Ngo said today stay back at 2:30PM to decide and audition for the charcter and so me and the let me think - Jospeh the flutist from 1B went to the staff room with Miss Ngo and did the sudition at !:45 in the staff room itself and Joseph said that i was speaking in Mrs Teo's manner and sorry if i have insulted you, or rather my inspiration to my way of acting the irritated part of PA. who are you thinking of instead of me, tonight? Words of a broken heart is just EMOTION. so now i have read till chapter 5 of Village By Thy Sea and i am pissed off with this slow progress. I mean page 122. i am like lmao diao. and so today there was also this question asked by some clarinetist seniors to the basson senior and section leader[one same person] and they were asking where is your junior and basson leadr said: he is here, but i dunno where i thought he said so, i remembered. xx; ahhasxD [??? ???????????? ??? ???????????] rawks (: and tomorrwo got My Most respected teacher [Mrs Teo's] lesson and has Maths and which the ACEs will very soon be done inside the database. and the geography will very soon be processed, your liteature will soon be decided ((: everything will coeme into one piece. [Let Me Be when you're down, i'll be here] Be Seen. So today is about all. wait, then the chinese teacher today bully me then i was like wrote eff on the piece of paper [note: i may not be referring to her, so try to get mroe evidence that i mean it this way, if you are trying to be on rivalry with me]... so was like very angry. at myself and the teacher. so what, it is the learning process.

Yesterday{Monday] siax very sian. Maths TEAcher came in and we did Indicies and Miss NGO gave us her lssons to plan for today's dramatization! then the assembly, who says it was fun or educational, i was massaging my eyes when that Chen Zhong was busy saying the what moral values that we are trying to ... and someone from 1B was dozing off lols. So I yesterady also was like happy that no band to be staying back and our debut standing in front of everyone at the field... very funny. did i say the conductor's derborne joke: [der-bor-neeiii] say it with one hand crossed at your hips and twist your hips! damned chio, so derborne with his flute! ((: yesterday was my piano tuition and the teacher was QUITE happy with my performane and the grade 5 theory is done with once and for all and for the identify instrument section, i eman like Instrument that play in Saprano or what right, then i got 2/10 only i was like EHHS. and my melody was not bad, minus 2 makrs only, HAPPY like a lark ahhasxD.. pingxi acted really well for the part of the dolphin... Sunday I stayed at _______ some people should know [my relative] other are not told... and so we lived there from saturady to Sunday with my dog adn my dog was a fuss man and i swan there 3 times a day and cause i had my haricut [ i hate the hairdresser for cutting my fringe to so like striaght already PISSING] showered first time at 10AM. then swan then showered. then again. so in total 3 showers, which is what my auntie does everyday without fail, its 3 showers/ day. soo funny, i never wanna do 3 showers ever again. i'll go crazy one day... ahahxD. my dog was liek could not sleep there and so he was rolling over here and there, so my father did not want him to sleep with me or anyone and then he was very noisy cans? he was like :x, scrtching himself then his jingle jingle was so noisy and irritated-ly intricate. and now he is sleeping finee in peace(: //. so now there is left with Friday... had a servere headache in the morning and was like argghs, so i did not go for outdoor and went for indoors later and was fine with that. so i have to sleep very soon, and i really feel tired and ehhh-xhausted. today of next month is my B.DAY! yeahh and yahh went to watch moview on Sunday then yuo know there was only like 9 people in the whole BIG BIG cineman and the largest room/cinema somemore lols. so it was like we have freedom rights ;) ... Village By The Sea will be completed soon, jia you dejun, yuo can finish it soon... i feel that Miss Ngo abit too quiet and cannot control the calss ahasxD, and today isaaac threw a towel used to wiped the floor at James Back adn i was right beside James, HENG lols. i am like very luckyy ;D the song of us, the melody within the space.

18June07; NYPSGCC

2007-06-18T22:53:00.000+08:00

Say My Name; When no one is around you. Acting kinda shady, and calling me baby, why a sudden change ... my loved SONG! now, of course from Destiny's Child [Say My name] Maybe, i am saying a probability of puting this song on this blog an di love this song an dhave crazed over it for like so long liaox. so i read the book for 30 plus more pages and now i am at page 84! so to me, it si actually somethign to celebrate for. and just to keep up with stuff here. So my cousing FOUND OUT my blog and so what xx. nvm, guess he is reading this, yeahh drinking is your LOVEE! and your "SUN WU KONG" picture of you holding the broom ((: ahhasxD...LEt us talk about LATEST! kayys. today I was late for the GAme Compeition thing and did not know that yongda an dray yan waiting fro me lehhs, i sat at the very end of the hall and later they were like contacting me till i found a seat, then they were like come over, now, then the teacher tok. so, i cannot move "seats" ahhasxD should just say it in chinese. lols. ((: cause now is my favourite show, and i relaly do not want to miss it! so i will type it quickly and to amend the post that i never posted int eh weekeneds. so as i was late, then afterwords, it was damned boring alrhhs, so i am going to designing of games than to technical, my 2 other group members going, JS and RY and sunyu, if you are reading, please SO do not be saddd.., sorry i am saddistic and cruel and crude and its only to you. arhhhsaxD. so yah then missing and skipping band and haev only practised my clarinet 2 times after i brought it back home lrgghs, at least i can play 2-3 songs i mean christmas carols already like ode to the joy and what so ever lame duck. so anyway, now my projects day home not been progressing much an di hjave my new idea for my 3rd prototype already but i have to wait for about 2 more weeks before the idea can be said to the person and later will need the person to make it for me which lesves me 1 week less or more to do the presentation, so i am like !!!@@@ so harrdd to do larhhs. i really havent progressed MUCh. i am serious, so serious and am in deep trouble so i went to botanic gardens on sunday and did my Nature Wlak kinda stuff for Sciecne ACEs and did my scrpabook comlpiation an dneed to print out some stuff before school reopens. and i am really gonna have a hell of a time to do all those worksheets, everything is getting harder, and the stress is coming over me. Emotionall )): sucks. so i only type like less than half a paragrph or post. so, then at night of Sunday went to my cousins house to do BBQ and it was nicee was really full, after meal i was 50.9 KG, and i am supposed to be 49.6 KG and i was like HMMMM:P! so cousin encourage me to join CAMPUS SUPERSTAR which erm _ _ _ _ _ has gone before and never even passed th eaudition round xx= hahasxD i dunnox i can even pass the first round sush. os maybe i am NOT joining at all, cause i feel it is a waste of time, total waste... rather stay home to type blogs posts. and so, what type about, yahh i submitted my newest blogskin to the world and has got a nice and good response, 3 favourtied it the first day and 5 starred. so, let me talk about it first, my cousin went to see my created blogskins. and on today, we went to Nanyang Polythenic's Macintosh Computer Lab and it was cool, like one computer lab full of mac computers, so we logged in and so i assed internet and got my blogskin out and used the adobe there and soon have ot go back again and i was so sad, hope tomorrow, we still have the chance to go inside to use the CS2. 9 poeple said my new blogskin was fantastic and i loved it as simple as it is too x) but i doubt they used it at all boohoo! an dso the designing of game is hard, and i am kinda complexxed up noww and is cryptical and unable to fathom such stuff properly. so i have top type more today. so what shall i write about. Tomorrow yahh, i won't be going to Band and their idiotic seniors and their goood (sarcaastic) teacher and conductors and the lame members and the lame stupid scales and the lame session of pratctise. and the idiotic posture and th eoutdoor and the perspiration and avoid the pain of the four limbs and the rain and wind and sun and shine and shadow and chill of the days. anyway, so what about making anew bl0ogskin or a new song, well i ahve simply 0 degrees of inspiration. and hahasxD i dun have nay pictures to post anyway..

So my sister is going to be away in Tasmania, hobart, Australia for 2 weeks (fortnight) and awwws, my dog is beginnign to miss her lots and i also will miss her too, dun say about my mum, she will be more mssing her somemore tomorow is her birthdayy ((: she has to spend it with 2 poeple only which is my dad and myself and it was fathers day and i was like REALLY! OMG! i dunno anyway, i did not think of celebrating it at all, and now i ahve read a few more pages of the book thhat is now still in my lap.. i finished chapter 3 and there are 12 chapters in this whole BOOK SUSH! i am going to die and have to perserveon reading this book which is so boring when i get hti sbook into my vision, i wanna sleep lols, so broing, bored to tears LERRRHHS so i was like fed upp D: so my sister is away and my shuji missed her, and now he is liek frowning and frowning like so sad and his longing of my sister, painful ((: hahsxD so funnei, i personified such stuff until like really very emotional like that lols. so NANYANG POLYTHENIC was really very BIG and we were lost when we got of of the wrong exit arrgghs so, anyway, then my sister called she said she bought ROXY wallet there, cause he money got a lot, then cannot fit inisde her wallet sooossh. So i have to do my mathematics workbook and i think i will let my maths tutor see my holiday assignment, whihc i thi nnk i got alot of mistkae larhhs. my father going to come soon, so what shoul di do, i dun wanna end this blogs post here! i want it to be long, i want htis post to be long, and so anyway, my shuji da pina on the flooor again! so angry with him, so i wlll stop here, soon larhhs. my father cleaning up the mess he ahs made on my sister's room already now. suh, okayys, my father is not here anymore, i can type faster, cause when i type faster, i got more erros in my words and so yuo can see the evident prve of the mistake i have made inside and yahh. so i the faster i type, the louder th etyping sounds get and he is like suspecting that i am doing somethign liek bloggging already, so i MUST never let him find out. so he was like saw this and say, what is that, when i come in then you immediately close and save. what is that? TELL ME, so mayn owrds, and long long one, what is that. AND I jsut said: they are HTmL codes, cause th eproblem is that he does not know what is HTML codes so i just lie to him that it is /: i did not mean to lie if yo never had check on me and was so suspicious of what i am doing and whatsoever. you should have left stuff to where they were. so i was lie watching thee Korean Drama yesterday My Ugly Sweetie damned funny larhhs and very sad also ): so i wa slike until 00:20+ then i slept and that YONGDA was boasting around that he slept at 0000 ehhs and then i told him, so he was like:"you have formed a habit already larhhs, and like isaac liddat, he can sleep at 2AM also can" i dun believe. sush. so anyway, for what have been already past is past, so i will stop amending here, already and quickly post this POST on my blog now to catach my showw ((: so goodbye, my computer, i am leaving now. have to hit the sack soon...

15June07; Quizza

2007-06-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

Adapted from Liyan

Rule # 1:If you open this you GOTTA take it.
Rule # 2:You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks. GET THIS IN YOUR HEAD.It's a MUST!(:
Rule #3:Only answer Yes or No even if its imposible for some QNS.

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?
A: No

Q: Been arrested?
A: No

Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
A: No

Q: You like someone?
A: Yes

Q: Held a snake?
A: No

Q: Been suspended from school?
A: No

Q: Been fired from a job?
A: No

Q: Sang karaoke?
A: Yes

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
A: Yes

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: Yes

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: No

Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: No

Q: Sang in the shower?
A: Yes

Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: No

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
A: Yes

Q: Broken a bone?
A: No

Q: Shaved your head?
A: No

Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: Yes

Q: Had/have a gym membership?
A: No

Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
A: No

Q: Shot a gun?
A: gunshotx (: NO

Q: Donated Blood?
A: No

Q: Had your heart broken?
A: Yes

Q: Broken someone's heart?
A: :D How should I know.

"Who was your last?"just be 100% truthful...
1. You hung out with?
A: Family

3. You were in a car with?
A: Mother and Sister

4. Went to the movies with?
A: Family

5. Went to the mall with?
A: Mother and Sister

6. You talked on the phone?
A: Derborne

7. Made you laugh?
A: Bryan

8. You hugged?
A: =.=" hum.private x))

10. You cried with?
A: Myself

WOULD YOU RATHER...
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
A: NEITHER

2. Be serious or be funny?
A: funny! :D

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
A: skim [:

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
A: Shot. [gunshotx]

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?
A: moon (:

2. Winter or Fall?
A: winter

3. Left or right?
A: RIGHT

4. Sunny or rainy?
A: Sunny

6. Where do you live?
A: Lil' Red Dot

7. Favorite Song?
A: Beside my profile and loads more.

8. Do you want to get married?
A: That is what i ask myself too. dunno

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
A: cut (:

10. Where's 11 and 12?
A: in history

13. Do You Cook?
A: Yes

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
A: Yes.SHUJI, doggie!

2. Sang?
A: Yes

3. Been hugged?
A: Yes

5. Danced Crazy?
A: No

6. Cried?
A: No

7. Liked someone you can't have?
A: Honestly; YES

15June07; Friends Quiz

2007-06-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

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THis is a quiz, sorry today was really tired, so kana by outdoors and the blowing of the instrument, my cheek are bloated and pain, siax. nvm (: but i still like it the way it is.

Quiz adapted from Liyan

1. James
2. Bryan
3. Derborne
4. Ping Xi
5. Marcus Chong
6. Jia Ling
7. Karen
8. Deon

How did you meet 8? Primary 4A'04 :D

What would you do if you had never met 1? Dunnox

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated? they'll be gays =.="

Have you ever seen 4 cry? NEVER; he is a strong boy

Do you think 1 is cute? OMG! JAMEO; LOL

How did you get to know 7? Primary 1/7 '01 :)

Would you ever go on a date with number 3? er... do you call going out with male friends a

DATE?

What's 7's Favorite color? BLACK; his blog is black X:

What would you do if 6 confessed they loved you? i would roll my eyes and o.0 diao"

Fact about 8:BIG EGO! (:

Who is 4 going out with? i dunox =.="

who is number 5 to you? THE 4th BEST FRIEND xx (:

Would you ever live with 1? Yes

Is 2 single? OF course, he is an honest mann

Where does 7 live? erm. do i know xx=

What do you think about 3? THE 2nd BEST FRIEND! GOOD GOOD GOOD FRIEND

What's the best thing about number 8? HE has been a good host in my first year in TNS :) sociable but humongous ego

What do you like about number 6? erm -not as close...!

Favorite Memory with 1? hahasxD seeing him playing MAPLE"SYRUP" with his GF [REBEKAH], so mushy larhhs.

14June07; New Blogskins on net

2007-06-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

ARRGGH! i am workign on my new blogskins and my band practice is tomorrow and i am so damned effing pissed by the fact that we have to go to ban d so many times a week or not, i mean so many hours a day! ARGGH! all the schdule damned pissing off larhhs, i feel like puking LOLS. just saw yangyi's bloggie and yahh and went to who who must not be named blog. arghs, write so short messages and like oh who cares and i was like quickly off it and get done with what's wad. and so i am so pressurised and now is like !0:25 PM now and i am supposed to finish off my MAthematics Homework and now i am blogging, sighh and why must tomorrow's band be from 8AM-12AM Outdoors and 1-5:30 Indoors? I HATE IT yeshh but so, you have to still get on with LIFE; it still has to move on. get on with life. i Have not much time, so i think i am doing some quizzes later and post it soon. all will be adapted from LIYAN's blog. so i have posted my 8th blogskin. #08 Randomnised; its the trend, ahhas, it is like so little people went to see taht blogskin, i think i will be deleting it, mann. should i? ahhasxD, i have started playing maple, but i have stopped again, i thought it was lame, one day stop and start, its like a short interval, its a short time playing only and i am stopping WOOTS!

So today in the morning i just started reading the book, lameo book and answered a few questions about that characters from the book. then i went onto my PROJECT's DAY and did the modification of my presentation and my product is still not yet thought of yet, I really need to have a few days to think about how to make another such of a product, which will be moving on to the 3rd prototype {: evil smerk, no, its a cute smerkk [[: a knife beneath the smile. ahhas xD so well, everythign is processing in my mind and it sis in a whirl, like hurricane wreaking havoc mann, inside my brian [that is indded worse!] PAINFUL. and so he who must not be named S - - - -, is a complete freako as you can even see and he drink you know what ANELENE MILK. we say it is for pregnant women and women who are old bu the does not belive, and says: THAT IS WHY I WANNA DRINK! IT IS NUTRITIOUS AND GOOD FOR HEALTH... so when his boobs grow big, let us jsut imagine it. ahhhasxD and his pants so high, up to the sky. HIDEOUS FACE, and you know what , h elikes to duo ci yi ju. like take out his pants ot fart, gt that. so, i knwo i am ranting :/ so i thank you all for reading this and know how an irritance he can be. Nicholas is soooo much "butter" i mean better. ahhasxD , so i will link yangyi and take away some redundant links and add in my calender stuff too, cause i really had no time the past few days or i simply forgotten about it. SIGHH. now is doomsday. , end of this effing world. and end of my suffering and isolation in this room so bye bye my computer, i have to go, TATAS and if there is still 3 hours of outdoors tomorrow i will kill that TEACHER and otehrwise poison him with TEA with respect. so retrospect, the teacher should know what is right and what is wrong. what is black and white, defrrienate them and also in the sense, have more common sense that we people are suffering from FOOTDRILLS under the stupid idiotic SUN and that he shoudld let us go to the band room to do "COMBINED" and so we will not suffer so much so, can he be more like that. so Mr Xiao/Siao, let us off, give us a way to escape. pleasee. we plead you... so, till the next time, and its the end, world.

13June07; holiday rush & 1C Outing recount

2007-06-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

oh so well, now i am usign the computer to do my science scrapbook and i have done 4 newspaper article summaries already. I am left with 1 more that i have to read first, and examine them carefully,and sussh, i think i got the wrong kind of newspaper article, i took a political one...ARGGHHHS! Have not done the phamplet yet and i am so going crazy now! ARRRGGHHS! i think i will stop typing this blog post first. shall i ? that will be fine. this will thus be my 33rd post in this blog . yeahh and now i prefer to make this blog [gunshotx.blogspot] sound nicer. so now, here i am typing to you about my blog. and i think the blackmasquerade.vze will also redirect only to this page and not the othe rpages. and so i wanted to download MAPLESTORY again, but could not, and yeahh and yesterday our band conductor was like i dun care if you dun wanna come though, then stay at home to play your MAPLESYRUP. then i was like diaoxx, and everyone laughed and Mr Ling was wearing coloured-toes socks. NOTE this is not Ms Ling. ahhasxD. i wanna go to the FRIDAY BAND PRACTICE again, but now, my abdominal muscles hurt so much, that i can't even like do any sit-ups. Then went around tampines mall there today and went there with my sis and mother to the chinese restuarant DIN TAI FENg sorta. yeahh and we all liked it,like we noramlly did. (: so all is well and so when my mother jsut got home just now, she was so damned pissed off and cause the otah has a bad taste. so I later dropped and spilt my beverage [not specifically saying waht i want to say] ahhsxD now my laptop does not have battery, wiat here, while i gotta get my charger in case it dies soon. so let us stop personifying stuff and get on to the scnence when my mother was real angry; 'WHy YOU SPILT The water ont he teable" and cause she was damned rush, had to quickly send my sister to the Orchard Road Language Centre or what. yahh then ARGGh we broke into an argument. then lalalalah, then she scold our maid and whatsoever, then she went up to BATHE in a few mi nutes, and oh FYI she bathes for more than 15 minutes. and now, in less than 5 minutes she was out; then so i said i dunn wanna follow you already and now i am supposed to read my book and cause i really dun liek that book, so I stop reading, I read already then forget the whole content, so boring and sianx larhhs. and _ _ _ _ _ , if oyu ar reading my blog, you shoudl know about your twittish-ness, that person is not from our class- read carefully case you spilt the wrong innocence. and you love doing the [w0rhhx.] that is so twittish. and stop strutting about in school like a female peacock. it is a blot ont he landscape. wosh, am i even supposed to typed all these ot this person, why do i even care about him/her (It) in short. yes/ so done-ed all my stuff in my new blog but still got $0 never mind, cause it is the material inside that counts. (: an di believe my blog is always one above the _ _ _ _ _. so well (: i am also happy that we do not have to compete any more, it's obvious who posts more in comparision and who starts this first from the beginning of the year till now/ yeahh so i always post one time a week and now, i am taking out time to do this everyday and hope all my readers will like this blogg (: my own world; have been filled with music and it cannot get out of my head till i get to writing it out. I know my next year's projects day will be somethign around there and no one will have the idea at all (: it is something charity also larhhs and so we can zun zun get the stuff read. anyway the JUKEBOX there is just for view, i still fancy a lot of other songs very much. (: so i try ta speed things up again shall I? cause my show is 45 minutes later and the faster I get things done, the faster i can get on to read my stupid book, which i will certainly die of boredom after reading 100 over pages larhhs really; anyway this rocks so muchh (: i like my life i am going through now [: all my good friends like bryan and derborne and of course, never to miss out PINGXi which stands one feet above them. Jesse McCartney! Rocks the hell out and now so what shall we talk about:?

Oks, the OUTING 1C OUting so the Mathematics Trail was fun, then i saw Kingsley or Kelsey, i really dunnos who is who and belive that it was a gang of guys. so the outing started like this, me and bryan stayed at JAMES house and elwin promised to arrive early and he did not arrive STILL at 10.30 AM and james thought he go to a MRT stationa nd find his car and in the end, james came back taht time, they were here already lols xD so JAMES was pissed off then i brught out clipboard and dropped off ELWIN's CAR and collected money and forms and stuff like thats, and so we started the whole thing. WE walked to ECp soon and they pitched their tents at BBQ Pit 30 and which later we found out that we booked BBQ pit 29 instead. yeahh and so we started stuff and ate and did the REST AND RELAX activity and thus we got assembled at 2 plus... and i went to bring JARED and JAMES to the library and got GALILEO and before that i also went macs to get MARcus and after taht the activity started and they did the geog wrksht and there was an error with the Answer and so i was depressed arggghhs, pluck hair out and/... so we started the other stuff then i ran witht eh group again, so explains why my leg was cramped after the whole thing, like BBQ ahhs XD. my leg was despo, in pain sorta stuff. and we started the ACE activites after that the LITEATURE one and start of BBQ which lasted 3 hours yearhhs, and so we later wanted to WATER BOMB but we cancelled the whole thing and cause my leg was pain, bryan fell down and thought he had a fracture and so blahblahblahxx :/ so i took the first aid kit and applied medicine and the yellow guuuyy substance could not get off my hands; stained like yellow rusted blodd , the plasma of the blood was oxygenated ahhsxD/. so because of that, he could not bowl, then me and nicholas so we really raced against each other for the whole of that time and till MIDNIGHT, we started to BOWL along with the group of bowlers beside us, striked 3 times ((: for a first time-r [: sush. so everything was fine after that we went back to sleep and the "DRUG" case started and we were like sigh, it was not DRUGS yeshh we are full of imagination sire. madmosille and misseur [; dunno got spell orrectly not lehhs. boohoo TO my standard in french if i did not spell it correctly. yahh and so that week , i mean two days are the best days of my life.. it was serene at that place though, yehh and jsut to add in during MIDNIGHt, there was a couple "s_xing" at the beach there larhhs and James was like trying to like "org_ _ _" it is sick larhhs i know, but ren zhi chang qing, but why chose to be at the beach OMG! public lehhs. and i am really sorry that Bryan and elwin and miss ngo had to stay back at the campsite after the whole thign to unpitch the tents of us, i went to the library to read stuff an dsaw TED along the way, he seemed very surprised to see me there and with an idiotic [actually he is okay] person carrying a luggage and needed me to help him. oh well so. we stayed there and i tallyed the marks of the teams and _______ is the winnign group and i never wanna say which group it is now, until further NOTICE till the school reopens and so i have to wuickly go now, and told lots of poeple my new blog now and used DHL's RElink Series Blogskin for my NEW LINKAGE SITE at onelastmusic.blogspot. so have to post now. and i have to zao lehhs (: have to go now. NO one reads the 1C Blog? after so long, there are only 945 visitor and these include me who goes there very often, very i mean not every day larhhs. yahh so tatas peeps. (: [: X: so farewell.///.